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2004 24 June :: 5.07pm
:: Music: Ashlee Simpson - Pieces of Me
this is SO my song!
Ryan Cabrera - 'On the Way Down'
Sick and tired of this world
There's no more air
Tripping over myself, going nowhere
Waiting, suffocating, no direction
I took a dive and
On the way down
I saw you, and you saved me from myself
And I won't forget the way you loved me
And on the way down
I almost fell right through
But I held on to you
Been wondering why it's only me
Have you always been inside waiting to breathe
It's alright, sunlight on my face
I wake up and yet, I'm alive 'cuz
On the way down
I saw you, and you saved me from myself
And I won't forget the way you loved me
And on the way down
I almost fell right through
But I held on to you
I want to fade, I'm going under
But now, the weight of the world
Feels like nothing, nothing
(down, down, down)
You're all I wanted
(down, down, down)
You're all I needed
(down, down, down)
You're all I wanted
You're all I needed
And I won't forget the way you loved me
All that I wanted, all that I needed and now
On the way down
I saw you, and you saved me from myself
And I won't forget the way you loved me
And on the way down
I almost fell right through
But I held on to you
& you can't save me
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lilkristen
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2004 24 June :: 12.28pm
The Basics
Name: kristen
Spell it Backwards:netsirk
Date of birth: 6-7-90
Male/Female: female
Astrological Sign: gemini
Nicknames: kris... kriskris
Occupation: i babysit
Height: like 5'4''
Weight: skdljsodi;fhs;ldkgsl;dkfj
Eye color: blue<3
Hair color: i honestly dont know
Where were you born?: nyc
Where do you reside?: nyc
Age: 14
Screen name: blindedbytears2x
E-mail: blindedbytears2x@aol.com
What does your screenname mean?: its kinda self-explanatory
Username: lilkristen
What does your user name mean?: same thing i said before
Pets: none
Number of Candles you blew out on your last birthday: 15... one for good luck!
Piercings: ears (ha! i can say that in a survey now ali! lmaoo))
Tattoos: none
Shoe Size: like 8 i think
Righty or Lefty: lefty
Wearing: a t-shirt and shorts
Hearing: taking back sunday
Feeling: i dunno... bored
Eating/Drinking: gum...
Thatsa it!: what?
Which One Of Your Friends is...
Craziest: kaitlyn... without a doubt
Nicest: well it cant be kaitlyn cuz shes a mean girl lmaoooo... umm... i dunno i know alot of nice people
Loudest: me by a longshot
Bitchiest: caroline
Life of the Party: depends who's at the party... ohh... bitchh
Jock: tim lol
Prep: so many
Rebel: me... i hate rules...
Cutest: jessica
Best friend of the same sex: ali
Best friend of the opposite sex: tim
Most popular: i dnoo
Rudest: conor or steve lol
Most shy: no one i know is really that shy...
Dumbest: mike
Smartest: julia or jonathan
Weirdest: kaitlyn... hell yeah without a doubt
Has the best hair: best hair? i dunno lol
Best personality: everyone i know is fake in some way or another so no one has the best...
Most talented: im getting sick of this...
Most ghetto: dora
Most spoiled: molly lol
Drama queen: jenn
Pain in the ass: all people...
Funniest: steve or conor or tim... one of them...
Best advice giver: lorraine
Druggie: heh...
Most likely to join a cult: nocco lol
Have you lost touch with a good friend recently?: yes... emily cuz she hates me...
Who have you been friends with the longest: tim and joe<3 my heart aaf
How many friends do you have on your buddy list: umm lemme add up the numbers...182
*~*: um... right...
The Intimate Part
Have you ever been in love: no
How many people have you told 'I love you': no one romantically almost all of my friends have said it to me
How many people have you been in love with: if i havent been in love how do u expect me to give a number?
Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex: not like that! on the cheek...
What are qualities you look for in a guy/girl: fun, smart, can make me laugh...
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex: eyes, tongue rings lmaooo jessica!
What's your type: physically: blondes w/gorgeous eyess nd built... but not too much lol but clasification? skaters, rockers, u know me... i dont really care, but those are my preferences
Do you have a significant other: nopee
Where did you meet them: see above
What do you like most about them: see above
Do you have a crush right now: nope
If so, who: well i dont so...
Do you believe in love at first sight: no
Do you remember your first love: ive never been in love, remember!?!?!
Do you believe in fate: yes, i believe i do.
Do you believe in soul mates: i dunno...
If so, do you think you'll ever find yours: i said i dont know
The Fam....
How many siblings: two it seems
Parents Names: fran nd ted
Siblings Names: matt and brian
How many siblings does your mother have: 1
How many siblings does your father have: 1
Where are you parents from: bronx and brooklyn
Is your family close: sure
Does you family get together for holidays: yeah
Do you have a drunk uncle: lol not that i know of
Any medical problems run in your family: i dont know
Does anyone in your family wear a toupee: lol no
Do you have any nieces or nephews: no
Are your parents divorced: nope
Do you have step parents: no
Has your family ever disowned another member of the family: lol no
If so, why: they havent
Did your family come to America from another country: my grandparents did if that counts
The Music....
What song do you swear was written about your life: i dunno... um... THAT song
What's the most embarrassing CD you own: um... i dunno all i own is rock... except my christina aguilera cd lol
What's the best CD you own: probably story of the year or something by blink
What song do you entirely LOATHE: some song by the cure... its weird i hate it
Do you sing in the shower: no
What song reminds you of that 'special someone': i dont have a special someone and i dont want one
>__^__<: ok...
I name an artist, you name a lyric....
Pink: tired of being compared to damn britney spears
Aerosmith: i dont wanna close my eyes, i dont wanna fall asleep cause id miss you baby and i dont want to miss a thing
Madonna: sexy lady id rather see you bare your soul
Korn: suck that
Backstreet Boys: you keep me drowning in your love
The Beatles: 8 days a week!
Kelly Clarkson: a moment like this
Kelly Osbourne:
Eminem: these chicks dont even know the name of my band!
Elton John: lol i dont know
New Found Glory: but your getting worse, i swear it, its hard to prove you're an understatement
Foo Fighters:
Red Hot Chili Peppers: this life is more than just a read-through
Led Zepplin:
Pink Floyd: we dont need no education... hey, teachers! leave those kids alone!
System of a Down: trust in my self-righteous suicide
Britney Spears: everytime i try to fly i fall
Oasis:
Green Day: i went to a shrink to analyze my dreams, she says its lack of sex thats bringing me down
>__<: whatever...
Favorites...
Colour: black red and blue
Food: any kind of mexican
Song: no way in hell i could pick a favorite song. I LOVE MUSIC.
Show: alias
School Subject: math..
Band/Singer: ohh man lets see... story of the year... taking back sunday... probably my top 2 but theres so freakin many!
Animal: shawn's asked me that like a bamillion times and i still dont know
Outfit: my pjs
Radio Station: k-rock 92.3
Movie: identity
Pair of shoes: lol converse rockkk
Cartoon: the smurfs!
Actor: johnny depp or michael vartan
Actress: jennifer garner
Drink: water
Alcoholic Drink: strawberry daquiri
Holiday: xmas i guess
Perfume/Cologne: i dunno...
Pizza Topping: cheese!!! and pepperoni!!! ohh crap i want pizza sooo bad now
Jello Flavour: i hate jello
Lunch Meat: roast beef
Board Game: monopoly ((kaitlynnnn))
Video Game: gauntlet
Website: www.woohu.com/~lilkristen/... thats the only site i have
Book: i dunno
Computer: ??
Number: 90247809370982698169486109861098640870762547365 =]
Cereal: honey nut cheerios
Comedian: dont have one
Dessert: ice cream, chocolate mousse, anything good really...
Disney Character: pluto
Clothing Store: pac sun
Past time: dunno...
Childhood Toy: i dont know im not living in my childhood right now so how the hell am i supposed to know dammit... sorry got a lil caught up there...
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lilkristen
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2004 24 June :: 12.27pm
Thirteen random things you like:
01) my music...
02) pizza
03) punk
04) my journal
05) talking on the phone for hours about nothing...
06) getting compliments
07) realizing that there really is someone in the world who cares about you
08) sleeping
09) inside jokes
10) boysz
11) being online
12) staying up late reading magazines
13) being at the mall for no reason and randomly stalking guys...
Twelve good movies:
01) Murder by numbers (cuz ryan gosling's in it AND its a cop movie lol)
02) mr. deeds
03) miracle
04) big daddy
05) Pirates of the Carribean
06) X2
07) Goonies
08) the remake of the parent trap lol dont askk
09) im not a big movie person... i dont know...
10) see above
11) IDENTITY
12) see#9
Eleven good bands/artists:
01) Taking Back Sunday
02) Atreyu
03) Linkin Park
04) Coheed and Cambria
05) Lost Prophets
06) Avenged Sevenfold
07) Story of the Year
08) Yellowcard
09) Blink182
10) A.F.I.
11) The Used
Ten good songs:
01) Taking Back Sunday - Cute Without the 'E' (Cut From the Team)
02) Atreyu - Lip Gloss and Black
03) Yellowcard - Believe
04) Story of the Year - Page Avenue
05) Blink182- Whats My Age Again?
06) Linkin Park - Figure .09
07) Dashboard Confessional - Vindicated
08) Lost Prophets - Wake Up (Make a Move)
09) Taking Back Sunday - You're So Last Summer
10) Evanescence - Tourniquet
Nine things about you... physically:
01) my blue eyes<3
02) people say i have great legs lol... but not guys... my mom said it lmaoo and someone else i cant remember who...
03) my hair color...
04) skinny
05) i cant name anything else lol im not a person to compliment myself
06)
07)
08)
09)
Eight favorite foods/drinks:
01) mexican food
02) water
03) macaroni and cheese
04) chocolate milk
05) white cheddar popcorn
06) lemonade
07) some chicken my mom makes that i love
08) strawberry daquiris
Seven things you wear daily:
01) underwear
02) bra
03) earrings
04) my name ring
05) my claddagh ring
06) a shirt
07) shorts/pants
Six things that annoy you:
01) people
02) rap videos
03) when u ask a person to listen and they dont...
04) not being able to find something you really want
05) terrorists... fuck that they dont annoy me... they piss me the hell off and make me wanna kill myself
06) missing someone...
Five things you touch everyday:
01) my cell
02) my TBS cd
03) computer
04) tv remote
05) doorknob
Four shows you watch:
01) Alias ((my healthy obsession))
02) Dedicate Live
03) IMX
04) Real World... and Road Rules... i <3 them bothh!
Three celebrities that are cool:
01) Jennifer Garner
02) Michael Vartan!
03)
Two people on lj that you have kissed:
01) I don't have an LJ
02) I don't have an LJ
One person you could spend the rest of your life with:
01) i dont know... but i'd have to say that i'd prefer a guy over a girl cuz guys are better to talk to... they listen and arent floating in their own little world lol... or i could prefer myself lol
& you can't save me
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2004 24 June :: 10.59am
A new (fuzzy) pic.
I love you all.
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blacktears844
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2004 24 June :: 5.46am
:: Music: "Pulse of the Maggots" - Slipknot
Worst night.
Last night was terrible.
I had some of the worst dreams I have ever had all packed up into one. Well, they were more like a series, but anyway. First off, I had a dream where all my dogs were nailed to this cross type thing, and then I had a dream in which my mom was beat up by her ex boyfriend and she was pregnant, and found out she was going to die. He killed her as well. Then as my last one I had my reoccuring dream, in which IT (the clown haha) chases me in my grandpa's house starting in the shower, and then it ends in the bedroom in the back in which he stabs me to death. I woke up at 2 a.m. in a cold sweat, and there was no way in hell I was going back to sleep. I'm still not. It's coffee for me, and this computer. Well, I hope you're all sleeping peacefully at least.
Oh yeah, my Murderdolls shirt came yesterday too. I'm wearing it right now. ^_^ Tis bootiful.
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lilkristen
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2004 23 June :: 10.29am
because i had to babysit last night, i missed the thing on fuse... fuckshit!!!!
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lilkristen
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2004 22 June :: 9.39pm
:: Music: Taking Back Sunday
hola...
oy im soo tired i hate it... i went to bed at one i cuz i was talking to shawn for half the night... and then i didnt sleep well so yeah... kaitlyn went to the doctor today... she did break her finger... i went to the mall today nd bought a poster of the used... still gotta hang it though... nd i got the 'brand new' cd so yeah.. they didnt have the warped tour cd for this year... bitch.. i dont know why i update anymore... no one comments... if u read this, comment... i dont care if i dont know you... if you read this, comment...
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2004 21 June :: 10.18pm
KING'S ISLAND MAKES ME SMOKE.
I went to King's Island today with Lisa and we chainsmoked the whole way. =(
And NEVER join the JadeXCore board. Uptight bitches. Nuff said. That is all. Short update because my mom is nagging at me to get off.
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2004 21 June :: 11.22am
:: Music: taking back sunday... again!
when everything you'll get is everything that you've wanted, princess...
i love this song SO much i cant explain it... i dont think i could ever overplay it lol nahh i probably will by the end of this week... kaitlyn might have done something bad to her thumb... its really swollen nd blue and purple lol... i wanna go with her to get her xray... i LOVE seeing the xray on the little white screen with the light lmaoo im such a spaz... oh well<3
kelli called me last night! yayy i was worried about her... she goes "hey kelli its kristen... wait... no that aint right... hey kristen its kelli" lmaoo she had to leave a voicemail cuz she called during the 5 minutes my phone was off... when i turned it back on i sent a text to shawn... he texts back "i cant talk da ambulance just came 4 grandma" nd i was like oh shit nd i got really scared i didnt know what happened... nd then later i talked to him cuz he was home but his parents had gone to hospital nd it turns out that she fell pretty hard... everything's ok now thank god but i was worried... when we were talkin last night i told him i was goin to sleep cuz i was madd tired nd he goes 'ight thanks alot kristen ur a great friend' and another part that i'd have to explain nd then he sent 'luv ya, nite'... remember the thing i missed on tv the other night? the thing w/atreyu nd taking back sunday? like their new stuff? well its gunna be on again!!! yayyyy!!!! sooo happpyyyyyyy! i love those bands<3 i talked to al last night... al from the rrc i miss himm lol hes soo psychoo i love him lol hes madd cool... nd i told al about atreyu cuz he loves metal and he said he'd check em out... i sent anthony an email last night... and i quote 'send me an email... please? (couple of lines skipped) i miss you... (skip a line) -kris
im talking to molly i miss herr sooo much! and coco lol im gunna give them huge hugs when they get home tomorrow!!! next monday im going to lauren's! yayy im staying for awhile... like i dunno how long but not like one dayy or two probably like 3 4 5 maybe i dunno how long but for awhilee!!! yay!! i miss her<3 alright im gunna update cuz watch me get kicked off and lose this whole entry lol byeee! comment or call me mwaaa
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lilkristen
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2004 20 June :: 12.53pm
i dont like anyone! ANYBODY... woot
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blacktears844
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2004 18 June :: 9.22pm
OH MY GOD I HATE BOYS.
That boy that supposedly liked me "SO WELL" and "SO MUCH" is just using me as a title. He told my friend that he didn't really like me at all and that he just wanted to go out with me so he could tell his friends he "has a girlfriend."
I hate him.
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blacktears844
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2004 18 June :: 9.17pm
He is fucking hot.
Read more..
Grace Khold. <333
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lilkristen
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2004 18 June :: 2.36pm
:: Music: Cute Without the 'E' (Cut From the Team)
atreyu... their new cd is coming out soon... i heard a song from it last night... what they said on fuse is true...
"we're a really melodic band... if you liked us before, you'll love us now... if you didnt like us before, you'll hate us now"
i liked them before that song is great thoughh... i didnt get to hear the new TBS cuz my dad sucks! the rule in our house: if you are using a tv with cable but are watching a channel u can watch on the not-cable tv then go watch it on the not-cable tv... well my dad ALWAYS makes me move when that happens for my brother but he wouldnt make my brother move last night for me... so i missed tbs... he sat thru atreyu but he wouldnt sit thru the rest of the bands cuz it was atreyu, tbs, and between them these really metal bands so yeah.. i missed them... crap
i love taking back sunday for a few reasons
1. each song is different... i hate when all the songs on a cd sound the same...
2. their lyrics are sooo heartfelt... its crazy... like they scream at all the right parts..
3. i totally relate to them... dont ask how... i just do...
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2004 18 June :: 2.08pm
:: Music: taking back sunday - Cute Without the 'E' (Cut From the Team)
jessica's printing out a pic of matt the sexiest guy in the world... nd he goes to xaverian lol... and a pic of anthony the hott kidd with the glow in the dark tongue ring that im soo in love withh and a pic of chriss he's really hott too i dunno anything bout him just that hes gorgeous lol but ahh im in love w/anthony...
text messages from last night
kristen: so if u werent crazy over meghan who'd u be crushing on, eh?
shawn: well it would of bin u but u already like some1 else, so no1 rite now
(that's where i gasped)
kristen: aww im sorry...
shawn: ders no need 2 b srry
kristen: well i am anyway
kristen: i just try not to hang around somethin i dont think i can get, ya know...
shawn: i understand
kristen: im goin to sleep c u tomorrow mwa
shawn: ight lata mwaaa
so yeah...i didnt expect that...
i love this song<3
remember my list of guys with sexy voices? i got that guy from the rasmus nd i got dan from SOTY nd jordan from nfg nd now i got the two guys from taking back sunday...the back of taking back sunday's cd case is a pic of a sign that says exit 152... its on the garden state parkway lol i know my highways... i know its the GSP lol so next time im at that exit im gunna hold up the case nd be like shyeahh lol i love saying that lmaoo...
im a sucker for a sweet talker...
andrew never called me last night nd i texted him nd he still didnt call nd i didnt call him cuz i fell asleep lol i got 12 hours of sleep it felt good... oh well he's going to ali's tonight... i think... i hope lol
the only thing i regret is that i never let you hold me back...
& you can't save me
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lilkristen
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2004 17 June :: 8.24pm
ooh big lightning
::scary::
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