I'M GOING UNDER DROWNING IN YOU I'M FALLING FOREVER I'VE GOT TO BREAK THROUGH I'M GOING UNDER

 

home | profile | guestbook


you know you've got everybody fooled

recent entries | past entries


lilkristen

:: 2004 28 April :: 9.41pm
:: Mood: tired

im just barely keeping my eyes open im soo tired.. i got back from courtney's playy it was soo cute but i had soo much fun afterwards!

hahahaaaa we got mexican AGAIN! rofl

im like sooo drunk... strawberry daquiris are soooo good lmAooo... and me and uncle mike stole coco's shoes and were gunna throw them out the car window!!! and uncle mike had a ponytail on top of his head!!! rofl!

& you can't save me


lilkristen

:: 2004 28 April :: 4.08pm

wow today was unbelivably funny!

mark n andrew were playinn handball against a brick wall and they were using a car behind them as a backstop and the window was like open halfway and the ball flew into the car and they couldnt get it by just reaching in so mark unlocked the door by reaching in and told andrew to go get the ball... but they're like fighting for ages like "someones gunna see us! im not doin it! you do it" etc etc so andrew finally agrees and opens the door but someone's cominn around the corner so me and ali yell shut the door shut the door!!!! so he slams it n moves just as this family turns the corner so they like walk away slowly and andrew says, ok, as soon as they pass the car im gunna do it quick...

they got in the same fuckinn car and said "how'd this door get unlocked?" andrew and mark just ran around the corner n bursted down the street til they were outta sight with the most hysterical looks on their faces...

i just burst out laughing...

the car drove away a few seconds later...

it was seriously funnyy...

then james threw a bottle cap at me n it was sharp but it just missed me so i picked it up n i aimed right for his face nd it hit him right under his eye it was pretty funny...

and did u know i can get sour strips for 10 cents??????? woot woot!!!! lmaoo... that means with 2 dollars i can get 20!!!!!!!!!!! rofl i think its really really funny...

i gotta go get ready for courtney's school playyy with all the turtles and the turtlenesss!!!! mwaaa

& you can't save me


lilkristen

:: 2004 26 April :: 10.02pm
:: Mood: crying..

i called ali... she was so upset she made me cry...

everything she told me was just so sad i needed to cry for her... i wanted to be there w/her soo badly... just to give her a hug nd let her know im here...

1 not real | & you can't save me


lilkristen

:: 2004 26 April :: 9.40pm

if i could find you now things would get better<3













i wish he was mine...

2 not real | & you can't save me


lilkristen

:: 2004 26 April :: 9.35pm

ugh! i just wrote a long entry and it said "your journal has been updated" and it didnt update!!!! grr... bitchh

& you can't save me


lilkristen

:: 2004 25 April :: 12.29pm
:: Music: sugarcult - memory

ali was home alone w/her grandpa n her grandma n her brother when he said he couldnt breathe right n she called an ambulance n everything but hes still in ICU n the poor girl's a mess... im worried about her<3


SoFtBaLLgiRL2060 [12:04 PM]: babyy r u ok? <33
Alicatt87 [12:04 PM]: honestly no
SoFtBaLLgiRL2060 [12:04 PM]: is there anything i can do?
Alicatt87 [12:04 PM]: cuz i saw it happen
Alicatt87 [12:04 PM]: no
SoFtBaLLgiRL2060 [12:04 PM]: r u sure?
Alicatt87 [12:04 PM]: i duno nemore its like i just wanna die
SoFtBaLLgiRL2060 [12:05 PM]: no u dont
Alicatt87 [12:05 PM]: yes i do
Alicatt87 [12:06 PM]: i saw everything happen on friday i feel like its my fault that hes in such bad condition cuz i didnt call ne1 earlier and i listened 2 ma stubborn poppy
SoFtBaLLgiRL2060 [12:07 PM]: no its not your fault! helloo? you did the really smart thing by calling ur dad and uncle charlie before calling 911 so that SOMEONE could come and help you who knew you're grandpas past, etc... u did the right thing nothing's your fault if u hadnt trusted ur instinct to call he may have gotten alot worse and god forbid something worse could have happened
Alicatt87 [12:09 PM]: i knoe just it just happened like dat and i didnt knoe wat 2 do ma grandma sed 2 call sum1 and ma hrandpa sed dont call ne1
SoFtBaLLgiRL2060 [12:09 PM]: and you did the right thing!
Alicatt87 [12:10 PM]: i duno i still think its ma fault...o fuck that just hurt
SoFtBaLLgiRL2060 [12:11 PM]: ali its not your fault you cant help that he has heart problems! you couldnt have affected that in any way! ali, if you hadnt called who knows i mean, god forbid he could have had a really serious heart attack if he wasnt treated... something really fatal could have happened... something alot worse than what already did
Alicatt87 [12:12 PM]: i knoe i knoe i knoe
SoFtBaLLgiRL2060 [12:16 PM]: :-(
Auto response from Alicatt87 [12:16 PM]: Our friendship is fOrever
nd withOut u i wOuld die..
i cOuld never let u go away
Or ever say goOdbyee..
friends frOm the beginning
nd sisters till the end..
u dont nO hOw goOd it feels
to call u my best friend...
SoFtBaLLgiRL2060 [12:17 PM]: you can get thru this<3 you're one of the strongest people i knoww, i have faith in you... everything's gunna be alright, be strong, believe
Alicatt87 [12:18 PM]: thanx



she thinks its her fault!!!!!

aah!

i like this song...

ok thats off topic..

i got into a HUGEEEEE fight with anthony... cuz he started smoking again... after he told me he gave it up for me... so i told him that i felt like i wasnt worth giving something up for n that i felt pushed aside and that it seemed like the drugs were more important to him than me... it was a mess...

what would i do w/out tim... he always cheers me up when i need it...

he tells me he pitched a no hitter yesterday n i said aww congrats n he said but i walked six guys in a row n got pulled in the first inning... but no one got a hit!!!

lmaoo hes such a loser

& you can't save me


lilkristen

:: 2004 24 April :: 10.09am

wanna make a change right here right now
wanna live a life like you somehow
*wanna make your sacrifice worthwhile*

& you can't save me


lilkristen

:: 2004 22 April :: 7.23pm

courtney wants me to come to see her school play and i actually really wanna go... bad... cuz they're all dressed up as turtles!!!!!!!! ahhhh!!!!

=]

im tired... i need sleep sooo damn badddd oyy... i dunno what to type anymore...nothing good goes on in my life to talk about... oooh how bout the joke on paul today that didnt go as planned...


its steph and paul's 1 year 2 month anniversary... so we were makinn a card for paul in l.a. cuz no one pays attention in l.a. lol and then steph says omg we should like pretend we're giving him a card and then give him one that says 'happy anniversary billy' and inside "thanks sooo much for keeping this a secret ur my everything you made my dreams come true i love you" blah blah blah and then i'd give it to paul and like make him read the inside cuz "i think its for him" and then billy walks out from around the corner with his arm around steph nd then flips out n is like wtf paul i didnt know youd be here omg n steph goes "i told you!"
and then i crack up laughing lol

it didnt really go like that

paul took the card from me but wouldnt read it for like 5 minutes so everything was thrown off n they kept walkin out with billy hanginn all over steph but he still hadnt read it and it was just soo fucked up... we couldnt wait to see pauls face but he fucked it up the little bastard

=]

hee hee

haha matt just completely skipped school today cuz he can cuz his parents are in vegas... luckyyy.. i wish my parents would go away together... its either one or the other...

the classes were small cuz half the people were absent today n i like small classes so yeaaa...

thats why im going to ss!!!!

aaah we got the medical forms which means i have to get shots and bloodwork and NOOO!!!! i dun wannaaa =[

as you probably alreadyy know i hate needles soo much!!!

ehh like im not pressured enoughh i have to pitch in my softball game on sunday... oy... ahh shit we play st. pats... ooh well, better then st bernadettes... or joe kennedy's team...

gotta go talk later

call me kelli

& you can't save me


blacktears844

:: 2004 22 April :: 7.19am

YAY I am now safe. My $2 was recieved. *dances*

2 not real | & you can't save me


lilkristen

:: 2004 21 April :: 3.48pm

hey dude i love your band!
im so cranky its stupid...

im so short on sleep i cant take it! im sick! i need sleep! arghh!

& you can't save me


blacktears844

:: 2004 21 April :: 2.56pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Plastic Passion - The Cure

Well my computer isn't being a whore anymore. I can get on it again. YAY. School was mediocre. See you all later, I might get on again at my dad's. <3

4 not real | & you can't save me


blacktears844

:: 2004 20 April :: 6.13pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: Charlotte Sometimes.....again

"True Story" - The Internet Raped Me
RAWR. *kills internet* My computer is getting on my nerves. It won't let me on the internet. So I am on my dad's. And it is suprisingly fast today. *dances* I keep on thinking it's the weekend. It's only Tuesday. Arg. BUT I do get out an hour early tomorrow. *rubs it in everyone's face* I love early dismissals. Goodbye homeslices/buiscuts/peeps/h0mies/you.

2 not real | & you can't save me


lilkristen

:: 2004 20 April :: 4.26pm
:: Music: miles apart

if i could i would do all of this again...

talked to kelli yesterday... she sounds just like sophia lol i thought it was funny

i need to change im going to the park later...

i feel sickk... really bad allergies...

today aint going so great... i gotta take care of two peoples problems, im sick, i cant run, i got locked out of the house, i used something for my face and my skin is like on fire n it aint like the kind of burning thats kinda like its drying out a lil my skin is on fire...oww

2 not real | & you can't save me


blacktears844

:: 2004 20 April :: 7.10am

My $2 is in the mail as we speak. *dances* I have to go to school again. I want to go to back to bed. Arg.

& you can't save me


lilkristen

:: 2004 19 April :: 4.38pm

hahahaha my dad almost burned the house down yesterday and i was like hysterical laughing

im soo achyy from playin softball 3 days in a row i think i pulled 3 muscles... OW!

aah ok hott guys outside byee!

2 not real | & you can't save me

Woohu.com | Random Journal