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2004 19 April :: 3.58pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: "Charlotte Sometimes" - The Cure
Whenever I'm alone with you...
First day back wasn't so bad. It was just....plain. I'm going to send in my $2 today. I hope it gets there by May 8th. Well, I don't have too much to say, I'm going to my dad's tonight so I won't be online. See you all later. <3
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2004 19 April :: 7.24am
I don't wanna go to schooooool, don't make me. *clings*
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2004 18 April :: 9.17pm
HURRAH
The Breakfast Club is on!!<3333
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2004 18 April :: 7.45pm
:: Music: "I Miss You" - Blink 182
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
My internet was being a whore earlier, but I think it's fine now. I'm over my *ahem*crying stage. I turned the Cure off. BUT THE SONGS ARE STILL STUCK IN MY HEAD. Ahh I love the "I Miss You" song by Blink 182. Now THAT'S making me all emo. I can't win! *angry*
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2004 18 April :: 11.12am
:: Music: 311 didn't do this any justice
Lovesong - The Cure <333
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again
However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again
However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you
*bawls eyes out*
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2004 18 April :: 10.33am
:: Music: "There is No If"- The Cure
The Cure <3333 x100
God I'm listening to the Cure again. They always make me cry. *being em0*
It's a beautiful day outside but I feel all sad....damn you Robert Smith! But I wuv the Cure.....must....not.....stop....listening. *cries*
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2004 18 April :: 9.57am
Maroon 5 Dammit
I wanted to go see Maroon 5! They're coming here August 8 BUT THEY'RE WITH JOHN MAYER. I despise that man. Ewwww.
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2004 18 April :: 5.45am
*kills*
Tiiiiiiiiired. The people upstairs in my dad's apartment building kept me awake all night but their loud humping motions. Their headboard was actually banging against the wall. And then after it was done I guess the man felt the extreme urge to pee every second because I heard the toilet flush at least 154545154242 times. Arg. Well I'm off to bed in my mother's house, I'm glad I live in a one-story house.
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2004 16 April :: 10.15am
:: Mood: so fucking BORED
:: Music: She Bangs - William Hung
RAWR
I AM BORED OUT OF MY FUCKING MIND. I knew I shouldn't have gotten up this early. I am stuck here watching infomercials on Fuse because the videos haven't come on yet. And sitting at the computer. So I tried to make a website. TRIED. Turns out I don't know shit about HTML...well not enough to make a decent website. And so that failed. And now I have nothing to do but eat and get fat.
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2004 16 April :: 6.32am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Rogaine commercial...rock
JadeXCore!
I am finally going to pay......Saturday! Hopefully the money will make it to Andy by May 8th. I'm going to exchange my two dollars in change for two dollar bills with my dad. Haha, I feel like an idiot. But at least I'll get to keep this wuvly journal and all it's wuvliness. So never fear...I am staying! *trumpets sound* I'll probably update my LJ too because I'm a journal whore. I should be getting to bed. Arg. *salutes*
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2004 15 April :: 9.50pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: American Made - Jack Off Jill
My world is evil, but American Made
Well I'm here at my dad's on his slow ass computer. The only reason I got on here is because I am extremely bored out of my mind. It is BAD. I actually counted the posters I have in my room...*cough*146*cough*
I went over to eat at my grandma's today. She got all upset because I had a "huge skeleton" (Misfits shirt) on the front of my shirt. Then I turned around and she said, "You're not a misfit!" I guess she's just trying to help...but it's not working.
My dad is making me go to bed at ten because he said I stay up too late at my mother's house and what I need is a good nights sleep. Uh-huh. Well I'll see you lot tomorrow, I'll probably be up really early since I either (a) won't be able to sleep tonight and I'll stay up until the wee hours of the morning, or (b) I'll have gone to bed so early I wake up insanely early. So anyways, see you all later. Bye. *insert heart here*
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2004 15 April :: 5.58pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: somethin linkin park...
well lets see... this day was half good half bad... it was really good cuz i finally got a dress for the dance!!!! and cuz i finally got to go to pacsun! yes, i got a ride to woodbridge! yay! and i got lots of other stuff too but thats to tell another day lol... or not... got reallyy cute capris n shorts and two more pairs of turtle socks and really nicee cargo capris and two... no, three shirts
yea i had a good day shopping
except for one part...they didnt have my turtle pants!!! they were all out!!!! i was gunna cry i was like NOOOOO!!!! i need the turtleness!!! ((if you couldnt tell by my journal, i LOVE turtles...=])) ok anyway i was like gasp! oh well now i have 4 pairs of turtle socks... yuck its only 6:oo now... i wish it was later... i wanna sleep! ok anyway the other part of the day i didnt like was the fact that i think kelli's mad at me... she left a comment in her journal n i couldnt tell who it was directed at... me or sean... sean is kelli's friend... hmm... well, ex bf i guess i could say... but i dunno how one of them would like that... ANYWAY! shes starting to scare me... with talk of suicide n shit... kelli if ur reading this, u have no idea how sick i felt when i read that comment that ended with "im gunna kill myself"
change of subject...
um...yea i cant go see yellowcard...
DAMN!
me and lorraine are kinda pissed...we both have softball games that day... like 45 minutes before the show starts... i just shook my head and walked away when i read it off the schedule... someone just doesnt want me to see them! cuz i cant go to warped either!
oyy... figures.
i dunno where everyone went... no one's at home! time to get out the cell numbers! i dun feel like being online anymore, no ones on.... so yea... later... muchh
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2004 15 April :: 2.12am
I attempted to make a Jade Puget site. Here it is. It kinda....sucks.
http://deadlydelusion.tripod.com/jadepugetisthesex
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2004 14 April :: 10.01pm
:: Mood: good
:: Music: Bright Red Scream - My Ruin
Mall Rat
Well I went to the mall....again. This time I got a black and white pinstripe skirt, a grey and black striped off-the-shoulder striped shirt, and a Misfits shirt. I dont think I wrote in here yesterday....I went to the mall yesterday too..only a different one. I got a pink jacket/shirt thingy...that I'm wearing here:
And a black and white striped belt (pic on my LJ) and pink fishnets. God I am getting so many clothes. Sheesh. See you all later, bye. <3
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2004 14 April :: 2.17pm
:: Mood: i cant describe it... just ok i guess
:: Music: ocean avenue
me and lorraine wanted to go to the yellowcard concert on the 29th... we BOTH have games that day... ARGH!
figures i cant go... someone just doesnt want me to have a good time! oyy... an average 4 games a week... thats gunna hurt... i need sleep! how am i supposed to be asleep at 4 so i can do my homework at 7 if at seven i'll be at the field? lol
oh well
i went to bed @ 9:oo last night... i was sick... ooh that reminds me! hockey scores!
dont ask how that came up... but if u really wanna know... i was on the couch asleep and my mom woke me up n told me to go upstairs to my bed and i fell asleep and woke up with the redwings/predators game on so yea... ooh maybe san jose won!
what'd i do this week... well, i slept!
i took matt n chris bowling... chris is my 6 year old cousin so we had to put bumpers up... even with bumpers i got like a 70 which is really bad for me...
CHRIS GOT A 107
i got kinda aggravated... hes like 8 years younger than me...oh well... go ahead and laughh at me... i guess it is kinda funny...
i love yellowcard so much<3
i wanna meet ryan n sean cuz they are so cool and sean is SO hott =]
anyway i need to go eat skittles so... yea... bye!!!!!!!!!
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