you know you've got everybody fooled

5 not real | & you can't save me

:: 2004 12 April :: 11.04am

omg omg omg! alias was like sooooo completely great last night! vaughn knows lauren's bad!!!!! ::squeals:: yayyy! it was such a freakin great episode... my favorite of the season so far... either this one or the one when we found out lauren was bad and working for sark/the covenant... hahaha sark killed the evil black guy that was pissing me off. haha ::sticks tongue out::

let me explain the situation before i explain the greatness
sydney is good. sydney fell in love with vaughn. vaughn loves sydney, but is married to lauren. lauren works for the bad guys as a double agent. vaughn doesnt know lauren's bad. sydney does, and so does jack. jack is sydney's father.

i think that was easy enough to understand...

sydney nd vaughn had to go on a mission to question a guy who knew something. the covenant (bad people) didnt want the guy to say anything so they sent lauren to kill him. sydney thought she saw lauren kill him but wasnt sure so went to catch the woman but they all looked alike and all wore the same wigs so she couldnt find her. vaughn didnt believe her when sydney told him so sydney told jack and jack talked to vaughn nd said, if she gives u signs, dont ignore them like i did cuz i regret it ((jack's wife was bad too)). so when lauren didnt tell vaughn what she had done during the day nd just gave him a kiss instead like jack said she might, vaughn started going thru her stuff n all her drawers. he pulled out a suitcase nd found a compartment under the bottom of the suitcase nd in the compartment was the same gun used to kill the good guy nd the wig all the waitresses were wearing at the club they were at... and then it ended...

it was really good!

i left out all the suspense though so it kinda sounded boring but whatever... it wasnt... so yea...

BUT HE KNOWS! ::squeals again::

ok i'll shut up now...

6 not real | & you can't save me

:: 2004 12 April :: 2.12am

Ah I don't think I'm liking LiveJournal very much. They're not nice there. *kills them* I love you all.

:: 2004 11 April :: 9.33pm
:: Music: Misfits

Astro Zombie
Well I made an LJ just in case I drag my feet and don't pay up.
So here is my new link: http://www.livejournal.com/users/astrozombie844
That doesn't mean I'm going to stop updating this one, or that I'm definetly not going to pay up, it's just a backup if I drag my feet. I need some motivation.

:: 2004 11 April :: 2.47am
:: Mood: horny
:: Music: <3 SEX MUSIC BEBAY

JADE IS A HOT MOFO
Yes, Jade, yes you are. *rapes*

And I would put this pic right here if it wasn't so INSANELY big....but it's worth going to the link for. JADE AND HIS SLINKY OF SEX.
http://atlas.walagata.com/w/blacktears844/jade_and_the_slinky.JPG

:: 2004 10 April :: 5.57pm

Superstar
Emily left. :(
And I'm being harrassed by various people on Yahoo.

5 not real | & you can't save me

:: 2004 9 April :: 1.52pm
:: Mood: annoyed

im missing 4 cds... they just disappeared... blink182, take off your pants and jacket, and BOTH copies i have of story of the year... OMG! fuck i've looked EVERYWHERE... and i actually cleaned my room yesterday... no sign of them ANYWHERE! crapp... ok whats happened in the past few days... SCHOOLS OUT! thank goodness... i finally got 12 hours of sleep last night... how much i needed that... u have no idea. um... yea well life sucks. one of the cousins i hate is gunna be with me on easter from 9 am til at least 9 pm.

SHIT!

i cant stop thinking bout where i could have put those cds... its really annoying me..

at least i havent lost yellowcard... ::gets up to make sure its where it should be::

ok yeah i havent lost that one yet. i want a lollipop. lollipops make me feel better... ashley went to a yellowcard concert last night... NOT FAIR!!! SHE HAD BACKSTAGE PASSES! aah! im gunna change the subject really quickly but i feel really alone right now.. maybe i should shut off the depressing music...

I WANT MY CDS!!!!! IM GUNNA DIE WITHOUT THEM! ok maybe not... BUT I STILL WANT THEM!

wow i sound so bossy nd preppy...
NO! what's happening to me?!?!?

i need to call lorraine... she'll make me feel better.

mom's home, i gotta go accuse her of stealing my cds... i should have searched her room... all of those cds have the sticker on them... she hates the sticker... omg she took them! omg! crap i gotta go find them in her room... more later..

3 not real | & you can't save me

:: 2004 9 April :: 12.55pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Electric Six

Dance Commander
Emily's coming over today! <3
*dances*

:: 2004 7 April :: 4.31pm

You're a superstar, at the gay bar!
Ah I just learned the "You have to pay to keep your Woohu" deal. So all I have to pay is $2? That's not bad. I might pay it if I can get my lazy ass away from this computer and find a stamp. I'm too attached to this journal. Dammit. BUT I think that means that most of my friends from here will be gone, won't they? *sobs*
Oh well. I might just start a LiveJournal like everyone else is doing. *shrugs* I'm way too lazy.

:: 2004 4 April :: 2.20pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: way away - yellowcard

i dunno why im annoyed i just am

HOW IT FEELS TO BE ALONE AND NOT BELIEVE ANYTHING!

anyway...

this is what for our graduation song...

There's a time and place for everything
There's a reason why certian people meet.
There's a destination for everyone
Whats the explaintion when we're done...

All the summer nights, spent wondering,
So many questions asked, but no ones answering
Would it be ok if I left today?
Took my chances on what you said was wrong.

I'm jaded, stupid and reckless
Not sorry, when I'll never regret,
These years spent so faded and reckless
Not sorry, and I'll never regret these years
ill never regret these years...

Now here I sit, so far away
Remebering all the memeories
Its times like these that I miss you most
Remebering when we were so close

I'm jaded, stupid and reckless
Not sorry, and I'll never regret,
These years spent so faded and reckless
Not sorry, and I'll never regret these years

I'll never forget the places we've been, you and I
Our lives, are slipping away, dont want to let time pass us by...by!

Im jaded, stupid and reckless
Not sorry, and I'll never regret,
These years spent so faded and reckless
Not sorry, and I'll never regret these years

I'm jaded stupid and reckless
not sorry and ill never regret....
These years

i love that song<3

:: 2004 4 April :: 1.29pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: The Distillers

She's the mirror fucking image of no self control
I went walking around my neighborhood for about a half hour yesterday which wasn't too bad, but I would have much rather been sitting on my ass than hauling it around Middletown. So I did all that walking and stuff....and then went to Golden Corral. It was my dad's fault I tell you! Oh well, I'll try and be better today. *doesn't have anywhere to walk since I'm at my mom's* So today is sitting on my ass day! YAY!

:: 2004 3 April :: 3.38pm
:: Mood: inspired
:: Music: The Cure

Chewy Chewy Granola
Alright, I've decided I'm going to actually DO SOMETHING about my weight. I'm only hoping that I'll try and stick to this for more than a week. I'm going to try to exercise a LOT more than I usually do, including walking around my neighborhood (trying not to get abducted hehe), and doing little exercises in my room (oh what a sight). Also I'm going to try and eat better. I'll have to work on not eating when I'm bored, and eating smaller portions and not so much junk food.
Alright, putting that aside, nothing too much has happened. I'm going to my dad's tonight, so I won't be online. Well, I'll see you all later. Bye bye.

:: 2004 31 March :: 6.46pm
:: Mood: sad

iM a totaL aNd compLete meSs!
i saw katie last week nd i keep flashin back to her asking when her dead father was coming home... nd i was lookin for somethin to watch on tv today nd i started watchin 7th heaven nd i cried for almost that entire episode cuz it was all about 9/11 nd a marine that died in the war... nd i dunno if i can go stand another day of lookin out my classroom window @ the skyline of manhattan nd seeing something missing...

they even said it in the episode... and i quote... "how can the people in new york stand it when they're filled with constant reminders of that day"

every time i see a flag... or hear the national anthem... i get chills

its so different for people far away from it... im not saying u werent affected... but not many people that live out of ny or dc can say they cry almost every day about it

on saturday i counted how many times i was reminded of it... i got 8
eight times the words "nine-eleven" were spoken or seen... its a typical day...

3 not real | & you can't save me

:: 2004 31 March :: 4.46pm

Nothing.

:: 2004 30 March :: 11.35pm

Well, I got Bleeding Through's "This is Love, this is Murderous" CD tonight, and I love it already. *cradles in arms*
Ah can't talk too long, I have to go eat dinner in a minute. Dinner at 11:00 at night, who would have thought it? ;)