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2004 6 January :: 3.47pm
:: Mood: depressed
School was okay, I guess. The days are going to go back to being boring. Not that they weren't before, but being in school just adds to the effect. I am beginning to feel invisible again. Damn this teenage angst. My so-called "boyfriend" gave me a hug today. I don't see why he even wastes his time with me. There are so many other people that are loads better than me, and lots prettier. He doesn't even talk to me. I don't see why anyone wastes their time with me. I'm feeling useless.
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2004 6 January :: 3.47pm
I am 77% Internet Addict
Whoa, am I ever addicted! I'm probably a little over weight with lots of acne, feeling lost, and alone, trying to escape from my sorry life with an internet life. I must crawl outta the basement, see
Take the Internet Addict Test at fuali.com
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2004 6 January :: 10.24am
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Murderdolls
Well, my mom forgot to wake me up this morning for school so I am going to have to go in late....really late. What a shame. *rolls eyes* It's about 10:30 AM....not TOO many classes missed....but enough. I had better go soon. I think I have spent too much time on this computer. I recently took some pics this morning so I shall leave one here for you to see. If you are at the forums, you will have already seen this, hehe.
That's me in my Josie and the Pussycat ears....oh yes, I got them at King's Island a couple years ago and they are mad hot. If I so desire, I can make them light up. ^_^
Anyways, see ya later, love ya all.
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2004 5 January :: 6.35pm
HAHAHAH how amusing. ^_^
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2004 5 January :: 5.19pm
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: TV
Well, I slept the majority of today. I was up until about 7 this morning, and so I slept til about 4 this afternoon. I need to get out of these bad sleeping habits because I'll probably be going to school tomorrow. I'm feeling alot better, which is good, I guess. My mom and stepdad are going out for this really nice dinner with some of his friends, and I get to stay at home with my uncle while this plumber guy comes over. Another night spent on the computer and watching movies. Joy. My dogs got groomed. They look hilarious. Well, I'm going to get something to eat real quick. Ta-ta.
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2004 5 January :: 1.47am
I think my stupid infection has moved its way to the back of my neck. It was like in a big ball on the top of my head this morning...and now the back of my neck fucking aches. So yeah, I won't be going to school tomorrow....as you can see considering it is about 2 in the morning. Arg, I'm so bored. I just got done watching Night of the Living Dead and House of 1000 Corpses. I'm watching way too many movies today. I'm so sick of sitting still that long.
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2004 4 January :: 10.39pm
:: Mood: still sick....bored too
:: Music: More hacking and coughing...
I can't stay away from this damn computer. I finished watching Pretty In Pink hurrah hurrah. My family is watching CSI. WOOT. Wow....isn't this oh-so-interesting. I am incredibly bored. And my mom also said I wasn't going to school tomorrow. So that is uplifting. Bwhahaha......
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2004 4 January :: 8.12pm
I am right in the middle of watching Pretty in Pink.....god I am so sick of watching movies all day. I've only watched 1 and a half....but still. I don't like to be sitting completely still that long. It's already 8:08 PM. Dear god, the day has flown by. I wonder if I shall be venturing off to school tomorrow. My head still hurts pretty bad, and my joints ache like mad. It feels very strange to walk. I am pretty sure that I will need another day to get completely well. I ate two bowls of macaroni and cheese today and some Sprite. That's it. Hmmm..
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2004 4 January :: 6.18pm
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test
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2004 4 January :: 6.11pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: Hacking and coughing....music to my ears
God, could it BE any more fucking hot in this house? I just spent the last couple hours alternating between sleeping and watching The Lost Boys. Pretty good movie. I hate it being freezing cold one minute, and then blazing hot the next. This sickness sucks. I don't know if I'll be going to school tomorrow, since I still feel pretty bad. I might though. My mother is making me macaroni and cheese bwhahahah.......
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2004 3 January :: 10.43pm
I just got back from the doctor. Turns out I have an upper respiratory infection and strep throat. What a lovely combination.
Hmm....
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2004 3 January :: 7.23pm
God, this day has been boring as hell. Even the computer is starting to fail to amuse me. *the horror*
Tomorrow better not suck. I want some to eat.
Cinnamon Toast Crunch. OH yeah.
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2004 3 January :: 6.57pm
"Strawberry Gashes" - Jack Off Jill
Turn her over, a candle is lit I see through her
Blow it out, and save all your ashes for me
Curse me, sold her
The poison that runs its course through her
Pale, white, skin with strawberry gashes all over, all over
Watch me fault her, you're living like a disaster
She said "kill me faster"
With strawberry gashes all over, all over
Called her over, and asked her if she was improving
She says "feels fine, it's wonderful wonderful here"
Hex me told her
I dreamt of a devil that knew her
Pale, white skin with strawberry gashes all over, all over
Watch me fault her, you're living like a disaster
She said, "kill me faster"
With strawberry gashes all over, all over
I lay quiet, waiting for her voice to say
"some things you lose and some things you just give away"
Scold me failed her
If only I'd held on tighter to her
Pale, white skin that twisted and withered away from me, away from me
Watch me lose her, it's almost like losing myself
Give her my soul, and let them take somebody else, get away from me
Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
She said, "kill me faster"
With strawberry gashes all over all over me.
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2004 3 January :: 4.46pm
This cold sucks. I hate coughing up plegm every single minute. I guess I'll be staying home all night tonight, bonding with my computer as always. Fun way to spend my last night before I have to go to bed at a reasonable hour. I really don't want to go to school. I don't even want to go to see my friends. I don't feel that close to them anymore. The only friends I really feel close to...are the friends I have on here. That's pretty sad. The only friends I actually like is the ones I'll never be able to meet.
Dammit.
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