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blacktears844

:: 2003 31 December :: 2.23am

Here is the awesome jacket I just bought tonight...I'm in love with it.

5 not real | & you can't save me


blacktears844

:: 2003 31 December :: 1.13am

Here are some pics from my friend's stay.....sorry they are so blurry....






Hehe, there was our night. I might post up some more pics, but those are the only ones we have together. Those better fucking work, and enjoy. :)

3 not real | & you can't save me


blacktears844

:: 2003 29 December :: 12.06am

Who will give you an orgasm? by leslie13
Name
Age
Virgin?
So, who will make you moan?George Bush.
How?Kisses...just kisses.
Will it be good?mmm hmmm...:)
Created with quill18's MemeGen!

I always knew George had a sexy side...

1 not real | & you can't save me


blacktears844

:: 2003 28 December :: 11.59pm

Your Sexual Profile (you sexual deviant you...) by sparkledee
Name
Your Secret Kink ThingWhips.
Your Sexual StrengthYour HOT SEXY BODY!!
Your Sexual WeaknessYour pillow talk blows...
Your Likely STDLymphogranuloma Venereum
How Many Partners in Crime?None. haha. Poor you.
Created with quill18's MemeGen!

That explains me well.

& you can't save me


blacktears844

:: 2003 28 December :: 11.59pm

Your Sexual Profile (you sexual deviant you...) by sparkledee
Name
Your Secret Kink ThingWhips.
Your Sexual StrengthYour HOT SEXY BODY!!
Your Sexual WeaknessYour pillow talk blows...
Your Likely STDLymphogranuloma Venereum
How Many Partners in Crime?None. haha. Poor you.
Created with quill18's MemeGen!

That explains me well.

& you can't save me


blacktears844

:: 2003 28 December :: 11.53pm

What is your emo band name? by spiralinghalo
Your band name is:Glassteeth
You sound like:The Good Life
You will be signed to:Dreamworks Records
Your emo lyrics are:"I dream of you as I slip this pill in my mouth"
Name:
Created with quill18's MemeGen!

& you can't save me


blacktears844

:: 2003 28 December :: 8.47pm

Here are some new pics of my best friend, Emily..(the one who is coming over tomorrow)





Dammit, she's so pretty...*mwah*

2 not real | & you can't save me


blacktears844

:: 2003 28 December :: 8.19pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: "A Single Second"- AFI

Ah, today was a semi-productive day. I cleaned my room WITHOUT BEING ASKED.
Not that it was really dirty or anything...but still. There's something about playing AFI in my room that makes me want to CLEAN.
My best friend is coming over tomorrow :).
Should be fun. I am finally going to the mall tomorrow, since now I have someone to go with. They have a Torrid there...*evil grin*
Oh well, I'm out....see you all later....

1 not real | & you can't save me


blacktears844

:: 2003 28 December :: 3.32pm
:: Mood: Photogenic
:: Music: My lovely dog farting



I took this about two minutes ago...also my new user icon...I haven't changed that thing in ages. Enjoy.

3 not real | & you can't save me


blacktears844

:: 2003 27 December :: 9.20pm
:: Mood: -insert a really cool mood here to make me seem mo
:: Music: -insert some really cool music here that you make you like me-

Oh my god...my little stepsisters are playing with their new Barbie dolls and it is the most hilarious thing I have ever seen in my life. They get SO INTO IT. Like, to the point where one starts crying because Ken broke up with Barbie or something.
Now they have these Boy Bratz dolls. They are boys with a passion for fashion. There's something fishy there if you ask me. First it's the passion for fashion, next comes the platinum highlights. *hides*
But I love gay guys. Really. They just better videotape their love-making sessions and send them to me.
BOYS KISSING IS HOT!!
Wow....I have absolutely nothing to type.

3 not real | & you can't save me


blacktears844

:: 2003 27 December :: 7.04pm
:: Mood: angry

God, my stupid mom really pisses me off.
So she promises to take me to the mall today. And it is 7:04 and still I sit. The mall closes at 9:00. She has been half lounging, half cleaning the house today. She could have done that tomorrow. I got ALL ready, all dressed ALL my makeup on, my hair fixed.
We're not going.
And she is blaming me because the house wasn't clean. Plus she is SUCH a bitch tonight.
She has been doing this for 15 years. Promising things, then just blowing them off. I was really looking forward to tonight. Sure, it may not seem like much, but I really wanted to go out somewhere. And she always takes about 4 hours on average just to go out for a night out. This is Dayton, not Las Vegas. God, she is making me so mad. ARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. I'm going to go listen to some people scream on my CD player now.

3 not real | & you can't save me


blacktears844

:: 2003 27 December :: 1.08pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: "Living Dead Girl" - Rob Zombie

I don't post much in here anymore. Bad Sarah. Anyways, I shall taunt you all with all I got for Christmas. *evil grin* For Christmas I got as follows: DVDs: Pirates of the Carribbean, Nightmare Before Christmas, Edward Scissorhands, Sleepy Hollow; Shirts: AFI and Freddy Vs. Jason; 2 new watches; $300; and various makeup kits.
I went out shopping yesterday with my small fortune and bought the following: DVDs: Night of the Living Dead, House of 1000 Corpses, The Exorcist, Pretty In Pink, and The Lost Boys; CDs: My Ruin, AFI, and Rob Zombie.
I like to throw my money up in the air and pretend I am swimming. It doesn't work too well now that I have spent alot of it. Oh well.
I'm going shopping again today too, but this time for clothes. *evil grin*

1 not real | & you can't save me


blacktears844

:: 2003 27 December :: 12.53pm
:: Music: Tairrie B.





Why does she have to be so pretty?

3 not real | & you can't save me


blacktears844

:: 2003 24 December :: 7.01pm
:: Music: Made to Measure - My Ruin

I was born like this with hips like this
Lips like this and wrists like this
Legs like this and arms like this
A fist like this to hit you with, now
You're like school on Sunday
You ain't got no class
You keep running your mouth but
You can kiss my ass

No made to measure baby
One size does not fit all
I will not be the one
You make to take the fall

I got the curves to fear
The words to feel
And when I scream I've heard them say
I've got the voice to heal
You don't need to be sorry
You don't have to be saved
You just need to be proud of the body that God gave

No made to measure, baby
One size does not fit all
I will not be the one
You make to take the fall

Listen to me say....yeah

I'm so fat I'm fucked up
I'm so skinny it's sick
I'm tired of the magazines
Taking that bullshit!
I'm not fat, they're fucked up
I'm not skinny, they're sick
I'm just tired of the critics who keep talking that bullshit

I was born like this with eyes like this
Teeth like this and thighs like this
A face like this, a waist like this
And when I die....I'll die like this....now
You're like school on Sunday
You got no class
You keep running your mouth but
I just might kick your ass!

No made to measure, baby
One size does not fit all
I will not be the one
You make to take the fall

2 not real | & you can't save me


blacktears844

:: 2003 19 December :: 6.55am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: You blame yourself, for what you can't ignore, you blame yourself, for wanting more...

She's the one I need, she's all I really need
Cause she's the one for me
Emptiness is loneliness, and loneliness is cleanliness, cleanliness is godliness, and God is empty just like... - "Zero" Smashing Pumpkins


God, I just drank a whole thing of grape pop. I'm going to be peeing all day. Great.

4 not real | & you can't save me

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