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blacktears844

:: 2003 19 December :: 6.23am

WOO-HOO!! Sarah found her digital camera!!

The only problem is....I might not be back online for about 4 or 5 days. My parents are leaving for Las Vegas tonight, and I have to stay at my friend's, aunt's and dad's house. I might be able to get on Woohu at my dad's house, but no digital camera or any kind of messengers there. :(
I'm going to miss you all lots while I'm gone. :(

2 not real | & you can't save me


blacktears844

:: 2003 16 December :: 5.31pm
:: Music: Switchblade Symphony

Hey guys, I just wanted to apologize to all the people I was talking to on AIM this afternoon, and when I told you I would log off and then log back on, I didn't because my stupid internet wouldn't let me back on. I'm on my dad's crap computer as we speak anyway, and he doesn't have any form of messenger, so that is why I am posting this as an entry. Most of the people I was talking to are from here anyway. Hopefully it shall be working tomorrow though. Love you all.

& you can't save me


blacktears844

:: 2003 15 December :: 4.33pm

Today sucked. First of all, I have been feeling sick all day, and I redyed my hair last night, and everyone feels the intense urge to inform me that I have done so. Not good to bug me when I feel like shit. THEN, I got a detention, and my mother is being a bitch about it. And I have to write a couple paragraphs tonight. Oh joy. I might not go to school tomorrow, I feel like shit.

2 not real | & you can't save me


lilkristen

:: 2003 15 December :: 10.35am
:: Mood: sick as a doggg
:: Music: dammit, blink182

wow im so sick i feel horriblee oo well @ least im not in school... im watching like 8 episodes of alias yeaa its funn to do that but the fact that i feel like shit kinda suckss lol... ashley's real sickk... strep & tha fluu... mom said i was going to the doctor today... hm... she hasnt said anything tho... i dont think she called himm... i dont like the doctor... he pokes me. i had a 101.7 fever when i woke up this morning and all i could tell myself was no wonder i was so cold last nitee... i took an advil when i went downstairs to watch the all things rock countdown on mtv... it took over an hour to lower my fever 0.2 degrees... i was gunna flip out my head was throbbing really hard it hurt like hell. well ima go... i wanna watch more alias mom should be done ironing noww im not allowed to watch it w/out her lol she wants to see how everything came about too. oo well i'll write more later theres no one to talk to online anywayy cuz everyones in school... maybe jenn or tim stayed home today i kno they were both sick yesterday... oo well i'll hit them up lataa mwa xoxo

& you can't save me


blacktears844

:: 2003 12 December :: 4.32pm

I have to go to my grandma's house tonight. *sighs*

1 not real | & you can't save me


blacktears844

:: 2003 12 December :: 7.45am

I don't want to go to school, and I don't want to go to sleep either. I've been having strange dreams all night. *blinks*

2 not real | & you can't save me


blacktears844

:: 2003 10 December :: 4.17pm

Sarah is a bored, bored child.
AND she has to go to her dad's. Which makes Sarah a bored, bored child dreading a boring night. Sheesh. This girl that sits next to me in algebra at school told me every detail about her personal life today. How her and her boyfriend fucked, what if felt like, and how she thinks she might be pregnant. She told me how she quit smoking because she doesn't want to have a miscarriage, and that if she IS pregnant then she is going to move in with her boyfriend and they are either going to name it Kaylee if it is a girl, or Cameron if it is a boy.
At that point Sarah was a very bored, bored child WHO DIDN'T GIVE A FUCK.

God, why did I just type all that out? I think I need to get off my computer.

5 not real | & you can't save me


blacktears844

:: 2003 10 December :: 3.59pm



I LIKE POST-ITS!! *convulsions*

2 not real | & you can't save me


blacktears844

:: 2003 10 December :: 3.57pm

Lions or tigers?:BEARS!.................Oh my
what's your favorite color?:Clear
mexican donkeys? yay or nay?:YAY *spanks donkeys*
are you more french whore or mexican drug pimp?:I'm a mixture of both, baby
sex on a roof or in a boat in the middle of the lake?:Any sex is good
How high can you jump with a brick in your pants?:I dont jump without bricks in my pants
condom or no?:ANY SEX IS GOOD
serious or funny?:Funny duh
what color is your bathroom floor?:yellow.......my dad sometimes misses the toilet
whats your fav kind of coffee like beverage?:coffee stuff
Have you ever eaten dog food? Yay or nay?:YAY
If yes...did you like it?:You know it
YOU KNOW YOU DID LIAR!
what is your perfered season to run naked through the wilderness?:I run naked through ALL the seasons
are you on your friend's crack?:Don't tell......

The Greatest Survey that Ever Lived on the Plant Jupiter! brought to you by BZOINK!

& you can't save me


blacktears844

:: 2003 10 December :: 3.51pm

This is a band VS band. Dont be mad if some of the bands on here suck ass.
Taking Back Sunday VS Saves The Day:Saves the Day
Thursday VS The Tuesday Project:Thursday
Dashboard Confessional VS Further Seems Forever:Further Seems Forever
The Starting Line VS New Found Glory:The Starting Line
Jimmy Eat World VS Something Corporate:Something Corporate
Poison The Well VS ZAO:Poison The Well
Talk Talk VS Talking Heads:Haven't heard..
Joy Division VS Interpol:Joy Division
The Cure VS Siouxsie And The Banshees:Siouxsie and the Banshees
AFI VS The Misfits:AFI....but Misfits are pretty close
Catch-22 VS Mad Caddies:Mad Caddies
Finch VS Senses Fail:Senses Fail
Texas Is The Reason VS Sunny Day Real Estate:Sunny Day Real Estate
Bad Religion VS Pennywise:Pennywise
Hot Hot Heat VS The Screamers:Hot Hot Heat
The Liars VS The Yeah Yeah Yeahs:THe Yeah Yeah Yeahs
New Order VS Depeche Mode:Depeche Mode
The Mars Volta VS Sparta:Sparta
Reel Big Fish VS Less Than Jake:Reel Big Fish
Story Of The Year VS The Used:The Used
Nirvana VS The Sex Pistols:Nirvana
Death Cab For Cutie VS Modest Mouse:Modest Mouse
The White Stripes VS The Kills:Neither
I really hope you didnt pick The Kills
Brand New VS Yellowcard:Brand New
The Hives VS International Noise Conspiracy:International
No Doubt VS Sublime:No Doubt
Rancid VS The Distillers:Uh....Rancid, but I like the Distillers too
They both suck

Cute Without The 'E' (Cut From The Team) brought to you by BZOINK!

& you can't save me


blacktears844

:: 2003 9 December :: 9.16pm





take the taboo quiz.


and go to mewing.net. nothing is taboo there.


& you can't save me


blacktears844

:: 2003 9 December :: 7.28pm

this is my life, its...:full of raging hormones
i should warn you...:my dog farts in my bathtub, so dont go in there
since the moment...:has apparently gone to shit, let's fuck
caress my...:pink fluffy balls
we could make...:cake and then sweet love
are you mad because...:i didnt use protection?
i wanna be the...:one you give your root beer to
all i need...:is your sweet lovin'
you make every day...:more stinkier
down with...:love, let's FUCK
the only time i think about you is...:when i am horny of course
i dont need...:any water
i'm losing my...:ability to have children, so wrap your weasel in a raincoat, buddy
somewhere in a private place...:i look at all the porn
if love is red...:then my period is full of love

finish this up.... brought to you by BZOINK!

& you can't save me


blacktears844

:: 2003 8 December :: 7.27pm

Murderdolls
You kick ass, you know a lot about the Murderdolls,
getting right up there with Wednesday and Joey!


>What do you know about the Murderdolls?<
brought to you by Quizilla

& you can't save me


blacktears844

:: 2003 8 December :: 4.54pm

Miss Ann Thrope

You're so PRETTY when you lie
LOVESONGS always make me cry
I don't think you have a choice
THERE'S NO TRUTH LEFT IN YOUR VOICE
Remember when we used to laugh
Just try to FORGET all that
Wear my HEART upon your lips
I HOPE IT TASTES JUST LIKE SHIT!

Just call me
MISS ANN THROPE
Just call me
MISS ANN THROPE

You're so PRETTY when you die
LOVESONGS always make me cry
I don't think you realize
THERE'S NO BLUE LEFT IN YOUR EYES
Remember when we used to sing
Just try to FORGET those things
Fill your HOLE inside with dirt
I HOPE THAT IT FUCKING HURTS!

Just call me
MISS ANN THROPE
Just call me
MISS ANN THROPE
Just call me
MISS ANN THROPE
Just call me
MISS ANN THROPE

YOU have left a trail of DECEIT
ASSAULT AND FLATTERY
BLASTING through my WOUNDS
IMPRISONED ME
In GOD and POETRY
A RITUAL TO MEND MY
ANGRY HEART
A breeding ground for your UNTRUTH
IF GOD CREATED MAN in his
OWN IMAGE
Then FUCK YOU...

ASHES TO ASHES
Dust to dust
MY HATE FOR YOU
Defines my lust
BRIDGES TO BRIDGES
You're nothing to me
WELCOME WORLD
Miss Ann Thrope

ASHES TO ASHES
Dust to dust
MY HATE FOR YOU
Defines my lust
BRIDGES TO BRIDGES
You're nothing to me
WELCOME WORLD
Miss Ann Thrope

FUCK
Cunt
MISS ANN THROPE
Cunt
FUCK
MISS ANN THROPE
MISS
ANN
THROPE

& you can't save me


blacktears844

:: 2003 7 December :: 11.35pm
:: Music: Dressed to Depress - Murderdolls

I got a snotty nose
I got nappy hair
My mommy don't love me
And my daddy don't care, no
My sister's a slut
And my brother's a drunk
And I'm standing in the mirror now
Getting myself all dressed up

Everything's okay, at least that's what they say
One foot's in the gutter
The other's in the grave
Punch the clock I'm your slave
For the rest of my life, 12 hours a day
No future, no way
I was born to lose and that's okay

Dressed to, dressed to depress
You couldn't ask for anything less
Dressed to, dressed to depress
My whole life's a fucked up mess [x2]

& you can't save me

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