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2003 27 November :: 5.46pm
:: Mood: melancholy
:: Music: Murderdolls of course
Happy Thanksgiving, everyone.
I went to the Golden Corral with my dad's side of the family this morning. It was nice.
I am incredibly bored right now. And I am home all alone. With my computer.
I think it is porn time. Hahahah just kidding.
Or am I??......
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2003 26 November :: 6.35pm
wow long time no write, well i dont like mr. no-namee ugh now im pissed off i'll write in like 5 minutes ali's annoying me again being her bitchy self like she gets sometimes... *alot...from now on im leaving a final quote @ the end of each entry based on my dayy n what happened in it... it'll be in the //\\ things
//boredom can mentally destroy a person; dont let it happen to you\\
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blacktears844
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2003 25 November :: 4.22pm
I'm going to this thing at the Kingdom Sports Center tonight in Franklin. It's like a big party, or so I'm told. My friend invited me to it first, and then it turns out that he-who-shall-not-be-named invited me as well. So yeah. I'm going to go. WOO.
I'm going to my dad's tonight as well. Which isn't so WOO. But I am on my break now, so that is WOO.
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2003 25 November :: 7.44am
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: AFI to get me going
The last day before Thanksgiving Break. Or so I think. What is today?
Hmm, anyway, I want to go back to sleep. And sleep for a hundred years.
Actually, I'd like to smack a few people across the face. Extremely hard.
Oh yes, yes, today will be an interesting day. ^_^
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2003 24 November :: 9.46pm
I'm going to vent.......because I am in a pissed off mood.
*names have been changed
Alright, first of all, Kevin*, answer me when I am fucking iming you. I don't care if you are talking to your beloved girlfriend, whom you see 24/7, and you were MY FRIEND a long time before you were HER GIRLFRIEND you dumbass. And I know you said you just had to go because you wanted me to leave you alone with my IMs and talk to only her. What could you possibly talk about? She's sick of you, of course. You are obsessed. And Tom*, my wonderful, wonderful boyfriend. PAY SOME FUCKING ATTENTION TO ME. Call me, acknowledge me at school as someone other than your friend, you dumbass. We've been going out for almost a month now, and you've stopped giving me hugs. And you've never taken me ANYWHERE, and you've never even held my hand or anything. I. NEED. AFFECTION. Or at least let me know that you think of me as more than a friend. I want to feel special. :(
Doesn't everyone want to feel as if they are loved and want attention?
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2003 24 November :: 7.04pm
She is so pretty. Madder Mortem rocks my socks.
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2003 24 November :: 6.37pm
:: Music: Do You Think I'm A Whore? - Kittie
The knife is on the table
I put myself to sleep
All I know is all I know
Remember what you sow is what you reap!
Why can't I fucking believe you?
This is your words for me
A little sheltered girl is what I'll always be
So loving and considerate
Too scared of what I'll be
I look into the mirror, the whore is all I see
Like you, like me
Diminished, self important, I'll never see
Like you, like me
I never want to be like me
Do you think I'm a whore?
I'm a whore [x4]
Why can't I fucking believe you
This is your words for me
Little sheltered girl is what I'll always fucking be
So loving and considerate
Too scared of what I'll be
I look into the mirror, the whore is all I see
Like you. Like me.
I'll never cheat, I'm stubborn you see
Like you. Want me. Know me. For eternity.
I'm a whore [x8]
Haha....haha.....I'm a... whore.
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2003 24 November :: 4.07pm
Well......today was boring.
And extremely cold. It just so happens that today was the only day that I had forgotten my jacket. It was even snowing. Sheesh.
I'm so stupid sometimes. <_<
I'm drinking a Coke right now. It's lovely.
..........And my stepsister won't stop playing this damn flute. I'm going to break it.
What a fun life I lead.
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blacktears844
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2003 23 November :: 6.40pm
The next time you're walking down a dark hallway.......remember this face.....
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2003 23 November :: 6.39pm
Whenever I like someone I become terribly clingy.
And all I want to do is talk to them and they usually get annoyed because I want to talk to them so much.
I hate it.
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2003 23 November :: 11.07am
Ahhh it's almost 11:00 in the morning.
EARLY.
And yet I'm still groggy. WHY WON'T IT GO AWAY??
IS IT REAL??
Hahah, I seriously doubt it, but that looks cool. Oh yeah. I am bored.
SOMEONE GET ONLINE SO I CAN HARRASS YOU I SAY. >:(
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blacktears844
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2003 22 November :: 2.39pm
:: Mood: groggy
:: Music: Cracking my knuckles
So...I went to that tractor pull thing.
Only it had monster trucks, motocross, and lots of people racing various things that ran on motors. It was alright. Too long for me, I get very bored very easily. I got home about 11, and tried to open my door.
No one was home. And they didn't leave a key. Or a note.
So I walked ALL the way to my friends house at 11:00 at night and all these drunks were passing me in their car and whooping at me and I mastered the art of my middle finger last night. So when I got to my friend's house I stayed there for a little while and her mom was freaking out because I walked all that way.
Ah well. Interesting night. I slept for 14 hours. :)
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2003 21 November :: 4.15pm
What's Your Personality?Find out!
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blacktears844
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2003 21 November :: 4.11pm
What Nervous Habit are You? Find out!
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