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blacktears844

:: 2003 17 November :: 4.06pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Ramones - We're A Happy Family

Well, he-who-shall-not-be-named gave me his excuse.
He said that his dad said he couldn't go so he was too embarrassed to call me. Sheesh.
Well, other than that things were pretty good I soppose. My little stepsister is sick, and I've been trying to take care of her.
I didn't realize that when she is sick she turns into major- psycho- bitch. I'm trying REALLY hard to be patient because you know, she's sick and all, and we're all basically bitches when we're sick but I am about to SNAP. Ah, I'm going to go get some cheesecake. YUM. I'll probably be a quiz and survey whore the rest of today because I have nothing to write.

2 not real | & you can't save me


blacktears844

:: 2003 16 November :: 5.42pm

90% - 100% (LEVIATHAN.)

YOU ARE THE NEMESIS, THE DEVOURER OF PLANETS, AND OF CHILDREN.
YOU ARE THE VOICE IN EVERY PSYCHO'S HEAD.
YOU ARE THE DARKNESS AND THE LIGHT, THE ALPHA AND OMEGA.
- AND *DAMN*, YOU LIKE THE VODKA.

Take the DeathKiddy Test!

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blacktears844

:: 2003 16 November :: 2.35pm

Wow, I am such a quiz whore. ^_^

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blacktears844

:: 2003 16 November :: 2.20pm

HASH(0x82e39d8)
goddess of music


Which goddess oor magic are YOU?(Anime pics)plz rate
brought to you by Quizilla

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blacktears844

:: 2003 16 November :: 2.02pm

ugoska
yeaaaah you are totally ready to skank to the ska
beats! you go kid


Is Ska your kind of music?
brought to you by Quizilla

They make these quizzes WAY too easy....I don't even like ska. <_<

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blacktears844

:: 2003 16 November :: 12.58am

lexmax
Congratulations! You have an understanding of the
goth culture!


A True Goth Quiz (now with pics)
brought to you by Quizilla

MWAHAHHAHAHHAHAH

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blacktears844

:: 2003 15 November :: 5.18pm


I'm partailly blonde!!


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blacktears844

:: 2003 15 November :: 5.15pm


Are you addicted to aim? by Brit


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blacktears844

:: 2003 15 November :: 5.14pm


Find your inner No Doubt Song! by Brit


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blacktears844

:: 2003 15 November :: 4.46pm
:: Mood: SOOO mad

His ass is mine. I am so fucking mad right now.
He never showed up. He hasn't shown up. It is 4:40 PM and I am sitting here, still staring out the window, half-expecting to see him come up the driveway, and half-knowing that I am a complete idiot for even thinking he would come.
He is completely wrong for me. He does all the wrong things. Yet I still like him.
WHY DO I STILL LIKE HIM??
I'm trying to hate him as best as I can. He never calls me, is mean to me sometimes, stands me up, and yet I still forgive him.
I am a complete idiot. And I know I won't break up with him. Because I am a dumbass.
He better have a good excuse.

2 not real | & you can't save me


blacktears844

:: 2003 15 November :: 2.34pm

Free movies for a year or free CDS for your life?:Free CDs for my life
School or work?:School
Christmas or birthday?:Christmas
Peanut Butter M&MS,Regular M&Ms, or Peanut M&MS?:Peanut Butter M&Ms
Dozen Roses or 3 boxes of chochlate?:3 boxes of chocolate
Sandra Bullock or Julia Roberts?:Sandra Bullock
Brad Pitt or Tom Cruise?:Tom Cruise
Vanilla Pepsi or Vanilla coke?:Vanilla Coke
American Eagle or Abercromie and Fitch?:Same kind of clothes
Driving or flying?:Flying
Roller skating or ice skating?:Ice Skating
Apples or oranges?:Oranges
Paris, France or Florence, Italy?:Paris, France
Punk'D or The Newlyweds?:What the fuck?
Jay Leno or David Letterman?:Jay Leno
New York or LA?:New York
AOL messenger or MSN messenger?:AOL messenger
Jennifer Aniston/Brad Pitt or J.LO/Ben Affleck?:Don't really care
Ralph Lauren or Tommy Hilfiger?:They look the same to me
leaf raking or snow shoveling?:Snow Shoveling
black pen or blue pen?:Black Pen
WalMart or Target?:WalMart
picnic under the stars or horse carriage in the park?:Horse Carriage in the Park
chochlate chip cookies or peanut butter cookies?:Peanut Butter Cookies
Kobe Bryant or Shaq?:No thanks
basketball, baseball, or football?:Football
Hiliary Duff (Lizzie Mcguire) Or Lindsey Logan(Freaky Friday)?:HAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHA
French fries,curly fries, or tator tots?:Curly Fries
Ben Affleck or Matt Damon?:NO thanks
Phoebe, Monica, or Rachel(off of FRIENDS)?:I don't watch Freinds.

Chose between... brought to you by BZOINK!

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blacktears844

:: 2003 15 November :: 2.21pm

Well, I just got back from my aunt's house a little while ago. For the first time going over there I didn't drink or do pot or anything. I just didn't feel like having a hangover today. My boyfriend is sopposed to pop in today. If he doesn't, his ass is mine. I will be so mad after leading me on for so long saying, "Yeah, I'll come over Saturday at 4:00."
Sure you will. You better.
God, I'm in one of those moods. I'm so tired.

1 not real | & you can't save me


lilkristen

:: 2003 15 November :: 12.19pm
:: Mood: highh =P
:: Music: blink, all the small things

woww last night was a good night!!! emily came over n we watched moviesss!!! but she found the confirmation video n wanted to watch it but i didnt want to so finally i agreed and omgg i hadnt realized ***** served the mass!!! i was in heaven for the entire 2 hrs cuz he was standing next to the bishop the wholee time we were being confirmedd!!! emily didnt know though so im like madd happy n shes like "whats the matter w/youu?"and im saying to myself *thats the sexiest person alive and im staring at him for 2 hrss is whats wrong w.mee* !!!!!!!!!!! omgg ima like watch that every time my parents arent homee ((cuz i think they're gunna get a lil suspicious of why im watching my confirmation video 20 times in one week if i watch it when they homee)) wait... they just left... muahahah be back later!!!!!!

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lilkristen

:: 2003 14 November :: 9.53pm
:: Music: blink, feeling this

wow... my best friend has big problems with being there for me... first, tracing a map would up taking four hours ((yea right)), then her grandpa calls, then her dad calls, this girl doesnt know how to call back when she promises she will! geez i need just 5-10 minutes to talk and she cant give that to me, and now shes "claiming" to go away for the whole weekend w/jenna... who the hell am i supposed to talk to with ashley not being online everr anymoree... i guess i'll go talk to em but it aint thaa same as talking to one of ur best friends... and she aint acting like a best friend right now... ugh i hate this... she doesnt even like to think of calling my cell either and im going to NJ tomorrow... if on the off chance that she does call, it wont be on my cell... of course it wont... it never is... this girl really needs to get a phonee... if she doesnt call tonight im gunna be really upset... more upset than i already am.

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blacktears844

:: 2003 14 November :: 3.51pm

I'm spending the night with my aunt tonight. And then my boyfriend is coming over tomorrow at 4:00 PM.
Then I might see a movie with my friend on Sunday. Busy weekend. Sheesh.
I might not be on for a while.

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