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blacktears844

:: 2003 14 November :: 3.48pm


You're in the Loner box.


What box do you get put in?
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lilkristen

:: 2003 14 November :: 3.03pm

ok... i think i do like him still... i was stupid to think i was over himm already when i was that obsessed before... im not making such a big deal of it this time, though... im not even gunna tell anyone i like him again... not even ali... mainly cuz i really needed to talk last night, she knew i needed to talk, promised to call, and didnt!!! grr... but okay, i really do still like himm... alot... more than alot... alot alot... i must tell laurenn... more laterr

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lilkristen

:: 2003 13 November :: 6.26pm
:: Mood: depressed...
:: Music: the hell song... my feel-better songg

SoFtBaLLgiRL2060 [6:09 PM]: i dont think i like *****... i dont really think i ever did... i think i needed someone as a distraction from tim cuz i was getting tired of not being able to have him...

BabyBella491 [5:47 PM]: yhea well its good to find a distraction..and u should try to find one/..its realli not hard just tomarrow wen u go to school wutevr guys u talk to usually see if theres chemistry or sumthing

BabyBella491 [5:47 PM]: it'll work out...soo ur not completely over tim yet?

SoFtBaLLgiRL2060 [5:48 PM]: no, i am... i realized i was when i started liking ******... i dunno... im just sick of being single...

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blacktears844

:: 2003 13 November :: 5.28pm

Ah, I've had a pretty shit day.
First of all, he-who-shall-not-be-named wasn't there. Plus, I wore my hair down, and everyone felt the intense NEED to tell me thisi 5644545 times, when of course I am already aware that my hair is down, considering I fixed it that way.

Ah, but it's been a little better cause I basically talked to the Wizard all day. :) *mwah*

My aunt is sopposed to come over. So.....yeah. The end.

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blacktears844

:: 2003 13 November :: 7.14am

My hair is being a bitch right now.
Gel doesnt work, hairspray doesn't work, hell, I've even tried pomade. No luck.
Damn split ends on the top of my head. Sheesh.

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blacktears844

:: 2003 12 November :: 6.18pm

I just got back from my grandma's house.
Over the river and through the woods. <_<
I'm really bored now. So bored.
I need a life. Is anyone willing to sell theirs?

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lilkristen

:: 2003 12 November :: 5.31pm
:: Mood: missing someonee
:: Music: offspring, self esteem

wow, two days w/out seeing him... im miserable!!! i cant wait to go to schoo tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!! im making a point of walking homee w/himm yay!!! ima talk to him the whole time home n go into mr. d's class at lunch on purpose just so i can see himm!!! oh man, i like himm soooooo muchh... lauraa said i should get to know him a lil more before i go crazyy over himm but i already am =P well i gotta go take care of some business... more laterr

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blacktears844

:: 2003 12 November :: 3.08pm
:: Music: SURVEY WHORING

Whips or Chains?:Chains
Cuffs or Rope/Scarf?:Rope/Scarf
Silk or Satin?:Silk
Leather or Lace?:Leather
Boots or Heels?:Hells
Dominant or Submissive?:Dominant
To Gag or Not?:No thanks
Light or Dark?:Dark
Pain or Tease?:Tease
Bite or Scratch?:Bite

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blacktears844

:: 2003 12 November :: 3.06pm

EN GENERAL:
favorite genre of music::
favorite band(s)::
favorite artist(s)::
best album::
best concert youve been to::
THIS... OR THAT!?
punk rock or death metal?:death metal
pop or rap?:rap
old skool hip hop or smooooth r&b?:old skool hip hop
led zeppelin or the who?:led zeppelin
sex pistols or the ramones?:ramones
britney or christina?:christina
n*sync or bsb?:bsb
DO YOU...
still remember all the words to oops i did it again?:Doesn't everyone?
how about the choreography?:I can't dance.
know all the words to the ramones' blitzgreig bop?:Fuck yeah.

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blacktears844

:: 2003 12 November :: 2.58pm

Wah wah wah...
You whine too fucking much.


What's Your Annoying Posting Style?
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HAHAH I'M A WHINER!!!! *sticks out tongue*
WOE IS ME. *sighs*

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blacktears844

:: 2003 11 November :: 11.10pm

I am bored. So bored. Sheesh.

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blacktears844

:: 2003 11 November :: 3.10pm

I'm going to a book signing with my parents to see Emeril.
Dear God.
Oh well, I get out of school early, and get to look at books. I have $10. Woohoo. Books are Sarah's friends. Maybe they will hinder my internet addiction a bit. Hmm....
Today wasn't that great. I think my boyfriend is starting to not like me. He pays alot of attention to OTHER people, just not me. Sheesh.

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blacktears844

:: 2003 11 November :: 9.45am

Well, yesterday wasn't as great as I thought it was going to be. Average. But today is ANOTHER DAY. Mwhahahah. Oh well. I have to go in really late for school today, because my mom overslept and I'm killing time on the computer while she wakes up. Hehe.

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lilkristen

:: 2003 10 November :: 3.49pm
:: Mood: still hyper -- this is only like 2 seconds later t
:: Music: sum41, the hell song!!!

wow i havent looked at the actual layout of my journal in awhile my colors are hott =P and my pic is black and white so it looks cooler muahahah... iwanna change my pic to something sum, or LP... no... BLINK! hahaha but i gotta turn it bLaCk N wHiTe! it wont look good if i dont... i have to see if i remember how to do that... well i will check if i do when i am done with yet another long entry in my journal... muahaha i love my sexyy ****** =P thought i was gunna tell ya there, didnt u? loser! lmfao... i forgot! i told ashley too! but ashley dont even live in new york so WHO CARES!?! lmao... wow i really must calm down... and too think i was ready to eat more candy... but i didnt have enough money... kristen, remind yourself that you owe dawn a dollar for your snapple... ohh i forgot about candy from halloween... how did i not eat all of that yet? =P wow i just got a strange phonecall... i pick up the phone and someone is speaking russian... weird... shes all "you speak russian?" im like uh... no... she goes, in english now "how many boxes of germs you need?" im like, uh u got tha wrong number... ::rolls eyes:: odd people... omgg alias was SOO GOOD LAST NIGHT! vaughn still loves herr!!! ::tear:: so sweet! but lauren turned her in, she gotted kidnappered! lol my new word rofl... vaughns all mad at lauren for turning her in and she could like, die... heh, we all know she wont, they cant kill off the main character in a show that successful... but... hmm... what about whats her face the freaky clone person... confusing confusing... we heard nothing about her last night... and now it aint on for 2 weeks. grr.

i have like no life sitting here typing this long an entry... i need to call ali and be telling her all of this lol. what should i do tom? i could go to the movies w/some people... im so pathetic... i need to find a song for me about him... ::in super hero voice:: to the lyrics site!!! dun dun dun... haha i found nothing... oh well, i'll hear something i like eventually... okay im kinda getting bored of this... the hyper hyper in me has gone and when that happens, im not like normal, im dead tired... i know, im strange, dont ask... laterr....

& you can't save me


lilkristen

:: 2003 10 November :: 3.15pm
:: Mood: in heavenn, hyper
:: Music: 'mericals on the radioooo

veronicas song just came on the radio and i quote her "im sooooooooooooooooooorry i caaaaaaaaaant be perrrrrrrrrrrrrfeeeeect" lmao... aaah finally buying my sum41 cd tom!!! yayay!!! ugh finally... wayy to long since i've borrowed it from lorraine! and either story of the year or rancid... lorraine said rancid's cd is madd good too but that hasnt been out as long so i gots time to get that one... oh well! okay now i need to change the radio station to K-Rock cuz w/e i have on now SUCKS! muahahaha SOAD's on! most of u people know how i get with themm... then again... most of you dont... ahhh oh well.

emily's mad cuz i wont tell her who i like, but i do not trust her lol... i call her my next best friend, yet i dont tell her anything and we hang up on each other on the phone like 3 times a day rofl... oh well, i dont care about that either.
still really hyperr that snapple did me no good whatsoeverr... hmm, i wonder if kelsey founded her keys... well if she didnt shed be at my housee....... ::silence:: yea... okay... um... where was i? ... argh my mom wont lemme use my cell unless i need to cuz she thinks i seriously went over the minutes... oh well ima use it on wednesday anywayy when i watch the girls... i wanna go rent identity... wow that was random... EMILY!!! DRYERS!!! roflmao... wow that was madd funny in that moviee. i wanna rent it and watch it w/my mom so i can scare the shit outta her =P okay i really need to update this cuz you know im probably gunna wind up losing the entry before i update it and ima be really pissed off n shit so i update and then i comee back and type more! yay! okay, here i go! bye until my next entry!

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