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2006 25 April :: 4.21pm
Apparently I'm not being vague enough for you. Either you pretend you don't notice or you are a complete moron. One of the two. Who knows which one that is.
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2006 25 April :: 8.52am
So yep it is actually me updating once in a while. I am sitting here at 9 o'clock on tuesday because I finally have a day off. It has been a long week. For those of you who don't know I started a job at Frito-Lay last week monday. It's a good job, but it is alot of physical work. Wery hard work. I walk about 12 miles a day, and lift over 6 thousand pounds by the time the night is over. Every muscle in my body is sore at the end of the night. The pay is good and I can't wait to see my first pay check, though of course it is all going toward rent. Anyway I am sad. I haven't seen rachel all week and from the sounds of it I may not see her until next week either. I work the weekends and she has been sick, her car is also kinda crapped out. I miss her alot. It's funny sometimes, you would think that it is the way that you feel when you are with somebody that would tell you that you love them, but if you see them all the time you don't notice it as much. Well I realized how much being apart and feeling like crap because the one you love is no where in sight can have the same effect. Everytime I want to share a moment with her or just wraps my arms around her and relinqish all my grief and anxiety to fate, and relax in the melodic rythm of her heart beating against my side, she is no there :( I love rachel so much and right now I miss her.
On another note I need some socail interaction please!!!!!!! I have two days off from work and I really want to get out of the house or see some old faces. *Cry for help* :P Peace all,
We Win!
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2006 25 April :: 8.58am
The car poem
she being Brand
-new;and you
know consequently a
little stiff i was
careful of her and(having
thoroughly oiled the universal
joint tested my gas felt of
her radiator made sure her springs were O.
K.)i went right to it flooded-the-carburetor cranked her
up,slipped the
clutch(and then somehow got into reverse she
kicked what
the hell)next
minute i was back in neutral tried and
again slo-wly;bare,ly nudg. ing(my
lev-er Right-
oh and her gears being in
A 1 shape passed
from low through
second-in-to-high like
greasedlightning)just as we turned the corner of Divinity
avenue i touched the accelerator and give
her the juice,good
(it
was the first ride and believe i we was
happy to see how nice she acted right up to
the last minute coming back down by the Public
Gardens i slammed on
the
internalexpanding
&
externalcontracting
brakes Bothatonce and
brought allofher tremB
-ling
to a:dead.
stand-
;Still)
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2006 23 April :: 12.27pm
Oh, and just so everyone knows, I love Stacy Cain!
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2006 23 April :: 11.56am
It's gonna be love
It's gonna be great
It's gonna be more than I can take
It's gonna be free
It's gonna be real
It's gonna change everything I feel
It's gonna be sad
It's gonna be true
It's gonna be me, baby
It's gonna be you, baby
It's gonna be
It's gonna be love
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2006 23 April :: 9.57am
Yeah. Definitely growing my hair out.
This is the second time my father has called me by my brother's name/nicknames.
In my defense, he wasn't wearing his glasses.
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2006 22 April :: 6.57pm
They that can give up essential liberty to obtain a little temporary safety deserve neither liberty nor safety.
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2006 20 April :: 10.05am
For all you complete and total dorks out there:
There is an airport in Paris, France called Orly. I'm not even kidding.
Now try to tell me you still don't want to go to France.
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2006 19 April :: 11.02pm
The fact of the matter is, we don't have anything to fix. It's to the point where I don't even care what you have to say and the whole thing where you say you don't want to see me hurt. Well it's a little too late for that. And obviously you don't care about me more or you wouldn't be doing this. That's a lie. Everything that comes out of your mouth is a lie. I would rather you just admit it than act fake about it. I know. He knows. You know. We all know.
Oh no
Don't go changing
That's what you told me from the start
Thought you where something different
That's when it all just fell apart
Like you're so perfect
And I can't measure up
Well I'm not perfect
Just all messed up
I was loosing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything
Everything I'm not
It's not like I need somebody
Telling me where I should go at night
Don't worry you'll find somebody
Someone to tell how to live their life
Cause your so perfect
And no one measures up
Yeah all by yourself
You're all messed up
I was loosing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything
Everything I'm not
Now wait a minute
Because of you
I never knew all the things that I had
Hey don't u get it
I'm not going anywhere with you tonight
Cause this is my life
I was loosing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
Cause she's was everything
Everything I'm not
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
she was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything
Everything I'm not
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2006 19 April :: 8.03pm
I hate being sick.
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2006 16 April :: 1.33pm
Well this weekend was pretty interesting to say the least. I pretty much just hung out with my friends and yesterday I got my prom dress.
I can't figure out why things like that happen and they always happen at the worst times. It throws everything off for me. Cheers to another akward moment.
I never knew, I never knew that everything was falling through. That everyone I knew was waiting on a cue, to turn and run when all I needed was the truth, but that's how it's gotta be.
Everyone knows I'm in over my head, with eight seconds left in overtime, she's on your mind & suddenly I become part of your past, I'm becoming the part that doesn't last, I'm losing you & it's effortless.
Stacy I'm waiting for you because I have my picture of my dress ready for you now lol.
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2006 15 April :: 12.16am
I woke up and wished that I was dead, with an aching in my head, I lay motionless in bed, the thought of you and when you're gone, but the world spins madly on.
And everything that I said I'd do, like make the world blend in, and take the time for you, I just got lost and stepped right through the dawn, and the world spins madly on.
I let the days go by, I always say goodbye, I watch stars from my windowsill, the whole world is moving, and I'm standing still.
I woke up and wished that I was dead, with an aching in my head, I lay motionless in bed, the night is here, the day is gone, and the world spins madly on.
The thought of you and when you're gone and the world spins madly on and the world spins madly on.
I miss you.
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2006 14 April :: 9.09am
It is Friday.
(doot dee doot doot!)
And I don't have school.
(doot dee doot doot!)
(Tangent)Read more..(/Tangent)
And since I go to a Catholic college.
(doot dee doot doot!)
I don't have school on Monday either.
(doot dee doot doot!)
My father got back from Taiwan and China last night.
(doot dee doot doot!)
Which is excting.
(doot dee doot doot!)
I got a letter from Kelly yesterday.
(doot dee doot doot!)
Which looks like an adventure.
(doot dee doot doot!)
I'm really tempted [odd use of the word] to go to mass on Sunday.
(doot dee doot doot!)
But Hannah says rumor has it that they don't let you touch the communion wafer with your hands anymore.
(doot dee doot doot!)
And I don't want to throw a fit.
(doot dee doot doot!)
But I'm pretty sure it's not the 70's.
(doot dee doot doot!)
And I can put my own gosh darned host in my mouth.
(doot dee doot doot!)
Um. I think that's it.
(doot dee doot doot!)
Anyway, I'm done. My hand hurts and for some reason, I didn't just copy and paste the tune of my song.
I love you all.
P.S. I've started using the phrase "snakes on a plane" as a screenwriter says he started using it: "Somewhere in between 'C'est la vie', 'Whattya gonna do?' and 'Shit happens' falls my new zen koan: 'Snakes on a Plane'.
WIFE: Honey you stepped in dog poop again.
ME: Snakes on a Plane...
DOCTOR: Your cholesterol is 290. Perhaps you want to mix in a walk once in a while.
ME: Snakes on a Plane...
WIFE: Honey while you were on your cholesterol walk you stepped in dog poop again."
Yeah. Like that.
Loves.
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2006 13 April :: 8.21pm
:: Mood: Confused
That was definitely a lot harder for me to handle than I thought.
I guess things change in time and not always the way I want them to. Oh well I guess. It's just something I'll have to deal with.
I never stopped believing in you and me.
Your leaving? It never changed things.
Ohh and we can't forget that akward moment at school today. I seriously about died. I think Stacy seriously about died witnessing this whole thing. That couldn't have happened at a worse time.
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