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2006 6 March :: 10.53pm
I'm not exactly sure what I should say. Everything I do is a mistake. Your attention is attention. It doesn't matter if it's real or fake. I'll take it if I get it. I've made up my mind. I'll do it over any time.
You're over it, over me. Present just physically. Last words from the dying scene, you're over me.
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angel_bob
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2006 6 March :: 3.31pm
So I'm in Kalamazoo. I decided to visit Katie for a few days. I'll be back on Wednesday when I have to help my mom with work. Hopefully, later this week I'll go see Jessa. If it's okay with her. I still have to call and stuff.
Right now, Katie's running or jogging or doing some sort of physical activity. I'm sitting in this really ugly lobby place of the rec center enjoying wireless interweb.
Western is too big. I'm perfectly happy with my small campus.
I love you all.
P.S. If you want to hang out later this week, call me. I hate sitting around.
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swimfan14
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2006 5 March :: 9.41pm
:: Mood: Tired
:: Music: Motion City Soundtrack//The Future Freaks Me Out
<3
I think I'm just being paranoid. I always feel like I need to know what's going to happen and if I don't know what's going to happen then I freak out. It's not really necessary but I can't stand that feeling.
This weekend was extremely exhausting. I barely slept. Friday night I went out to dinner with my family in Lansing and then I went to my friend Missy's house. She also models with me. We went ice skating with her two sisters Holly and Katrina and then their friends Tori and Haylie. It was really fun. They have an ice skating rink at their house. Weird? I know. Saturday we had modeling from 11-6 which was the exhausting part. Afterwards we had a fashion show and international dinner. They both we're really fun. Sunday we went to church and then I just went to my dads for a while to see him before he left and then I came home.
A few pictures from this weekend.
Read more..
When I got home today I found out that my mom put a phone line in my room so now I have my own internet. It's actually quite nice. I'm just being a lazy ass right now and I'm laying in my nice comfy bed talking to my friends on my laptop.
This week should be a busy week. I'm most likely going to all three basketball games on Monday, Wednesday, and Saturday with Lisa and Elyse and then Tuesday i'm hanging out with Cohen and then Thursday I'm going shopping :D
tomorrows monday..what a drag.
I would stay here if I could but I know it wont do any good. Maybe one day you'll understand something in me. It's something I gotta do. It's not you. It's something in me.
I still love you.
Did you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
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Angel_Bob
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2006 5 March :: 9.21am
I bought a new CD yesterday. The Arcade Fire's Funeral.
It is totally awesome. The best CD since Cloud Cult. It's really happy, sad, upbeat and thought provoking while not being completely depressing.
It's also very good for driving. I love CDs that you can sing to and be completely overjoyed about when you're driving.
The best thing about The Arcade Fire? They're Quebecois and they speak a handful of French in most of their songs.
I love you all.
P.S. Their site is way too indie for me.
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KTHPKC
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2006 4 March :: 8.55pm
Well dad's flight got cancelled for pretty much a whole day. So he'll be back on Monday or Tuesday. T3h sux0r if'n you ask me.
Ah well...nothin else has really happened.
Oh yeah, I finished another drawing/coloring today. Yay.
Edit Sunday 9:10 a.m.
Looks like dad might be stranded in "starts with an 'm' city" in India for another day/night/whatever (it's so confusing when thinking about India's time and then our time....it's night over there now...yes). How aggravating. Yes, he does have the worst flight luck. Except when we fly with him.
*yawn* Sleepy. I decided to be a dumbass and read a new webcomic rather than sleep for a couple more hours.
Edit 13.19
Holy shite, so dad's delayed until Tuesday night (in India) now. Holy fuckin shit. Damn airline...*shakes fist* And they won't let him get his luggage where he can get his clothing and meds (high bloodpressure meds, gots ter take 'em every day).
So right now I'm extremely pissed off. NEVER fly Northwest, stick with British Air or Lufthansa. [/reccomendation]
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2006 3 March :: 7.28pm
:: Music: Flogging Molly
Dad just called. He's leaving India for home today, but he won't get back until Sunday evening when I'm in Kzoo.
Can you believe that it's already tomorrow for him? Kinda weird/creepy if you ask me. But cool.
M'friend Brit cut me hairs today. It's much better now ^_^
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swimfan14
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2006 3 March :: 4.04pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Ne-Yo//So Sick
Today was...interesting..to say the least.
Haha yes apparently Mr. McDonald did forget he had a seminar class so Mishy and I just left. We went out to eat and to Starbucks.
"Ashley, taste this, I think she gave me eggnog, instead of cafe' vanilla".
"Okay...*sips* mmm.."
"Doesn't it taste like eggnog?"
"...I've never had eggnog."
*both laugh*
Haha thinking about that still makes me laugh. I don't even know why I tasted her drink if I've never once tasted eggnog.
And yeah I'm really happy about what I said too. I'm just happy in general. I hope everything works out for the best.
I need to go pack though. I have to go to Lansing all weekend for modeling. I'm pretty stoaked for that business!! I'll bring my laptop with me. Haha I'm talking like I'll be gone forever but I'll be coming home on Sunday.
Well I hope everyone has a good weekend. Stacy we'll hang out next week because I miss you!
Love Always,
Ashley..........
You sit completely unaware of what I'm about to do
I am nervous that you won't be my lover. Oh, I adore you.
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swimfan14
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2006 2 March :: 3.25pm
Fate fell short this time.
Nothing is forever and the time comes when we all must say goodbye to what we knew.
Goodbye to everything we had taken for granted.
Goodbye to those we thought would never leave us.
And when these changes finally do occur and when the familiar has departed and the unfamiliar has taken it's place, all any of us can really do is to say hello and welcome those new feelings.
You're the one who has to live with yourself.
[Stacy: I have no idea where you are but I really need to talk to you.]
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swimfan14
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2006 1 March :: 10.20pm
What hurts the most was being so close and having so much to say and watching you walk away and never knowing what could've been and not seeing that loving you is what I was trying to do.
My heart is breaking and you're still faking a feeling that you will never know.
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angel_bob
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2006 1 March :: 9.39pm
They caught that guy who escaped from jail while I was driving home. They found him off a road right next to the one I take home.
In other news, I eat too much. I am all bloaty.
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kthpkc
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2006 1 March :: 8.13pm
[insert rant about homophobes and how it's people like them that are making the world go to hell in a handbasket here]
I'm at church. It's weird how before people never noticed me and now they're all "Katie, how are you? Katie, how long is your spring break?"
Total weird.
In other news, I think I really want to go to Italy next. And learn Italian. And ride around on the back of a hot Italian man's scooter ~_^ No seriously, I'll ride around on my own scooter thank you very much.
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swimfan14
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2006 28 February :: 10.42pm
Tonight just made me realize that this isn't going to come easy.
It's pretty much now or never.
It's just one of those things where the stakes are high. Sometimes it's forever and sometimes it's goodbye.
All I can say is I'm not going to be the one to regret this.
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KTHPKC
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2006 28 February :: 9.18pm
Day number something of Spring Break...
I've gone stir-crazy.
Time to find a project, art project, of some sorts.
Any suggestions?
Blah.
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angel_bob
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2006 28 February :: 7.51pm
To whomever came to see me today:
Who are you? My brother only remembers your car.
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Angel_Bob
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2006 28 February :: 4.28pm
So some guy escaped from custody in transport from the jail to the courthouse. They've blocked off a bunch of roads around school and they're searching local businesses around his house. Which is around here.
Last I heard SWAT was raiding the bank at Plymouth and Michigan which is on my way home.
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