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2006 27 February :: 11.10pm
So my dad called this evening from India, it's already tomorrow over there.
Oh yeah, for those of you who didn't know, my dad's in India on Microsoft business. He left on the 17th or the 18th and is coming back this Sunday.
He's doing well, told me that I'd love the food because it's all vegetarian-like. Mmm...vegetarian-like *drools*
Today he told us a funny story. India is populated with vervet monkeys as well as people (those things are like squirrels, seriously. Zambia has its fair share of them as well). Well this woman was walking, carrying a plastic bag full of stuff. And a monkey decided to climb up her sari, grab the bag, and start looking through it like it was Christmas morning. It found a banana and ate it. And dad (and others), being typical American tourists, didn't help the woman but instead took out their cameras. While the Indians stood and laughed.
Mann, I'm so jealous that dad got to go to India. I've always wanted to go there. And I'd still give my left spleen (or another organ that has a duplicate) to go.
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2006 27 February :: 10.29pm
I saw your face in a crowded place and I don't know what to do because I'll never be with you.
But it's time to face the truth. I will never be with you.
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2006 26 February :: 5.57pm
:: Mood: Annoyed
The longer I tried denying this, the worse I feel. I've come to realize that pretending I don't hate you isn't making anything better. The truth is, I've never hated anyone more. Sometimes I say that I hate someone when I'm talking to one of my friends and i'll be like "oh yeah I hate him/her" but I never mean it. Things are differen't with you. I truly hate you and nothing will ever change that. I don't feel bad for saying this. You have no idea how much you've ruined things. You're so fucking ungrateful and selfish that I can't even stand it anymore. I seriously hope you choke.
Glad that's all out in the open now.
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2006 26 February :: 12.37pm
You got your own way of looking at it, I guess that proves that I got mine. It's just who we are.
We've come too far to start over now. I know what you're thinking. I'm not always easy to be around but I do love you. You keep me believing that you love me too and I know it's true. This love drives us crazy but nobody's walking away so I guess we'll have to do it the hard way.
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2006 25 February :: 2.20am
Best quote ever:
"I look at my life and it just seems so depressing that I'm not sure if I was born or if Morrissey sang me into existence."
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2006 24 February :: 11.41pm
Tonight was really good I guess you could say.
First I went to Aarons after school and then we went to the game.
I seen Ryan Case there and I was really happy. I haven't seen him in a while and then I was just walking and someone called my name and I turned and it was Martha and Ashleigh. I was so excited. I haven't seen either of them in over a year now. Martha had a baby named Alex and he's 6 months old and Ashleigh's baby is 5 months old and her name is Haleigh. They both were so cute. I was holding them the whole time.
Oh and so then of course I'm just minding my own business when Sara comes up to me and she either heard Josh saying this to someone or he told her but anyways I guess he was saying how he wanted his cousin to meet me because he has the biggest crush on me and blah blah blah and so Sara said I should go talk to him and I was hell no that's not going to happen. It's too akward for me now. It's fine not knowing if someone has a crush on you and yeah if you have a crush on them then that's perfect but when you don't it just makes things akward and it basically made things 10 time worse when he wrote a fucking SONG about me. I've never had anyone do that before and it's just a little weird esp. since in the song it said "I want to love you forever." Yeah..that's what I said. It's just too much for me and I don't know how he became so in "love" with me since I've never liked him back and i've also never lead him on. He loves me but he doesn't know who I am and of course after the game Aaron and I are walking to my car and Josh is also in the parking lot and he has to make it known that i'm outside so he starts talking really loud so Josh can hear him and look over and see us.... It's just too fucking weird for me. First I get flowers by one boy and now im getting songs by another. It's not really cute unless you actually are dating this person. Now I'm just getting annoyed by this whole thing and I feel bad for complaining about this it's just I need to vent right now and everyone else in the world is sleeping.
Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking. When you fall, everyone stands, and you've had your fill of sinking.
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2006 24 February :: 7.38pm
Well kids, today I found out that I became a big cousin again on February 2nd.
My hormones and other female organs are screaming "baby!" at me and demanding that I have one immediatly. My brain is lecturing those shrieking things about how it's highly improbably that I'll be the next virgin to give birth. That only comes once every Messiah, I'm sure.
Oh yeah, and I'm back in good ol' Rockford for the next week or so ;p Bwahahaha!
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2006 24 February :: 11.02am
It is kinda funny how life changes so much. But, in a way I am glad that they do. I never really understood alot of things, and to be truthfully honesty I am still nieve to many things... but I guess in a way that makes things alot more interesting.
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2006 23 February :: 8.35pm
You know..I can't remember the last time we kissed because you never think the last time is really the last time. You always think there will be more. You think you have forever but you don't. -Greys Anatomy
Yeah so...it's like...I really want to tell you...but then again I don't want you to know.
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2006 23 February :: 6.23pm
You say we're bitches but we laugh because we knew it way before you did.
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2006 23 February :: 2.01pm
:: Mood: exhausted
Ugh.
Only got about 2 hours of sleep last night.
Totally skipping my last two classes because I can't function anymore.
I hate skipping classese but this is a matter of passing out or falling asleep on the spot.
Saddest thing is that I'm forcing myself not to run today until I get some much-needec sleep.
I'm coming home tomorrow in the morning.
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2006 22 February :: 3.59pm
Take me. Break me. Every mile further there's a part of me that slips away. One day you'll see, even if you got down on your knees you couldn't make me stay.
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2006 21 February :: 10.39pm
My name is Nicholas and I am loved very deeply and completely by a young woman named Rachel. This young woman loves me very dearly and tries her darndest to make me happy and smile when I'm feeling a little down. Earlier today, I was a bit upset and antisocial. Instead of pressuring me, Rachel left to run errands and returned to keep me company. Very sillily, in an effort to make me smile or just to be weird, she read to me from The Little Prince. She tries her best to force that book on me at every turn.
Anyway, this Rachel girl loves me very much at tries to prove it as much as she can. She makes food for me every once in a while and on Sunday made a little indoor winter picnic for us to share. She lets it be known that she loves me very much. From my smile handles all the way down to my little feetsies.
Although the loss of my job and Rachel's future trip to France has set our plans back a few steps, Rachel still would love with all her heart to move in together. Being that we're both poorer than pancakes, it doesn't seem to be much of a real goal anymore. Rachel is constantly on the search for another job so maybe it's still attainable, either way it's something we hope to achieve at some point in the future.
Rachel loves me a whole lot of oodles and still hopes, in her hopelessly romantic way, to someday be my wife. Whether it's three or ten years from now, I know she'll stick around. As long as she gets at least a ring after five years of putting up with me. Heaven knows she needs a reward for that.
Our two-year anniversary is coming up soon (sort of) and it seems like we've been together for so much longer than two measly years. I suppose it has something to do with time flying when fun is had but surely this comfortability and feeling that it has and never will be any different from how it is now must come with a lot more time than two years.
Anyway, Rachel loves Nick. With all her heart. For always and forever and for a day or two. Three if he cooks. (He does. Very well indeed. I am willing to add on three months for that.)
(This has been a public service announcement brought to you by Rachel who can't seem to stretch her paper to six pages but somehow can easily write about nothing for one.)
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2006 21 February :: 4.23pm
:: Mood: sick
I feel like shit. My lungs feel like they are going to..I don't know, fall out or something if I cough anymore. It's sucky. I hate being sick. Why can't I just be healthy for at least a month straight?
I said I wasn't going to go out tonight because I just stated that I'm sick but I don't want to cancel my plans at the last minute. I'll just go, have a good time, and not complain.
Haha what an akward day for Elyse and I. We never should have told that boy those things. Now he thinks we love him just as much as he loves us. We were only kidding. It was all just for a joke. So now I have to avoid him and when I do run into him, I just have to look the other way.
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2006 20 February :: 9.52pm
:: Mood: bleh
:: Music: Nena
Coopsie's roomie went MIA for a little while. We were all worried because she hasn't been the most...stable...as of late. Gott sei dank we know where she is now.
In other news I ran again today. I think two miles. Which is good cuz I coulda skipped today cuz I took a nap and slept through dinner...again ^^" Ach, mein calves hurt.
Oh, and I'm coming home on Friday. Yay for Spring Break!
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