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2006 6 February :: 9.30pm
The play was awesome. Good job to everyone. We all did wonderful!
I was so scared before my monologue. I kept going over my lines in my head and I would completely forget them. I thought I was going to throw up and I really didn't enjoy how close the audience was. H wanted it to be "personal" and it definitely was personal enough for me when people were not even a foot away from my face. I'm also proud of myself and I never missed a single line. I know I need to talk slower though but I just get so nervous I talk really fast.
Tomorrow is the last night of the play. Thank god. I'm so tired of practicing and staying up late to memorize my lines. I'm happy that it will be over and it was an expierence i'll never forget.
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2006 5 February :: 11.43pm
So...pants.
I saw Kelly the Bond this weekend!!!!!
Amanda version 1.0, the Jender Bender, Eric, and I went up to Central to visit. We're definitely Western students because we totally hated almost everything there except for the food and the room layouts. Never got a chance to get a malt from the Malt Shop...oh well =_=
I met a coupla interesting Jungs there at Central. They're rockin. And I saw "Battle Royale" which is majorly fucked up. Yes. Those crazy Japanese.
Right now I'm reading "M.Butterfly", which is an interesting play. I can't wait to discuss it in my English class tomorrows.
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2006 5 February :: 5.51pm
:: Mood: Tired/Exhausted
:: Music: Jimmy Eat World-Futures
Spring Hill was definitely amazing.
I don't really know how to explain it. I guess I basically just have a new outlook on everything.
I'm so tired and I feel like my arms are going to fall off. We were supposed to only have 16 girls in our cabin but somehow we ended up with 22 girls so a lot of us had to share beds. My cabin consisited of Brittany, Lisa, Me, Emily S, Dani, Megan, Annalise, Brittani, Lindsey, Janie, Sam, Kendra, Amber, Trisha, Pam, Ari, Erica, and then a few other people but I don't know all their names. It was so much fun in our cabin. I don't think any of us really slept much. Emily and I laughed all night so we kept a lot of people up.
We all went tubing a lot. I mean a lot, a lot. We went last night at midnight and we had 6 girls plus Austin and Bruce and we only had three tubes for all 8 of us. We all had to pile on and I was always on top of everyone because I was the lightest and I thought I was going to fall off and die. Lisa and I both fell off once but I didn't die though. It was a scary thing.
We won broomball again. Exciting? I know.
Ummm i'm trying to think of more stories....oh yeah..last night it was like almost 1am and I was taking a shower and then I came out of the bathroom and Austin, Cory, and Tyler were all standing there and they chased me and everyone got into a snowball fight.
The speaker was amazing. I could relate to almost everything he was saying. He made me laugh and cry basically all at the same time. The whole expierence changed me. I never really thought that going to something for one weekend could do that but, it does.
The band was awesome. Everyone knows why.
I can't really think of anything else right now but it was really awesome and if you didn't go this year then you should go next year. It's worth it, trust me.
I'll post Spring Hill pictures later.
I love you all.
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2006 3 February :: 8.40am
I have the best boyfriend ever.
Check out what Nick got me:
403 Forbidden!
That's right. I'm a gay robot.
Yeah, he also got me a bunch of cheese.
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2006 2 February :: 9.44pm
It's nice to have the books for my classes.
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2006 31 January :: 5.20pm
I can't stand Ms. Eilola anymore. Yesterday she wouldn't let me take a test because of an un-excused absense which I previously stated and I sort of understand her reaons but, then again I don't. Anyways, that's not my point. My point is that today I asked her if I could make up a differen't test that I also missed while I was out of school with mono and she told me no because it was too late. She can't just tell me I can't take a test. My grade was an A and now it's a C all because of that test I missed. I'm going to talk to Mr. A about it tomorrow I guess. She's dumb, I'm pissed, that's all there is to it.
I don't really have anything of importance to say. I can't believe H actually asked me if I was pregnant. Too bad i'm NOT.
I'm going to the game tonight with Emily, Logan, and Trisha. I have to drive because we all decided we don't want to die with Logan since he almost killed us the other day. He's a bad driver, not as bad as Dani though. You gotta love her.
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2006 31 January :: 1.32pm
*Insert ginormous sneeze and then whining about lack of kleenexes here*
In case any of you haven't heard yet, I have a room to myself now. No more roommate.
In other news, I'm sick. And feel like something stepped on me. Gleck. So...cold...so...icky...I hate winter and all that comes with it (except for Rachel's birthday and Christmas).
Less than half an hour until German. I have my compy with me today so I can play music during my stupid Referat (presentation). It's about Oomph! and how they rock hardcore. No seriously, I'll be talking about how a German band has been around since 1989 and hasn't quit with all the American bands taking over Europe. And how they managed to get a golden record.
So yeah...looks like we're heading up to Central this weekend. Joy.
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2006 31 January :: 9.13am
Kelly, remember Julius Sumner Miller? Here's a site with some of his videos from the early 60's.
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2006 30 January :: 10.11pm
:: Music: William Shatner (who told him to make an album?)
I have an interview with Michel Pichot (my advisor and current French prof) and the head of the International Programs Office at 3 on Friday, February 10th.
Wish me luck.
I'll know if I am accepted by mid-February.
I really hope I get in. I just don't know what they judge it on.
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2006 30 January :: 8.16pm
The worst part about being lied to is knowing I wasn't worth the truth. Oh well, whatever.
I've ate so much food today. I went out to lunch with Dani and we went to Arbys. Then when I came home I ate tons of chocolate chip bananna bread. After that I ate popcorn chicken. After that I ate shrimp and french fries from Red Lobster (I went there this weekend). Then after that my dad brought me fettichini alfredo *sp*, key lime shrimp, and oreo cheesecake. So I ate all that too. Haha I eat all the time. Stacy does too haha. I don't understand why i'm not fat. Seriously. I'm not complaining though, I just don't understand.
Ms. Eilola is really getting on my nerves. We have a student teacher so Ms. Eilola isn't even in our classroom and today she was standing outside the classroom like a little spy and she was looking into the little window on the door because when I came out she goes "Ashley, do you value your i-Pod?" and i'm like "yeah I guess" and she goes "well are you allowed to listen to it in school?" and i'm like "yeah, I am" and she got all pissed because I was being a bitch right back and she's like "no your not...next time I see you with that out i'm going to take it away" I was just like "okay haha w/e". So after that I walk away and then Josh comes out and I heard her say "Josh, do you value your cell phone?" I was like c'mon seriously shut up. She just finds ways to make everyones lives miserable, like mine isn't miserable enough!?!?! When she asked me if I valued my i-Pod I should have told her no because I can just buy a new one. That would really piss her off. So then I was pissed about that and our student teacher told me to come in during seminar to make up a test we had on Friday. So I come in and when I get there she tells me i'm not allowed to take it because Ms. Eilola said so. She's like "Ms. Eilola said you're not allowed to take it because you have an unexcused absense for Friday" That's so dumb. So because I wasn't in that class on Friday I get a zero for my test. Um ok. I wasn't really aware things work that way.
It really starts to hurt when I pretend that it doesn't. I try hiding it but I can't pretend it doesn't matter anymore. It does. Everyone can see all the things I don't want them to see. It happens. It's obvious. End of story.
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2006 30 January :: 6.04pm
You make me sick. I can never trust you again. Everything I thought was real, turned out to be all a lie.
It doesn't matter what you do, it's what you did thats hurting you. All I needed was the truth, now i'm gone.
Seriously, for all of us, grow up.
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2006 29 January :: 9.50pm
I don't know why I always do these when I get bored.
Today did you...
1. Talk to someone you liked: It doesn't matter if I like them anymore.
2. Buy something: Nope.
3. Get sick: I’ve been sick.
4. Sing: Yeah.
5. Make out: Yeah, because I have mono!?!?
8. Talk to an ex: Yeah basically.
9. Miss someone: Yep.
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Last person who....
10. Slept in your bed: Danielle Hansing always sleeps in my bed but this weekend I made Kelli and Elyse both sleep on the floor.
11. Saw you cry: My mom seen me crying today. Well she didn’t really see me cry but when I got home I could tell she noticed I was crying.
12. Made you cry: I'm pretty sure he knows who he is.
13. Went to the movies with?: I don’t remember.
14. You went to the mall with: Elyse
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16. Ever been in a fight with your pet: No.
17. Been to California: Yes!
18. Been to Mexico: Cancun!
19. Been to Canada: Yeah.
20. Been to Europe: Nope.
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Random.....
21. Do you have a crush on someone: No.
22. What book are you reading now: A Gossip Girl Book.
23. Best feeling in the world: Being happy.
25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: No.
26. What's under your bed: Purses.
27. Favorite sports to watch: Basketball.
28. Location: Mi casa.
29. Piercing/Tattoos: My ears.
30. What are you most scared of right now: We wont go there.
31. Where do you want to get married?: Not sure.
32. Who do you really hate?: I only hate one person and she isn't even worth mentioning.
33. Do you have a job: Haha yeah right.
34. Do you like being around people?: Yeah most of the time.
35. Have you ever liked someone u didn't have a chance with?: Looks that way doesn't it?
36. Have you ever cried: What kind of question is this? Obviously everyone's cried.
37. Are you lonely right now: Not really.
38. Song that's stuck in your head right now: So sick of love songs, so tired of tears, so sick of wishing you were still here.
40. Gotten beaten up: No.
42. Been on radio/TV: TV a few times but not the radio.
43. Been in a mosh-pit: No.
44. Ever liked someone, but u think they never noticed you? No I’m pretty sure if I like someone then I will make them notice me.
45. Ever liked someone who treated you like shit? Yep.
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Everyone has their firsts....
1. First real best friend: Probably Chloe.
2. First school: I don’t remember what it was called.
3. First screenname: I don’t remember. It was something about being a spoiled brat.
4. First funeral: I’ve been to so many I don’t even remember.
5. First big trip: I don’t know maybe Florida or Cancun or Cali. I can’t remember.
6. First flight: I don’t remember.
7. First celebrity love: I don’t know.
8. First job: I’ve never had a job.
*Everyone also has their lasts...
1. Last person you hugged: My dad!!
2. Last song you heard: Fall To Pieces. It makes me sad.
3. Last car ride: A few hours ago.
4. Last time you cried: Today. Jeez.
5. Last movie you watched: Wedding Crashers
6. Last food you ate: I haven’t ate all day.
7. Last person of the opposite sex that you talked to: Ian.
8. Last item bought: Clothes at the mall yesterday.
9. Last shirt worn: a pink abercrombie tank top
10. Last phone call: Emily Sorensen called like an hour ago.
11. Last text message: like five minutes ago
12. Last thing you touched: Keyboard
13. Last Funeral: My uncles.
14. Last time at the mall?: Saturday.
15. Last time you were excited about something? I’m not excited for anything anymore.
16. Last person you saw: Sister.
17. Last thing you said to someone: I said "So Em wants to hang out on Tuesday okay?"
18. Last person that broke ur heart: Like I would really put his name here.
19. Last time you've been happy: A while ago.
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2006 29 January :: 12.58pm
I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through
Make it through the fall
Make it through it all
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you
You're the only one,
I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms
Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means
Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything, everything
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you.
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2006 28 January :: 9.25am
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: Queen of the Surface Streets by Devotchka (this song makes me sing)
You're like a lovely hallucination. You get me through my current occupation.
I am officially 19 years of age.
I love you all.
P.S. I googled the word "officially" because I'm tired and I wasn't sure I spelled it correctly. The first result: What Tolkien Officially Said About Elf Sex. Just thought that was interesting.
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