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kthpkc

:: 2006 28 January :: 2.27am

Nineteen years ago today, a baby girl was born.


Happy birthday Rachel!

I lurves you, Liebchen.

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swimfan14

:: 2006 27 January :: 4.09pm

So we pretty much got caught. It was bound to happen anyways. I just feel bad now but somehow I always do.


Last night I was driving and Elyse wanted to steer my car so I was letting her and when she turned she hit a snowbank. It was hilarious.

The cemetary thing didn't go so well today. Never ever go in one of those. It was just a bad idea.


And no I'm not going bowling. Everyone knows I hate bowling so if I wont go for anyone else i'm sure as hell not going for you.

You probably should stop making this into something it's not and just believe me when I tell you that I don't.

Anyways i'll update more later I gotta go to Brittanys.

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swimfan14

:: 2006 26 January :: 11.06pm

1. HAVE YOU EVER SEEN SOMEONE FROM YOUR PAST OR AN EX AND IT WAS AKWARD?

Sometimes it's akward and sometimes it's not. It depends on the person. I see people I had "things" with all the time and most of the time I just ignore them...

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS OF YOUR ROOM?
Pictures, posters, other stuff.

3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
I don’t know how to describe it..sparkly maybe lol

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
All kinds..

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
Yeah, 2:22 AM

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
To do something I’m not allowed to do haha..

7. WHO DO YOU MISS?
I don't miss anyone.

8. WHAT ARE YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSIONS?
My cell phone, my family, my friends, and my trusty credit card!

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?

Yeah esp. when H locked me in a locker at strike and he put a pencil through the little hole and I couldn’t get out..

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?

Sometimes after I watch scary movies haha

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?

Nobody's worth crying over.

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
ABERCROMBiE AND FiTCH!!

14. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU GOT YELLED AT?

Haha at school..in math...me and april and cohen...yeah we're just a little too loud. It was a bad choice to sit us next to each other..

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO?
Umm I don’t know I don’t really think about these things

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?

Coffee for sure

17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?

Haha pepperoni I guess

18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?

Nothing I’m not even hungry

19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
I have no idea

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU?

Like I remember...

22. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY?
Obviously

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?

No

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?

Abercrombie, Juicy Couture..or stuff from Urban Outfitters.

25. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?

I don’t know lol I don’t really pay attention to cars..

26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW?
Yeah lol.


27. WHAT KIND IS IT?
Dogs and cats.

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?


I would try not to since I would just get screwed over but you can’t help how you feel.

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?

To tell them lol

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
2

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
Brunettes; because someone has to be smart.

32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?

I call a lot of numbers often...pretty much the ppl that are important to me.

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
A lot of things...umm when people wear black and brown together or when people talk a lot ..like a lot a lot and they don’t know when to shut up and when people straighten/blow dry their hair too much and it looks all fried and dead...it's gross.

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA?
Yeah many times

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?

I care too much.

36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
YES!!! Lots of them!


38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
Who can honestly say they haven’t?


39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS?
I was hanging out with my lovers at the v-ball game

40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?

I wouldn’t...

41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?

Something to do while I’m waiting.

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?

My hair or outfits or purses

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME iLLEGAL FOREVER?

Nothing. It’s not the end of the world.

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?

Umm I don’t know it’s a ways away

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?

Like a million haha kidding I don’t know yet

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?

I don’t think so

47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
I used to until I realized the wishes never come true and I’m just wasting my time.

48. WHAT DID YOU DO TODAY?
Well I slept until 10:00 then I went to school for a while then I picked up Britt and Elyse and we went to the v-ball game.

49. WHAT DID YOU LAST EAT?

Pizza earlier and then a ring pop a few minutes ago

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Yeah sometimes

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?

Ugh..idk

52. ANY BAD HABITS?

Yeah. A lot.

53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?

I don’t really know lol...

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?

Yeah

55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?

Only because I had to

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?

Yeah I guess in some ways
57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?

I don’t really have anger problems so I wouldn’t know

58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?

My dads house lol

59. WHO IS YOUR FAMOUS/ ACTOR/ SINGER CRUSH?

Gerard Way, Orlando Bloom, Adam Brody (Seth Cohen <3)

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?

Haha probably my babies

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?

I don’t know I’ve never counted

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?

Yeah

64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?

Nope

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?

Umm ask me if you really want to know that bad...

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?

My mom and step dad always call me by my middle name (Megan) and Logan and Justin call me Laguna because they say I remind them of the girls on Laguna Beach and then Little One at school

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?

Birthday Cake @ Coldstone Creamery is sooo good if you haven’t been there you pry should.

73. WHO/WHAT DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?

I don’t miss anyone or anything

74. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?

Haha I don’t know

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
I could care less

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?

Panic! At the disco

77. LAST THING YOU DRANK?

Water

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Umm Emily Sorensen just called me a few minutes ago

79. THE FUNNIEST THING THAT HAPPENED TODAY?
Omg I don’t know I’m always laughing but probably at the v-ball game when Elyse made me tell this joke thing to Katie, Jacque, Angela Klementowski, and Marissa Walker..we all were dying laughing...

80. LAST THING SOMEONE SUGGESTED?

Well today Mike Kratjewski haha I don’t think that’s how you spell his last name but anyways he said that he thinks I should go to the next away bball game with him and so should Lisa.

81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE?

Favorite thing? Let's try "favorite people"

82. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON THAT TEXT MSG’D YOU?

Logan just did like five minutes ago..

83. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON THAT TALKED TO YOU ONLINE?

Aaron Cohen or Stacy

84. FAVORITE COLORS?

Pink & Orange

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
Brown

86. EYE COLOR?

Hazel

87. HEIGHT?

UMM... 5'3
88. SIBLINGS?

Like a million

89. FAVORITE MONTH?

June since that’s when school gets out or July since that’s usually when I go to Cali<3

90. YOU LIKE SUSHI?
YES!!

91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?

The v-ball games and The O.C!!!!!

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?

Christmas, My Birthday..and the whole summer counts as my favorite too.

93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?

Yeah probably

94. SUMMER OR WINTER?

Summer

95. KISSES OR HUGS?

BOTH!

96. WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU BORROWED?
Umm I don't know lol I don't usually borrow things but Ryan Case and I both love Life As We Know It so he just told me I can borrow the first season of it because he's just that nice lol.

97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
Clothes

98. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?

I got bit by a dog.


99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?

The very last Gossip Girl book!!

100. ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
Yeah basically...

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swimfan14

:: 2006 26 January :: 4.41pm

What an ass.

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shinigami

:: 2006 26 January :: 1.09pm
:: Music: Jimmy Eat World- My Sundown

I see it around me, I see it in everything.
I could be so much more than this.
I said my goodbye's this is my sundown.
I'm gonna be so much more than this.
With one hand high, you'll show them your progress.
You'll take your time, but no one cares.
No one cares.
I need you to show me the way from crazy.
I wanna be so much more than this.
With one hand high, you'll show them your progress.
You'll take your time, but no one cares.
With one hand high, you'll show them your progress.
You'll take your time, but no one cares.
No one cares.
I could be so much more than this.
No one cares.
I wanna be so much more than this.
No one cares.
I could be so much more than this.
No one cares.
I wanna be so much more than this.
No one cares.
I wanna be so much more than this.
No one cares.
I wanna be so much more than this.
Good goodbye lovely time.
Good goodbye tin sunshine.
Good goodbye I'll be fine.
Good goodbye, good goodnight.

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KTHPKC

:: 2006 26 January :: 8.44am

So guys, my friend Amanda version 2.1 gave Jenn and I a website to go to that she'd found the other day.

Pandora.

Check it out!!!!!!!!! It friggin ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Iron-Cipher

:: 2006 25 January :: 11.11pm

I can never be any more or any less than who i am. I may change but I will never fail to be a hundred percent me. If you do not like it you can wait for me change, but do not think it is becuase I am be too much or too little of who I should be that you are displeased.

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swimfan14

:: 2006 25 January :: 7.11pm

Today was definitely exhausting. It was my first full day back.

Today in Anatomy we had to disect sheep brains and it was alright I guess but Bruce Hunter and I always joke around and pretend to be mad at each other even though we never could possiably be mad at each other, we just like pretending and anyways we were cutting our brain and he was just messing around and he threw a piece of the brain at me and it hit me and then some of it went into my mouth. I wanted to throw up lol. He kept looking at me and smiling afterwards to see if I would smile back at him because thats just what we do to show we are kidding and then I wouldn't smile back and then when class was over he's like "Bye Ashley!" and I just walked out and he goes "Fine, I see how it is!?!?" and I didn't say anything so now he really thinks i'm pissed off about it but I really don't even care I thought it was gross, yeah but it was also funny.

"I'm just going to forget all about them when i'm famous and they wont get my money" haha Mishy it's true..they don't get my money now lol.

Oh and yeah stacy and I went to McWendys today. It was pretty sweet. I totally said that by acciden't and then today I was standing there after school and Ashley Marini comes running up to me and she gave me a huge hug and she was freaking out because she hasn't seen me in so long. Aww she's so cute I love her.

Wow I can't believe he called me. :) That was a nice suprise. Seriously.

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swimfan14

:: 2006 24 January :: 7.20pm

Aww Stacy my background makes me so sad. It's so good but it just makes me sad to look at it because of everything we talked about. I hate seeing people cry and looking at my own picture of me crying is sad. I <3 you!

It's pretty much true though....

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swimfan14

:: 2006 24 January :: 5.10pm

I can't forgive. I can't forget. I can't give in. What went wrong? Cause you said this was right. You fucked up my life. You'd rather watch me burn than break a sweat. You'd rather watch me drown than get your hands wet. You'd rather watch me fall than put weight on your hands. You'd rather walk away than try to understand.

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swimfan14

:: 2006 24 January :: 12.08am

That's what makes me so crazy, the difference between us. You can be heart broken and you can just...move on and I am just....broken.

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swimfan14

:: 2006 23 January :: 11.36am

The year is half way over. I'm happy about it and also in a way, sad about it. Lisa and I now have our 2nd hour together. We're pretty happy about that. It most likely isn't going to benefit us considering we already got in trouble for talking and we weren't even in there for 10 minutes yet lol. Oh yeah, we can't forget this.... The one person that I basically hate is in our class too. Lisa and I about died when we heard her name being called. I don't know why but i've never liked her and after everything last year she gave me a reason to hate her. She's going to get on my nerves real fast. Ohhh I can already tell this is going to be a long rest of the year.

I just want to get this over and done with. The easier it will be for me.

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angel_bob

:: 2006 22 January :: 10.08pm

So, I was going to say that I was home and everything but I don't even know if I told you guys that I was leaving.

Well I left. My cousin (the one who had the baby 2 years ago so she could "trap what's-his-face") had her wedding this weekend. Ugh. It was bad and good. Mostly bad.

I'll tell you more probably never. I used to be so big on this Woohu thing, commenting on everyone's entries, updating every day, having a huge crush on Andy (speaking of which, we need to hang out sometime), but I just don't have time or energy.

I love you all.

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swimfan14

:: 2006 22 January :: 12.48pm

It's all because of the way it was.

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KTHPKC

:: 2006 22 January :: 11.24am

So...it's January 22nd and you know what that means...

CRAPPY WEATHER!!!! Sorry 'bout the cold, it always is on this day.

Dumb question, but have any of you ever encountered those "invitation codes"? I'm just curious because I always see that whenever I log in, plus I might start looking for one for Coop (her mum's been reading her other journal...and let's just say her relationship with her mum has never been good because of her mum's words and actions to her).

Anywhos, blah.

Oh, and I turned 19 today.

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