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2006 8 January :: 3.31pm
What did you say...that you only meant well and this is supposed to be for the best.
This isn't what we need..but you decided this.
Well last night..on the way to Stacys house I was in the front seat and Danielle was driving and Sam Foley and I were talking and she was saying what if a bloody guy just walked in the road and we hit them and all of the sudden something ran in the road and I wasn't paying attention and Danielle started swerving all over the road and I just seen this huge shadow and I don't even remember what happend after that but when it was done and over with Sam and Danielle said I was screaming bloody murder but I don't really remember because I was so scared we were going to crash and die. That would probably be unfortunate.
Somehow when I'm with Danielle, we almost always die. One of the days we probably will.
We went to tgi fridays again last night even though I was just there with Em, Logan, and Justin and I had to get the cheesecake again. It's sooo good.
Well I hope everyone had a good weekend but Em just called and wants to hang out tonight so were going to go out with Logan and Justin so I'll ttyl.
Ohh I'm so glad Devin finally skanked for me and Sam lol.
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2006 7 January :: 9.56pm
For Tracey and other lovers of The Nightmare Before Christmas:
Here's the site that I found where you can downloaden TNBC songs for free ^_~ Yays!
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2006 7 January :: 7.28pm
Back in Bronco territory
Yup, I'm back in Kzoo at Western.
Not a lot of people are back yet, Coop's coming back tomorrows (so nothin to do today -_-"). Dad attempted to hook up our D-Link router wireless thingy, but the ethernet hook up outlet thingy is kaputt (Tara's doesn't even work). Yeah, the parental units are letting me have interweb in the room this semester. Mom decided that they'd pay for it when she watched me pay for my books (which cost me part of my spleen). 10 books so far, and verdammt they're heavy.
I'm also rather nervous and scared. I started having cramps today, about a week after Fred left. Mom informed me happily that I was ovulating, which isn't good because that's when my internal bleeding started last time. So I'm afraid that the cramps will get worse and I'll end up going to the hospital and getting cut up again. Right when classes start on Monday (at 4 pm, and I don't have any classes on Monday or Wednesday after 12). Anyways, let's just hope that I'm being a worry-wart and it's nothing. *crosses fingers*
Edit 20:52
The interweb is now working in one of the ethernet ports. Tara's is still dead as a piece of roadkill. I got her to sign up for Western's wireless network though, so at least she'll be able to have access if she brings her computer around campus with her. Now to set up the D-Link...and dad won't tell me what to do ><"
Edit 21:47
Yep, one of our ethernet ports is defnitely not turned on or sommat. I already e-mailed a request to mainenance and will probably both call and e-mail tech support on the morrow (e-mail tonight, I probably should). Well, at least our ethernet cables work! Nothing else to do tonight except get used to not being home again (I miss our lubberly wireless ;_;)
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2006 7 January :: 5.07pm
And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
But I don't.
When you say that it's gonna be,
It always turns out to be a different way,
I try to believe you,
Not today.
I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day
It's always been up to you,
It's turning around,
It's up to me,
I'm gonna do what I have to do,
Gimme a little time,
Leave me alone a little while,
Maybe it's not too late,
not today
and I know I'm not ready,
maybe tomorrow
Tomorrow it may change
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2006 7 January :: 1.40am
Tonight was fun. I went to the basketball game at Forest Hills Central with Emily, Justin, and Logan. We definitely got lost on the way there. We even got directions and Logan is a moron and we were supposed to get off at exit 40B so what does he do? He gets off at exit 39 that takes us god knows where. We finally ended up at the game after like an hour of driving.
The game sucked. We lost.
After that we went to tgi fridays and we about died getting there. I'm not even going to get into that. When we were walking out Emily and I were reading something and I ran into a car. Emily said it was probably the funniest thing that shes ever seen. We just about died laughing.
Then we just went to Justins and watched Wedding Crashers or something. I don't even know. I just fell asleep anyways.
Logan said that Emily and I are exactly the same. Which come to realize after this whole past year after everything we pretty much are. We've been through alot together and somehow at the end, were even better friends than we were at the begining. We can't even listen to the same songs or it will make us cry. We pretty much should be twins.
Anyways after tonight I had tons of fun and I'm glad everything can just be back to normal for good.
Yes, each new day brings with it a new set of lies.
The worst are the ones we tell ourselves before we fall asleep.
We whisper them in the dark, telling ourselves we're happy.
Or, that he's happy.
That we can change.
Or, that he will change his mind.
We persuade ourselves saying we can live with our sins.
Or, that we can live without him.
Yes, each night before we fall asleep we lie to ourselves...in desperate, desperate hope, that come morning...
It will all be true.
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2006 6 January :: 5.23pm
I almost didn't go to school today again. I couldn't fall asleep last night either and my alarm started going off this morning and I pushed snooze and then all of the sudden the buttons froze so I just turned it off and went back to bed and my mom came upstairs at like 7:10 yelling "Why isn't anyone up in this house yet?" so I pretty much was ready in like five minutes.
Today was a pretty boring day. I was just going to skip fifth hour because Brittani and Dani wanted me to go to Yesterdog with them but I figured I probably should make up all my missed work.
The Spring Hill meeting was today and I'm pretty excited for that. It's in a month.
And well I guess I don't really have anything to write about at the moment. Emily is almost here and we are going to Logans for a while and then going to Justins and then going to the game and then afterwards I was just going to come home but Emily wants me to hang out with her so we'll just go hang out with some people. I don't really know what else is going on this weekend but I should go.
<3 Ashley
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2006 5 January :: 11.38pm
I'm throwing all the hints..giving you all the signs..why can't you just see it?
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2006 5 January :: 8.43pm
The trip to Chicago was nice. Nobody was beaten, stolen from, raped, deserted, or killed. Yay.
On the contrary, all the people we encountered were kind and friendly...if not a little creepy when staring at you (or in my case, me) and grinning and talking to the children surrounding them. For the last time, I'm NOT cute!!!!
I found out that I was the one most adept with directions and maps in the group (although not by much), which is a scary thought. We got back to Kelly's aunt's apartment every night around 10:00pm (her orders) and watched adult swim. Mmm...Futurama...
We found the subway system yesterday, and I fell in love with it once again. I prefer the subway to the bus to begin with, and being back underground smelling the smells, hearing the sounds, and looking at the advertisements was like heaven. I also experienced my first Coldstone ice cream yesterday, which is also like heaven ~_^
All in all, a good trip. Perfect for reminiscing about while I pack and get ready for the new semester.
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2006 4 January :: 12.22am
A fucking waste of time is ALL you've become.
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2006 4 January :: 12.03am
Today was anything but ordinary. I couldn't fall asleep last night for the life of me so I pretty much just stayed up all night watching the first season of Desperate Housewives. I'm pretty far, I must add. I am so used to being out all night with people and not falling asleep until around 3 AM so last night was definitely a challenge. I got to school, not looking forward to seeing a certain someone. There was a little tension going on there. So anyways, I'm in first hour (Modishers) and Mr. H called him and wanted me to go upstairs to his class room and I figured it had to do with my monologue or something like that. I walk up there and there standing in the hallway is Veronica. I just about died. I kept saying "omg". H then said that she remembered me and I just about died again. I ran up to her and gave her the biggest hug I've ever gave anyone and this hug was differen't than the last hug I gave her when she came in with her mom, not remembering anyone and she had to sit there and see me bawl my eyes out, and she had no idea why in the world I was crying. When we hugged that day, she barely hugged me back but today she wouldn't let go. I knew she remembered me and I was so happy. I've waited so long for this to come. H told me that she doesn't really remember everything in our friendship but she remembers alot of it so I just have to fill her in on the rest and then she told me she remembered me bawling when she came into school and she had to ask her mom why I was crying and her mom said because we were basically best friends. She told me she felt bad that I was crying but it's not her fault this happened. All in all I'm really happy that she remembers me. She asked me who about six people in our drama class were. She didn't remember them at all. But anyways things are slowly getting better for her and that makes me really happy and now I feel like a moron when we talk because I don't know what parts she remembers and what parts she doesn't so I have to ask her and either way I feel stupid but this is all worth it…..
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2006 3 January :: 4.25pm
Jarod (my little brother) got into a car accident and totalled his car. So I guess Oni-san isn't for sale anymore. And yes, as far as I can tell he's doing fine. (Jarod, not the car)
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2006 2 January :: 5.03pm
You pretty much just lost me.
So walk away like you always do.
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2006 1 January :: 10.20pm
Hey, kids, remember:
IT'S ABOUT THE LOVE, NOT THE LOVIN'!
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2006 1 January :: 10.08pm
Oh yeah! Booyah!
Totally pumped for Chicago now!!
I'll see you peeps in a few days, and if I don't (which is highly possible) have a great second semester!
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2006 1 January :: 9.18pm
Ah. Good start to 2006. ^_^
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