Crimson Melodies

:: 2006 25 March :: 10.11pm

it's my birthday.

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:: 2006 23 March :: 7.21pm

at this point in time,
i love my life.

:: 2006 18 March :: 11.01am

an item.

it's official.
he asked me to be his girlfriend.
...it was over aim.
it's kind of cute, i guess.

i'm so happy.
and excited.

i found you. :)

:: 2006 18 March :: 1.07am

first date.
we saw ultra violet.

the movie wasn't that great...
he was.

i haven't smiled this much in a long time.
he's so funny.

no kiss i've ever experienced has made my heart race like that.

...i want him to be my boyfriend.

:: 2006 9 March :: 8.18pm

every commercial that comes on tv is a prescription drug ad.
i cant watch tv for four minutes without thinking i have five serious diseases.
like: "do you ever wake up tired in the morning?"
oh my god i have this, write this down...
whatever it is, i have it.
half the time i dont even know what the commercial is;
people running in fields, or flying kites, or swimming in the ocean.
i'm like, "that is the greatest disease ever. how do you get that?"
(that disease comes with a hot chick and a puppy.)

:: 2006 6 March :: 4.03pm

life isn't exactly great right now..
but i'm still very happy.

i like this feeling.
i like smiling.

i like a boy. named zack.
and i want the world to know it.
haha.

i'm gay.
but

not really.

:: 2006 5 March :: 1.50am

word of the week: precarious.

i don't want to get hurt again...
i just want things to work out for me this time.

:: 2006 19 February :: 10.46pm

last night was amazing.
the hottness was better than ever.
and adam was screaming right in my face.

testing ground was pretty good.
i'd never seen them before,
but i really liked them a lot.

thunderlip was interesting to say the least.
i got spit on a lot,
but they were still enjoyable.

left after asg played a few songs.
i hate asg.

my ears are ringing still, 24 hours later.
...

boy shit.

i'm 100% over this guy i liked less than 2 days ago.
and i'm pretty sure it happened so fast,
because i like one of his best friends.

i don't know if that's weird or not.

:: 2006 21 January :: 1.46am

it's kind of hard to believe that a best friend would let an entire month go by without calling back.

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:: 2006 2 January :: 1.37pm

2005 taught me that friends won't always be there.
(happy) new year, everyone.
things don't feel any different. probably because they're not.
i have no resolutions. even if i did, i wouldn't go by them.
i never do.

stay classy, san diego.

:: 2005 3 December :: 10.21pm

all the plans i've been making lately keep getting fucked over.

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:: 2005 30 November :: 9.56pm

ready,

set,

let go.

:: 2005 29 November :: 2.21am
:: Music: Modest Mouse- The World at Large

The moths beat themselves to death against the lights,
Adding their breeze to the summer nights.
Outside, water like air was great-
I didn't know what I had that day...
Walk a little farther to another plan.
You said that you did, but you didn't understand.

:: 2005 20 November :: 4.25pm

-sigh-

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