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2005 30 October :: 10.57pm
i am dana's broken heart...
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2005 29 October :: 11.08pm
i can't remember the last time you treated me like a human being.
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2005 24 October :: 10.02pm
Read more..
:] They're wonderful.
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2005 23 October :: 7.33pm
All I need is time,
To bury in pine under six feet of time
The lies I told me about myself.
I'll claw my way out,
Pick the splinters from under my fingernails...
I won't lose hope, I won't give in.
Just live and breathe and try not to die again.
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2005 23 October :: 1.35am
My eyes burn from all the smoke...
And I smell like a fucking ashtray.
The show wasn't even good.
What a waste of ten bucks.
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2005 19 October :: 8.43pm
"With me, poetry has been not a purpose, but a passion; and the passions should be held in reverence: they must not - they cannot at will be excited, with an eye to the paltry compensations, or the more paltry commendations, of mankind."
- Edgar Allan Poe
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2005 16 October :: 9.15pm
"We need more people like him in the world... Because genetically modified potatoes... Are not a substitute for vegetables."
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2005 11 October :: 7.05am
I haven't talked in days
And I'm really not too sure
What I sound like anymore
My vision has gone, and my mouth is full of sores
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2005 8 October :: 11.53pm
I remember when I was a little kid and I wanted to grow up to be a car mechanic.
I liked the idea of lying under cars and getting dirty. I could roll out from under the car on that board with wheels, and roll back under when I didn't want anybody to find me.
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2005 8 October :: 11.31pm
I remember when I believed what people told me.
I don't remember what you call that.
well, i'll go to college and i'll learn some big words,
and i'll talk real loud- goddamn right i'll be heard.
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2005 7 October :: 6.49pm
I want not to feel.
I want not to want.
So this is how I always spend my Friday nights.
Alone and feeling sorry for myself.
What a waste of life.
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2005 29 September :: 8.54am
Over the past couple of days, things have spiraled out of control.
I can't get into details, because we have to get over to the hospital...
We're in Durham; my dad's at the Duke hospital. He had to be flown here the night of the 27th.
Yesterday everything went great. He got a surgery, it went well, and everyone was so happy.
This morning at 4:40am, we got a call from the hospital. He has to go back into surgery for 2 things today. For his leg and his intestine. They used the word fatal. And through all of this stuff, that was the first time they had used that word.
And I think that's what really hit us.
There is a 10% chance that my dad will live through this surgery.
We were all expecting to go over and see him sitting upin bed, awake and happy .Just being himself. Like he was last night...
I don't know what's going on anymore.
Please, God... let him be okay....
Everyone, please keep my dad in your prayers.
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2005 25 September :: 12.43am
-sigh-
Great day.
With a somewhat dissappointing ending.
Oh well...
Happy birthday, Carly. :]
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