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2005 19 January :: 6.55pm
I'm going to admit two things.
I don't like anime/manga anymore. Or at least, not obsessively like I used to and not as much as everyone around me likes it. Yeah, it's good but it's not that fantastic. This wouldn't be such "a big of a deal" if I wasn't the vice president of anime club and, for another month, the standing president.
I don't like DDR anymore. Again, at least not as much as I used to. I tried to pick it up a few months ago after not playing since the summer and I just didn't care anymore.
Everything I used to be totally obssesed with has just worn me out. I don't feel like wasting the energy on it anymore. I've grown out of it all.
Okay. I'm done. That was stupid.
I love you all.
P.S. Tracey, this was the first result when I googled the word standing. It was under the heading: A Woman's Guide on How to Pee Standing. I'm checking it out and it sounds like it'd take some practice but it'd be cool. I really want to be able to pee standing up. That's the only penis envy I've got, Freud!
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2005 19 January :: 5.55am
First day of exams and we don't have school.
Thank goodness because I'm tired.
I love snow.
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2005 17 January :: 7.43pm
Here's where I get to talk all mushy about how blessed and thankful I am
I am just recovering from a cold (I stayed home from school today).
On Friday, Jon gave me a ride home and explained why he swore at me earlier that week.
I walked in the door and the phone rang the minute I set foot inside.
I answered it and it was Nick. He said he left a present for me in my room. I told him I just walked inside. He just repeated what he said and hung up.
I took off my shoes, coat, backpack and things and went into my room.
I climbed over all the clothes lying on my floor (I need to do laundry) and looked all over my room for something that might resemble a "present".
Nick popped his head up from under my covers. He said he skipped sixth hour, hid is car in the garage and had been waiting for me to come home for over an hour. I told him the night before that I was feeling not too great and he came to make me feel better (and give my sister a ride over to her friend's house and make up for not being able to see me on our anniversary).
We hung around for a little bit, gave my sister a ride to her friend's house at four and came back home. Nick gave me a back massage then we went to lie down together in my room.
We ended up taking up a two-hour nap together. It was really sweet. Him showing up before I got home, hiding all evidence, giving me a back massage, then taking a nap together. It was the sweetest, most relaxing thing ever.
Oh and then he made me soup.
We went over to Ben's house and I fell asleep there too.
On Saturday, Ben and Nick came over after work. I was lonely (my brother and sister were both sleeping over at different friends' houses) and worried about Kittie Katie and her family. I was asleep when they arrived (I had been watching Pride and Prejudice, all four hours). Ben went out and got me some orange juice. Nick and I cuddled.
Oh and when they showed up, I wasn't wearing any pants.
So my weekend was fantastic.
Actually, my life is fantastic and don't you let me tell you otherwise. I have the best boyfriend in the universe. I'm so blessed and so thankful that I have the chance to spend over seven months with Nick. He is the best person in the world and I'm so very lucky to love him and be loved by him.
I apologize for not being at school today. My mommy said it'd be best if I stayed home and rested. I didn't complain. I'm feeling oodles of percentages better and I can't wait to go back to school and make up my Physics Concepts test.
I love you all.
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2005 17 January :: 1.10pm
The Intersection
Friday, April 8 - NEW FOUND GLORY wsg. Reggie and The Full Effect + Eisley
All ages welcome. $17.50 in advance. 6:30 pm doors, 7:30 pm show.
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2005 13 January :: 9.15pm
I know you don't care...but Penny Arcade says:
"So I guess G4-TechTV is dropping the TechTV part of their name. Apparently they thought it gave them undeserved credibility. They are also launching some new shows, one of which is called girls gone wired. I guess they have judges sit around and rate how hot pretend girls are. Here's a quote from their press release:
"Our audience interacts with digital girls as much as real girls and we're tapping into that fantasy," commented Laura Civiello, Vice President of Acquisitions and Development for G4. "'Girls Gone Wired' is the first pageant of its kind on television with contestants competing for titles like "Hottest Newcomer," "Sexiest Voice" and "Most Likely to Kick Enemy Ass."
I think that the idea of a television channel that focuses on videogames and technology is an exciting one. Obviously there is a lot of potential for some quality shows on a channel like that. I think that's why people dislike G4 so much. It's not just because the stuff they make is so bad. There are plenty of bad television shows on every channel. It's the fact that they are wasting all that potential, and that's what is so disappointing."
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2005 12 January :: 11.19pm
My parents left around 5 this morning. My brain, knowing this, woke me up at 5.
My alarm goes off at 5:50.
Today was fantastic. Nick was at school when we got out, I had anime club, which went smoothly, and my sister is still alive.
I know that I'm not going to be able to fall asleep before 2, it's impossible.
The house makes way too many noises and I can never sleep when my parents are gone.
And now I'm worried about my brother being at his friend's house until Friday night. Plus all my normal worries...
Nick stopped by after work. I didn't want him to leave, I felt so safe and relaxed with him here. I couldn't believe it was seven months...still can't.
I'll try to sleep sometime later. I know I won't be able to.
I love you all.
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2005 12 January :: 6.13am
Happy anniversary...
Seven months.
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2005 11 January :: 3.00pm
:: Mood: upset
Today marks two years since I met Nick.
Two years since I joined Woohu.
I had a really good day to a point. That point being when Jon came up to me and said, "I've been wanting to tell you this for three weeks. You are a fucking bitch."
But it's just one event and they're just words.
Even though it hurts.
Anyway, this was meant to be really celebratory but I'm just not in the mood anymore.
Joy joy. Two years of Woohu, two years since I met Nick.
Happy happy.
I love you all.
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2005 10 January :: 10.42pm
I'm really a lot happier right now than I have been in a while.
Today wasn't the best, in fact it was pretty bad and I cried oodles of bunches, but I resolved a lot of issues that have kept me really sad/upset for over a month.
I think the best parts of the day were the ones when I realized just how much I love Nick: right after we resolved everything and talked and when we were singing in his car on the way home.
I usually don't sing in front of people.
I don't remember the last time I felt so calm. All my problems right now don't seem so important or huge anymore. I've put it all down.
All thanks to Nick and love.
I'm such a dork.
I'll save the rest for later this week because I'm going to be very mushy in the next couple of days.
I love you all.
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2005 9 January :: 3.43pm
:: Mood: contemplative
Everything I do and say has a point and a reason, even if you don't see it at first.
Bedshaped by Keane
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2005 9 January :: 1.21am
Today I went over to Nick's and had linner/dunch with him and his mom's side of the family.
It was nice. They're all really cool people.
Then we went over to Ben's and hung out there for a while.
While Nick was taking me home, he got pulled over because his taillight was out. I'm really starting to dislike cops. The cop just asked that same stupid question that they always ask.
Today could have been better but that's only because I didn't make it so. I've been really blah and stressed out lately.
I truthfully think that I have the same problem as my mom. I'm always really depressed a week before Fred comes around. I know it's just my hormones being of balance but it gets to the point where I really don't want to do anything and it's just...bleh. My mom has that problem and she has some drugs or something she's on. I'm hoping that it's just because I'm a teenager. I really don't like taking medicine for anything.
I hope everyone's okay.
I love you all.
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2005 8 January :: 12.22am
Guns can't kill what soldiers can't see.
(The only thing you keep changing is your name.)
Find a house you don't have to rebuild.
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2005 7 January :: 2.59pm
Everybody's changing and I don't feel the same.
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