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2004 19 November :: 7.05am
So no school for me today. I'm going to Aquinas with me mum to check it out.
Free lunch. I got to sleep for an hour more and it ends at 2ish so I'll be home right around the normal time. It doesn't actually start until 9.
I'm missing a quiz in French and a test in Psychology.
w00ts
I love you all.
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2004 17 November :: 11.52pm
"Bad guys lie to get in your pants, Good guys lie to get in your heart"
So damned tired of it all. I can't win. Insaitaible desires and dreams make those that I have rought so inept.
So for those of you that don't know what has been going on in my life lately I'll paint the picture. So I just turned 18. I am on my last year of high school. I have not taken the ACT because I must go in for hip surgery (Which I have no idea how that will turn out). Thus I can't really apply to any colleges because I don't even have an act score and well my gpa is only a 3.0 Nothing to outstanding to get anyones attention. Thus and school that I might want to get into, probably wouldn't accept me. Also I have the outstanding oppurtunity to go and earn 20,000 dollars for school next, and rent or whatever else I would need to pay for, but that would mean I would be gone for my entire senior summer and not see my friends before they take off for college. Well then on top of that my job sucks. My grandpa has major medical problems and the doctors haven't really been able to do much, and I have no clue what I want to do for college anyway. Who knows? I don't. There is more but i don't really want to get into that at this time. Have a great day or whatever the hell you want it to be. :)
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2004 17 November :: 10.05pm
I've been so tired lately.
Every day for about a week, I've been waking up at 4:20 exactly. Then I roll over and fall asleep.
I'm so tired though.
Today was our first anime club meeting without the president, Taco-san. He's in wrestling and won't be back until mid-February or March. It was kind of scary doing it all on my own but the kid who ran anime club last year showed up so it was all okay.
Minus the fact that Michelle/Punkin pie can get so annoying that I want to stab her.
Nothing else. Watched an interesting movie in Psychology. Went downtown for Rockford's open house Christmas thing with my mom and my sister.
Tired.
It's supposed to snow next week. I can't wait.
I love you all.
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2004 16 November :: 6.28pm
Nothing happened today in school so I'll talk about yesterday.
Yesterday, Nick wanted to take me out on a "date". He said we would do anything I wanted to do and it was all up to me. He suggested a movie.
There weren't any movies I wanted to see but I wanted to go to the bookstore.
So we did.
It was nice. Really really nice.
Nick came over at some time and we hung out at my house until 6:30/7 then we went to the bookstore.
We were there forever. I got home at 9:45ish.
It was nice hanging out with him. It was really awesome. I really loved it.
It felt natural. Like I really belonged there. With Nick. Just hanging out and talking like it happened everyday.
I think my parents are warming up to him too. Before, they'd sort of be distant and standoffish. Apprehensive. But last night it seemed like they really liked him.
It's about time.
I love you all.
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2004 14 November :: 2.42pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Mrs. Robinson/Needle in the Hay/These Days
Jesus loves you more than you will know
Not much going on in my life right now.
Friday was five months for Nick and me.
I need to do laundry.
I crave ramen.
That's it really.
It's really hot in my house right now. It's turning into winter outside. I can't wait until it snows.
I gave this kid in my Japanese class/Psychology class (Mike Hayataka) my cool scarf because I mentioned I had one like this girl was letting him wear. And because I felt like it. He asked me to burn him a techno CD with the panda song (Panda Panda Panda) on it but I don't have any techno songs so he's going to get indie music and like it.
I've realized via Ben that I listen to emo music. And I don't really care that much because all music could be "emo".
I can't remember what homework I have.
I don't care about math anymore. Ever since Mr. Hess left, I don't really try as much as I used to on my homework.
I'm going to try my hardest not to slack off.
Friday I'm going to Aquinas with my mommy. Day off of school, free lunch, get home early. On a Friday too.
I got something like a $7,500 scholarship to Aquinas. And my MEAP money.
Aquinas still costs too much.
I'm getting my hair cut tomorrow after school. I'm going to grow it out a little through winter and then cut it shorter come spring.
Can you believe that six months from now we graduate?
I love you all.
P.S.
You say you know what he did
But you idiot kid
You don't have a clue
Sometimes they just get caught in the eye
You're pulling him through
Needle in the hay
P.P.S.
I've been out walking
I don't do too much talking
These days, these days
These days I seem to think a lot
About the things that I forgot to do
And all the times I had the chance to
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2004 12 November :: 4.20pm
My kind of game. Halo, yo.
Read more..
I have the Halo font. I made these with it.
Read more..
I love you all.
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2004 12 November :: 3.23pm
Five months.
And I feel horrible.
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2004 11 November :: 10.04pm
I love you.
Always and forever and a day.
Love is perfect.
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2004 10 November :: 10.28pm
A Horrible night for the Hazen family. For those of you that didn't already know, My grandpa was diagnosed with lung cancer several months ago. He had his left lung removed because it was so bad. well then he went through 3 months of Kemo therapy. It was his 65th birthday about a week and a half ago and they told him he is cancer free.
Rejoice!!!
Well then last week he started having trouble breathing. There was a leak in area where they removed his lung and pressure began building up and pushing things out of place in his chest. They went in and tried to seal this hole, it didn't work. So they decided to drop his heart pressure and put him into a comma. Well he has 7 or 8 tubes in his body, violently convulsing. His body is trying to wake it's self up, and he is between consious and dreaming. His heart, which has already gone through enough, is racing and really sperractic.
My aunt and uncle are driving across the country to get here by six tommorrow morning. My dad is sleeping in the hospital, my mom was in tears from seeing him like this. My dad was almost in tears. He has to go in for another operation on monday. My grandma is home alone worried.
please if you feel compelled pray.
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2004 9 November :: 11.27am
Hey.
I stayed home from school today.
Sorry.
I'm just emotionally and physically exhausted.
I needed a break.
So here I am. I can't go anywhere, even once school gets out.
I like this break though.
I love you all and I'll see you on the morrow.
P.S. Plus I'm happier than anything because right now I'm missing Physics Concepts. w00t!
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2004 8 November :: 9.48pm
Happy birthday for the bajillionth time, lover. I hope it was nice and you and Nick have a fun Halo 2 time.
Kyle found this. I don't know where or how.
I love you all.
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2004 8 November :: 3.45pm
What can two people have together if they can't even agree on what love is. Is it something perfect and beyond either person involved, or is it the slayed unicorn. Something we slaughter, rape, and prevert. If it is then I feel ashamed to say that i love anything or anyone. When I say I love you it means so much more than that. What can two people have together if they don't even agree on what it is that they feel for each other.
I'm tired of standing on the outside in the cold, while half of your life takes place somewhere else. Sorry if it is asking too much.
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