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2004 17 October :: 12.43am
I'm not into butt floss but, smurf, who doesn't want a thong like this?
That site is hilarious. Read all the things about Poke mon. Or the thing that drew me to the site: Aquapets.
Actually, read anything.
And check out the rest of that store. Those things are funny.
I love you all.
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2004 16 October :: 11.36pm
Here's where I launch into one of my rants
I had these as postscripts on my last entry but it's just so big and so ranty that I decided to put it here.
First: What's so wrong and horrible about being a liberal? Is it because they think differently than you? Is it because they're open-minded? Or, Heaven forbid, is it because they're not Republican? Or they're tolerant?
We're watching this movie about how the FOX News Channel is...well...you know. Horrible. FOX News-like. So horribly slanted and not "fair and balanced". They just did this thing about FOX News and this kid whose father was killed on 9/11. He was on FOX News and this...asswipe...was just....
It pisses me off so much.
The kid was trying to say how he didn't think it was right that we went into Afghanistan. And the news guy jumped down his throat! He was all "BUT THEY KILLED YOUR FATHER!" And the kid was all "No, they didn't. Some radicals did. Afghanistan didn't. The people didn't. The innocent civilians didn't. The people of Afghanistan didn't." And the guy was all "THEY DID TOO!! WHAT WOULD YOUR MOM THINK ABOUT THIS!? I HOPE SHE'S NOT WATCHING! WHAT WOULD YOUR DAD THINK!? YOU'RE ANTI-AMERICAN FOR THINKING THIS AND I'M A JACKASS!" He ended up kicking the kid out of the news station. He called security on the kid.
They ran a follow-up the day after dissing the kid and another one six months later saying the kid said Bush killed his dad and he was anti-American and un-patriotic and blah blah. They ruined this kid's reputation. That's slander! It pisses me off. I already hated FOX News but this just makes me hate it more, like I want to stab people more.
The kid's name is Jeremy Glick. I love him.
Ug. I think I'm going to throw up now. This crap makes me sick.
Don't watch FOX News, it will kill your dog. I hope you're not watching it. I hope you haven't been watching it.
FOX News: Your voice of evil.
I hate this grouping of people. You can't be all one thing and none of the other. People aren't black and white.
I love you all.
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2004 16 October :: 10.54pm
[edit midnight:01]
Ran Spybot and Ad-Aware then restarted the computer. It's working now.
MSN messenger isn't working on the computer upstairs.
I'm going to try to clean it out tonight and find out why. Run Spybot, Ad-Aware, delete temporary internet files, etc.
I tried re-installing it but it's still not working.
Eh. Doesn't matter really. The laptop (I'm on it now) has the ink handwriting thing working on it so it's okay for now.
I love you all.
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2004 16 October :: 4.06pm
I didn't get to say goodbye
I really wish I got to say goodbye
I love you all.
P.S. Babies!
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2004 15 October :: 12.26pm
So my "grounding" means I can't go anywhere until I'm "back on track" with my Japanese homework. This weekend I'm going to make it all up/do it all and next week I'll be able to do stuff.
Ben gave me a ride home and hung out for a while. Nick came over too and we all just sat around like we always do when we hang out. They just left for eDEN.
I'm really going to be bored next week. Ben leaves on Sunday for somewhere so I won't have anyone calling me up randomly when they're bored or anyone to call up when I'm bored. And I won't have anyone to hang out with. I guess I'll have to hang out with my other friends. Hee.
I haven't felt well at all today. It's the kind of anxiety not feeling well. I hate it. I think that's the worst.
Anyway. Nick seems to think he might be called in earlier for his surgery. We'll see.
I love you all.
P.S. Mr. Hess, my math teacher (the one with the king and queen of algebra), said that he was going to buy me a black crown to complement my black outfits. I've been Queen of Algebra for all three of our tests. Do I wear black that often?
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2004 15 October :: 6.21am
So yesterday Nick went to the doctor.
They're going to take the plate out of his leg and put a rod down through his bone.
His surgery is on December 15th but they could call him in anytime before that.
His grandfather is on his last round of chemotherapy. His mom might have to have a hysterectomy. His eighteenth birthday was yesterday. He has a cat living in his garage.
Janina leaves tomorrow. I can't go with Katie to eDEN tonight because I'm "grounded".
I'm tired and I don't want to go to school.
Some other people have things going on in their lives that I've been through but I don't know how to help.
And I'm generally worried about everyone.
I love you all.
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2004 14 October :: 11.02pm
:: Mood: tired
Happy birthday, Nick.
Yeah, it's late in the day and I said it a thousand times but happy 18 anyway.
So a lot of stuff is happening.
Not to me necessarily, but to everyone around me.
And right now, I don't feel like going over it all.
I just want you to know that shit is happening, yo.
I love you all.
P.S. They finally shipped the stupid thing. Those jerks. Estimated Delivery Date: 10/19/04. They're in Texas. That's maybe six states away. If it's not here on Saturday, I'm going to kill someone.
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2004 12 October :: 9.01pm
:: Mood: meh
Nick's present is not going to get here by Thursday unless there's some miracle. By miracle, I mean that it ships late tonight and gets here tomorrow.
He came over today. So I gave him half of his presents. Which means one. So it was a semi-anniversary/early birthday/late birthday present.
It was the present I was going to give him last year but then we broke up and it seemed inappropriate.
My parents are harping on me to get a "real job" since my "fake job" ended last week and I won't have anything until January.
My mom went as far as to say that she is "sick of supporting me".
Great. Thanks a bunch, I love you too.
So tomorrow probably, I'm going to walk over to Blockbuster and apply. Then I'll try to go job cruising this weekend and maybe get some driving experience.
Or I'll try to hoodwink people who currently have jobs into maybe getting me a job.
Oh and I feel oh so guilty that I'm filling out an online Blockbuster application right now and I'm going to go in tomorrow too.
Maybe.
It's so dumb.
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2004 12 October :: 3.47pm
I didn't feel like going to bed last night so I didn't.
I read The Lone Ranger and Tonto Fistfight in Heaven for a while.
I wasn't tired and it was 1 amish so I went online and talked with Ben for a bit.
I went back to bed and came back online at around 1:40.
I went back to bed because Ben wanted to go to bed and I had no one to talk to.
I ended up falling asleep around 2:30 or 3.
And I woke up with three or three and a half hours of sleep.
I wasn't tired at all. I was actually more awake than I have been for a long time.
And I'm still pretty awake.
Today in Physics, fourth hour, we went outside. It was cold. I was cold earlier this morning and Ben gave me his jacket thing so I was slightly less cold.
Blah blah
Today my brother and sister didn't have school. Tomorrow, Thursday and Friday, we have half days.
Today is four months for me and Nick.
It's cold outside. It smells like Fall. I love that smell.
My family is going apple picking tomorrow I think. Hopefully.
I'm cold.
Janina leaves on Saturday. I might cry.
I hope I get my moneys soon so I can get Ben his birthday present ASAP. Whatever that will be.
I have to write six pages for AP Lit by Thursday. Again. Well, last time it was nine pages and I wrote it the night before and I was up until 2 in the morning.
Blah de blah.
I love you all.
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2004 11 October :: 9.16pm
I just realized I've been putting my accent the wrong way on my French name in French class.
For about a week.
Sometimes I'm such an idiot.
I love you all.
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2004 11 October :: 6.36pm
Oh, yeah. I forgot.
Happy Canuck Thanksgiving!
Today was Take Your Teddy Bear to Work Day. I feel upset that I missed it.
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2004 11 October :: 4.19pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Heaven by Lamb
The Lone Ranger and Tonto Fistfight in Heaven
There are things you should learn. Your past is a skeleton walking one step behind you, and your future is a skeleton walking one step in front of you. Maybe you don't wear a watch, but your skeletons do, and they always know what time it is. Now, these skeletons are made of memories, dreams, and voices. And they can trap you in the in-between, between touching and becoming. But they're not necessarily evil, unless you let them be.
What you have to do is keep moving, keep walking, in step with your skeletons. They ain't ever going to leave you, so you don't have to worry about that. Your past ain't going to fall behind, and your future won't get too far ahead. Sometimes, though, your skeletons will talk to you, tell you to sit down and take a rest, breathe a little. Maybe they'll make you promises, tell you all the things you want to hear.
Sometimes your skeletons will dress up as beautiful Indian women and ask you to slow dance. Sometimes your skeletons will dress up as your best friend and offer you a drink, one more for the road. Sometimes your skeletons will look exactly like your parents and offer you gifts.
But, no matter what they do, keep walking, keep moving. And don't wear a watch. Hell, Indians never need to wear a watch because your skeletons will always remind you about the time. See, it is always now. That's what Indian time is. The past, the future, all of it is wrapped up in the now. That's how it is. We are all trapped in the now.
This is a darn good book. 10 billion times better than the movie.
I love you all.
P.S. New layout. Not much of a change. Icon with lyrics from Lamb. Comment text from Small by Lamb. Title from What Is by Lamb. Text on the status bar is (for now) non-existent. The background is actually a picture I took of my (now dead) flowers that Nick brought me. Without the flash, it made them look red instead of pink. I'm in a Lamb mood.
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2004 11 October :: 6.10am
Nick goes in for his CAT scan today.
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2004 10 October :: 10.50pm
I just made a thank you card for Ben.
It's the best card ever.
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