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2004 3 October :: 12.26am
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Yellow Submarine
So we went to see The Forgotten.
And I agree with Kelly. They ran out of something at the end and I think it was enthusiasm.
I was tired. Then I got inside and warmed up. Now I'm awake.
And I have nothing to do.
I love you all.
[edit] Boredom produces new layout! Story at 1:10 AM! Comment lyrics from I'm Happy by Socialburn. Lyrics on the status bar are the same until I change them when I'm not lazy. Background picture from ED, ask me if you care. Icon of a picture I took today of the flowers Nick brought me. Slightly modified. Words on the icon are from my head. Title also from my head.
[edit edit] I can't comment on some people's friends only entries so don't kill me.
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2004 2 October :: 2.37pm
:: Mood: meh
:: Music: This Night Has Opened My Eyes by The Smiths
Crazy Japanese invention of the day
The "Boyfriend Arm Pillow".
Check it out, yo.
What are the Japanese on that makes them crap out these stupid ideas that actually work?
It's made by Kameo which looks like a bedding company. They make kotatsu thingies and pillows and sheets and stuff. Then again, they've got curtains and rugs too. So I don't know.
They're geniuses.
Cutest pillows ever
I love you all.
[edit] They must be geniuses because I cannot for the life of me see how to order their crap.
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2004 1 October :: 8.40pm
Just got home from babysitting.
Didn't take nearly as long as I thought it would.
And it wasn't so bad either.
+ $20
Another step closer to 18th birthday presents for everyone.
I love you all.
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2004 1 October :: 6.19am
It's the weekend! Almost!
Last night I had to work. We did deodorant and it smelled so bad....
But we finished what was supposed to take 12 hours in 3.
And I got to smell that Axe stuff. It smells delicious.
Tonight I'm babysitting the nice cute kids next door that love me from 5 to 9ish.
This whole actually doing something and getting money thing is freaking me out.
I'm trying not to lie as much. I feel really bad because yesterday I lied three times about the same thing to three different people.
I love you all.
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2004 29 September :: 10.35pm
Okay lately I haven't put much relationship stuff on here because, really, I don't want you all to trudge through my mushy/crappy crap.
But here me out on this one. It's mushy, it's gooey, it's disgusting but I just have to shout it to the world.
Don't read it if you don't want to.
[silly]
I was on the phone with Ben and we were both watching TV and half talking about what we were watching and something else probably but I don't know.
The doorbell rang. It was 9:30ish.
It was Nick. I didn't think he'd get out until 10 tonight.
Still on the phone with Ben, I went to the door and said hello.
Nick told me to pick a hand, left or right.
Indecisive as always I told Ben to pick one.
Left.
Nick pulls out some huge chunk of chocolate I was drooling over the other week.
Then he pulls his right hand out from behind his back.
Flowers. Beautiful, fantastic, pink, deliciously scented flowers.
I just melted.
I told Ben I had to go and threw the phone inside.
No one has ever done anything so spontaneously kind and sweet to me. No one has ever given me flowers. Chocolate, sure. One flower, sure.
But showing up at my house, surprising me with lovely flowers and nummy chocolate...
No one has ever done anything like that for me before.
Nick is incredibly fantastic and way too nice to me sometimes all the time.
I think he's a keeper.
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I love you all.
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2004 29 September :: 4.24pm
If you call me and I don't call you back, I'm sorry.
My siblings can't deliver messages. Well my brother can't. So if I'm not home, ask for my sister and ask her if she can tell me to call you back.
I work tomorrow at 8. I also have to do my Japanese presentation tomorrow. I'm thinking of going to French club too.
I'm thinking we should have a Star Wars marathon when Janina comes back so she can see Star Wars.
blah de blah.
I love you all.
P.S. Sorry I was out of it today.
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2004 28 September :: 11.49pm
I just got home from work.
I'm too tired to do my paper for Japanese class so I'll end up trying to finish it tomorrow morning, bursting into tears and handing it in late on Thursday.
I had tons of time to do it, the fault is my own.
I'm covered in dust and dirt. Every inch of me aches.
Blah.
Worked for four hours tonight. 40 bucks. Rock hard.
I love you all.
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2004 28 September :: 5.51pm
:: Music: Je suis malade by Serge Lama
Hey now, the straw dog's out in the street
I'm "writing my Japanese paper". 10 billion points for procrastination, yo! I have about an hour and 45 minutes to write it, I'll be okay.
I work at 8 but Mom wants to go in early (7:30ish) so we can actually get some stuff done this time.
I'm getting paid an absurd amount of money. 10 bucks an hour. And I work five more times before they're all done for the year.
Rock hard, yo.
The Physics classes go to Cedar Point each year. This year we're going on May 19th. That's our (the senior's) last day of high school . Cedar Point Away from school is the place I want to spend my last day. Mr. Nelligan said we leave at 5 in the morning and we get back around midnight.
It's like eighth grade all over again.
Except this time I'm going to go on more than one roller coaster (it was my first roller coaster ride back then) and I won't get dehydrated and throw up the next day.
It rocks because Kelly's in my Physics Concepts class and Ben's in regular Physics so they'll both be going too.
Rock smurfing hard.
So anyway, I guess I'll go do this paper so I'm not up until the crack of dawn.
I love you all.
P.S. Benjamin Arthur is going to a Maya Angelou reading today. I wanted to go but I have to work so I can't. SOB CRY HARD YO!
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2004 28 September :: 6.05am
Random
I've got a babysitting job on Friday. 5-9.
I work tonight from 8 until whenever.
I work Thursday at sometime until some other time.
I'm going over to Shayna's after school to practice for our Japanese presentations tomorrow and Thursday.
I have a Japanese paper to write either 5th hour today or tonight between Shayna's and work. Or after and be up until the crack of dawn.
Nick works today, Wednesday and Friday. He dropped by yesterday. Hopefully we'll get to hang out on Saturday.
I still have to choose what I'm going to wear for our stupid fashion show. I'd rather not.
I have a math test tomorrow.
I have a page to write before school starts.
I have a few things to calculate before fourth hour.
I'm trying not to procrastinate but the more I try not to, the more I actually do.
I'm now going to go get ready for school and pick out clothes to wear for our Japanese thing.
I love you all.
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2004 27 September :: 7.08pm
I made Nick's journal transparent. Even on Mozilla.
I rock hard, yo.
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2004 27 September :: 5.28pm
:: Music: Show Must Go On by Queen
Does anybody know what we are living for?
And we all lose our charms in the end.
New semi-layout.
Title: pourquoi pas - why not
Comments: So for once in my life, let me get what I want | Lord knows, it would be the first time
Background picture: melancholy, baby.
Theme: sarcastic depression, I'm actually pretty okay.
Icon: right now? Nothing. There will be one when something inspires me. Remember the story about the cat? All that text is his story. I tried to make it look like a newspaper story or something.
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2004 25 September :: 7.41pm
An update of epic proportions
I never update anymore.
Ben got a new car. I named it Julio Hernandez because Julio, according to him, wasn't cool enough for such a kick butt POS.
Ben and I were supposed to do Race for the Cure today but we got lost. Well, we knew where we were, we just didn't know how to get to the mall.
So at 9, we finally ended up where we knew we were but it was far too late to drive 40 minutes to be late, not run and get free food.
We went and woke up Katie at 10:15. I pounced on her bed. She miaowed. It was great.
For a long while, we sat around not doing anything. I played with Ben's hair and gave him a lazy back massage. Katie gave him a non-lazy back massage and we both just laid around Ben.
Ben and I headed back to his house since Katie needed to get up and do chores since her German buddy Janina came today.
Ben's mommy (who I lurve to death) made Ben and I PB&J samiches and Ben and I went to see Without a Paddle because we were up and about anyway.
That is an odd movie. I liked the mountain man. Dr. Hobo-esque.
Ben and I headed back to his house, played on his computer and watched I Love the 90's before he had to go to work and took me home.
I ate brownies that Hannah and Buddy made, ate dinner and just got done watching Smoke Signals so Ashley and Kelly don't kill me on Monday. That's a good movie. I hope the book is half as good.
I have to write 9 (handwritten) pages on any book or whatever for AP Lit by Monday. I have a paper for Japanese due Wednesday. I have some Physics Concepts crap due Monday but I forgot my Physics book so I'll have to do that on Monday morning. Shayna and I are going to try to get together tomorrow to practice our stupid Japanese crap. Our presentations are stupid fashion shows like we did in French 1. I dress up on Wednesday and Shayna describes what I wear. Shayna dresses up on Thursday and I describe what she wears.
Blah blah blah.
I don't update much anymore and I'd apologize but it's not important and I don't care. I don't comment much either but it's not important and you shouldn't care.
You know I love you, you know I care about you.
Amanda broke her ankle. It makes me sad. I don't see her much. I wonder if she can drive...
Nick's working until 10, Ben's working until 9:30/10, Janina (which is a beautiful name) is here so Katie and her family are probably all busy fussing over her.
She comes to school on Monday. Rock hard.
I'm going to go to the Homecoming football game probably. Not the dance unless Janina wants to go maybe.
Blah blah.
I love you all.
How do we forgive our fathers?
Maybe in a dream.
Do we forgive our fathers for leaving us too often or forever when we were little?
Maybe for scaring us with unexpected rage or making us nervous because there never seemed to be any rage there at all.
Do we forgive our fathers for marrying, or not marrying our mothers, for divorcing, or not divorcing our mothers?
And shall we forgive them for their excesses of warmth or coldness?
Shall we forgive them for pushing or leaning, for shutting doors, for speaking through walls or never speaking, or never being silent?
Do we forgive our fathers in our age or in theirs?
Or in their deaths?
Saying it to them, or not saying it?
If we forgive our fathers what is left?
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2004 24 September :: 7.43pm
Morrissey is dreamy in the "he's old enough to be my dad and is almost as old as my mom" dreamy way.
Plus he's of an undefined sexual uh attraction.
And he's Morrissey.
He's dreamy.
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2004 23 September :: 6.20am
:: Mood: content
:: Music: The Piano Has Been Drinking by Tom Waits
A perfect song to describe my mood right now
Read more..
I love you all.
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