I don't know. It was good until I started typing...
I'm a cynic. I'm an optimist. I'm a hopeless romantic. I'm a pessimist. I'm open-minded. I'm hopeful. I'm dreary. I'm sad. I'm happy.

Of all the falling in and out love. Of all the breaking up and making up. Of all the kisses and the hugs. Of all the dreams made and hopes crushed. Of all the promises spoken and hearts broken.

It doesn't really matter.

You'll go back and forth.

I hate love.

I love love.

I hate you.

I love you.

And it's all worth one single moment of happiness.

You may not think it now as you cry in bed.

You may not think it now as your teddy bear seems your only friend.

But in the end, when it all comes down to it, it's worth it.

You need to have your heart broken.

You need to love and hate.

You need to be the one to end it.

You need to have it ended.

I'm sorry.

But it's all to help you. It's all to build you up until that final one.

The one.

It's all to help you learn. It's all to help you know people. It's all to help you know yourself.

It's to help you learn how people think. It's to help you learn how you think.

It's to help you learn what you want.

It's to help you learn what you need.

But you need more than one try.

You need more than one tear.

You need more than one heartbreak.

You need more than one day.

And you'll need more than one lesson.

I'm sorry that it's hard. I'm sorry that it hurts.

But it's all to help you.

It's never futile. It's never a race while standing still.

You'll never learn all there is in one shot.

And it's not going to be easy.

You're going to make and break a thousand promises.

You're going to meet and leave a thousand people.

You're going to learn and love a thousand things.

You're going to cry and die a thousand times.

You're going to end up right where you belong.

But not without trying.

Nothing comes easy.

Would you want a horrible relationship that you just had to blink an eye for?

Or would you want something that was painstakingly perfected through trying and failing and crying and dying and heartbreak and loss only to end up better than anything?

I don't know. I don't even remember my point anymore. Or if I even had one.

This all sounded fantastic in my head but once I put it down....

Blah. I don't know.

I guess what I'm saying is: don't give up. It's not the end of the world, it's the beginning. It's another step up the ladder.

I'm sorry. It hurts. I know. But you can't just stop. You can't just give up.

You'll never get there standing still.

You'll never be happy if you keep crying.

You'll never start walking if you don't stand up.

And you'll never find the perfect person just for you if you don't step out the door and try.

They're not going to fall into your lap. They're not going to fall from the sky.

And they're not coming right away.

There are over six billion people in the world and one of them is just for you. They aren't all going to come knocking on your door.

And the first one you meet isn't going to be the last.

Don't give up.

You need to try.

I love you all.

J'ai versé une larme dans l'océan, dès qu'elle sera trouvée, je cesserai de t'aimer.

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