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2004 30 August :: 8.42pm
And in case you were wondering, you are everything to me.
I changed my layout.
The picture is from Exploding Dog. It's called but you loved me yesterday!
The title of my journal (But the bars and cars/Won't stop the stars/That shine where I'm going) comes from the song Smile by Jeremy Lister.
The comment links, both of them, come from the song Half of Me is Gone by Jeremy Lister.
I've been wanting to use this ED picture for a long while and I was just in the mood to use it.
Layout will change eventually. Sooner rather than later.
The icon will change as soon as I can make a new one.
I love you all.
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2004 30 August :: 4.08pm
It's time for the annual: SUMMARY OF THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL
WOO! So school started out awesome. I got to the spot where we all hang in the morning and Ashley was there. RAWK. All through before school started, I was hugging everyone and shouting hellos to everyone every five seconds.
So we all go to homeroom first thing. We watch some stupid rule video and get our schedules. I got my schedule, gave it a once over to make sure I had the same classes and I noticed that my Conceptual Physics teacher changed.
I was extremely happy to see that good old Mr. Nelligan was my Physics teacher! Mr. Nelligan was one of the two reasons I'm taking physics. The second reason being that the classes go to Cedar Point.
Anyway, the lowdown on my day and impressions furthermore:
First hour, French 4. This class is going to rock. It's mixed, fourth and third years since we only have 11 fourth years and you need 20 to make a class. There are five fourth years. Mrs. Dudka is back too after having her baby and us having five thousand different teachers. I missed her. Plus, Kelly's in that class! WOO! KELLY!
Second hour, Contemporary Literature. I am serious contemplating switching out of this class. The first book we're reading a John Grishom novel. Total bore. I might switch into AP Lit. I'll have to ask Kelly how it is.
Third hour, Introduction to Algebra 2. Mr. Hess sounds awesome. If you do bad on a test and show him the corrections to it, he'll let you retake it and keep the highest grade. Hopefully I might be able to understand algebra. I'm good at geometry, bad at algebra. Really really bad. I have homework.
Fourth hour, Conceptual Physics. Mr. Nelligan! Rhymes with pelican! This class will be fun. I love physics.
Fifth hour, Japanese 2. This class might be almost hard. It's second, third and fourth years all together. There's this David kid who was born in Japan, went to Forest Hills and (according to Wessely-sensei) speaks fluent Japanese. He's a freshmore. I don't know but the class sounds hard.
Sixth hour, General Psychology. This class will be easy as pie. The teacher seems nice. Ashley's in that class!
73h end! This year will hopefully be fun and easy. So far, so good.
Nick works today and Saturday instead of Thursday and Friday. The schedule got switched around or something.
I think that's it.
I love you all.
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2004 29 August :: 7.18pm
I be fat! WOO!
You know those blue jeans I have with the flowers down the side? They're a size 3. They use to fall down all the time but they actually fit now. JOY! I gained weight! I filled in my pants!
I was folding laundry today and Nick called. He was school shopping (even though he's got a week to go...curses) and invited me along.
We went to Meijer's. It was fun. I saw Amanda there. YAY! AMANDA!
And almost everyone Nick knows in the entire world.
I saw some kid from anime club and lots of Rockford people I know, but they don't know me.
Anyway, today has just be a lazy last hurrah. I've done a load of laundry, hung up two baskets full of clothes and I'm waiting for Hannah's stuff to be done so I can wash another basket or two.
It's fun, laundry is. It's a great cure for boredom. I do a load of laundry and while it's finishing up, go eat or go online. Once it's done, I blast music in my room and hang up the clothes.
Do you know that I have more than two pairs of pants? It's amazing!
Anyway. School starts on the morrow and I almost can't wait. Then again, I almost don't want to go. Either way, I'll be in love with it by tomorrow afternoon.
Well, I'll be in love with every class but math. Ugh.
I love you all and I hope your day is going great.
No heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you touch her
And you feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice
Live by every word
Love's completely real
So forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now
P.S. The Spill Canvas smurfing ROCKS.
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2004 29 August :: 1.22pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Aisle 10 from JSRF
Thanks to Phil, I gots me a gmail account! I heart you, Phil.
It's funny listening to songs for the first time on our surround sound thingy.
Like the songs I downloaded on the computer downstairs. I brought them upstairs and there are parts of songs I've never heard before.
It's like burning a CD with lots of l33t subwoofer bass action and playing on my stereo in my room. There's something missing then but now, something has been added.
I'm doing more laundry today. I smurfing love doing laundry.
I love you all.
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2004 29 August :: 8.55am
:: Mood: blah
I have a bad feeling.
And it's tearing me apart.
I'm sorry, Nick. Maybe people are right. Maybe all I am is a heartbreaker.
But I don't care what they say. I love you. I love you and nothing will ever change that.
I'm sorry I didn't tell you what was up last night. It's long and stupidly complicated. I didn't want you to not have fun or keep Ben waiting.
I'll tell you as soon as I can.
I love you. Everybody.
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2004 29 August :: 12.54am
Why? I can see it in your eyes. I know...
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2004 28 August :: 11.35pm
TOMORROW...
Is our last day of freedom.
I love you all.
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2004 28 August :: 11.06am
I wish it was winter.
Or at least fall.
If it's going to be gray, it should rain.
I can't wait for snow.
Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
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2004 28 August :: 12.57am
It's a good year for a murder. She's praying to Jesus, she's pulling the trigger. There's no tears cuz he's not here.
It's me and the moon. And it's so beautiful.
I am a butterfly, you wouldn't let me die.
I've realized that I haven't really written about my life in here.
Everything is pretty okay.
Life is pretty awesome. Sure there have been some roadblocks, detours and speed bumps but I always get right back on the road again.
Today was a very nice day. I took a shower and found out that I really stunk so I apologize to anyone I've seen in the past couple of days. Because I smelled bad.
I learned how to do laundry. It's fun. I'm going to be the best wife ever. I like doing dishes and I like doing laundry. Once I learn how to cook, I'll be awesome. I'll be the perfect wife.
Now all I need is a husband.
Nick stopped by after work. It was 10:15ish. I was trying to explain to Hannah ilovebees.com but I heard a car that sounded a lot like Nick's and stopped midsentence.
Yay! Nick!
Nick's sister wrote a big long entry to me about how I should stay out of her life blah blah blah and I just saw it. Ha. I haven't even bothered to look at her journal since she got all explosive at me. I probably won't read it anymore after this entry. It's sort of stupid. And very teenager. This whole argument has been stupid.
Most arguments are.
Sigh. I'm tired. I'm going to go to bed in a bit. Tomorrow I wake up at 7.
Katie's father has some rafting thing with his work people and she invited me along. They'll pick me up at 11, I guess. I'll be back sometime in the evening. So yeah, I'll be gone all day.
Which blows because Nick has tomorrow off and minus Sunday, that's the only day I can hang out with him before... doomsday.
I'm tired. This was pointless.
I love you all.
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2004 27 August :: 5.43pm
I keep forgetting to say this.
A month or so ago, I was over at Ben's hanging out with Ben and Nick. Nick said I looked like I had gained weight. (Awesome boyfriend, ne?) So I asked Ben if he had a scale and weighed myself.
I weigh 106 pounds. Smurf yeah!
I was wearing jeans and that added something but still.
I weigh more than 100!! w00t!
I love you all.
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2004 27 August :: 1.08pm
:: Music: Through the Years and Far Away from Hoshi no Koe
And I didn't get to say goodbye... I really wish I got to say goodbye...
Jackie's gone.
And so the beginning of the end begins. Or the end of the beginning. I don't know what it is.
But Jackie's gone and we won't see her for a while.
Sigh sob cry.
I miss her already.
I never got to say goodbye.
I love you all.
If I could fly across this night, faster than the speed of light. I would spread these wings of mine. Through the years and far away...
P.S. I made this for Kyle yesterday.
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2004 26 August :: 7.04pm
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I just had the most heavenly tuna melt ever.
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2004 26 August :: 2.09pm
Confession
I am a hopeless romantic.
zomg!!1!!1one!11 Please tell me that's a joke. I don't want to live in this world if it's fo' real.
WARNING: I'M GOING TO USE THE WORD "SMURF" MULTIPLE TIMES IN THE NEXT PARAGRAPH
eDEN has smurfing METAL SMURFING DDR PADS!!! Smurfing RAWK! Smurf yeah! Who wants to go to eDEN?
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2004 26 August :: 11.09am
All you need is love
So.
Tired.
Went to bed at midnight/one.
Woke up at 9.
Tomorrow I wake up at 8.
Saturday: 7.
Sunday: 6.
Monday, school: 6.
Ug.
I don't want school to start.
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2004 25 August :: 11.47pm
The Red Baron conked out today.
Stalled really.
Nick's thinking that it's the emergency gas shut off thingy.
Nothing big, I think.
No. Nothing big. It's just a car.
Worse things could happen than a car stalling. Worse things could happen.
It'll be alright.
I love you all.
P.S. My mommy threw out my brownies. She said they were too old. I just ate one earlier today. And one yesterday.
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