Jewels from Jules

Jewels from Jules

:: 2004 13 May :: 11.17pm

ah, reminescing..
How are things going for you?

all is normal up here.
and HOT.

just as a by the way - - check out the "interests" section of our profile again hehehe
We were sitting at the dinner table (Renee is home from school) and Dan and Amber were over, and I was going crazy and complaining because my eyes were itching soooo much (blah allergies) and i was like, i'm going to take my eyeballs out of my head!
and then Renee went off and said something (check the interests) and i just started laughing :)

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amajules

:: 2004 7 May :: 9.08pm
:: Mood: disappointed

~*oh soooooo busy!!!!! well lemme just give you a jist of what's up....i had a chorus competition this morn and we competed in classical and show...our show sucked...we prolly didn't even place, and i'll let you know later if we did...we find out tomorrow
mom and dad went up there this past weekend (fri-tues) for john raths wedding...they came back and told me all about cheryl and davi and brian...jules...i started crying b/c i remembered how close brian and i were and i miss him...weird huh...so i asked dad to call john after his honeymoon to get the house # so i can call brian up later...i can't beleive i miss him....weird....
anyways...i graduate in 3 weeks! i'm sooo excited.
um....that's pretty much it...mr. mcbroom has just been running us like crazy that's all. i miss you tho and i find myself thinking of you often. i love you. ttyl*~
love always,
-amanda-

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amajules

:: 2004 26 April :: 9.28am

Amanda!
hey how have you been?
goodness prom was this past Friday and it went by so quickly!
but yea, ditto to your last comment about not having time for ANYTHING... goodness, somehow it's all manageable though..
anyway prom was gorgeous,
everything turned out really really well..
i'll have to see if i can post a few pictures onto here to show you..
renee had come down especially for me! :) sigh, that added specialty to the evening..
and Amanda haha you would've been proud of me, i danced the ENTIRE night without a second thought. :)
slept over a friends house friday into saturday, went to my brother's baseball game straight from there, and then right from there we went down to New Jersey to celebrate my bday which is next week..
i was kinda upset bc it was the day after prom and i didn't get to hang out with my friends... but i ended up having an extremely fun time anyway at my grandparents' house and hanging out with my cousins..
lots of laughing :)
anyway i was going to go on and write about my actual prom day and getting ready, but i have to be going,
let me know how everything is, i feel like it's been an extremely long time since we've really talked! we'll have to have a heart to heart sometime soon 0:)

well i will talk to you soon Manda
thanks for commenting on my journal i love it and i responded back :)
~mwah~
- Jules

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amajules

:: 2004 17 April :: 1.10pm

busy, busy, busy
~*sorry i've taken so long to write. i didn't get home till 2 last night. Josh and Sara are in Aruba and wev'e been redecorating the house. ummm....i'll look at the pic as soon as i'm done here. prom is fun.....lol my spring break was ok...didn't do much spent time to catch up w/ randy...wev'e talked maybe a hour total this week..we're both so busy.um pray for tues the 20th. our chorus has competition that day. and also on May 7th we do...and we know our dances just not the "proper" notes and lyrics to it...anyways. i have to run but i love you and miss you...and i hate how there's no time...FOR ANYTHING!!!AHHHHHH lol
luv you bunches,
-amanda-

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amajules

:: 2004 15 April :: 7.05pm

hehe forgot to quickly mention
me and my fam were watchin home family videos
guess what dance i got to watch again lol
the shackles one :)

love ya dearest
mwah
Jules

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amajules

:: 2004 5 April :: 11.09am
:: Mood: busy

breathe
~i've been sooooooo unbablievably busy these past weeks, prom was this saturday, it was so wonderful ~*ohhhh my goodness. i can't even say how much FUN prom was. i left school, my mom suprised me by telling me that her and my dad had made reservations for Cheasnut Hill @ 6pm for Randy and i. My gift from them and my brother, they gave us $100 to spend that night. very nice. they also loaned us the explorer, which was also sweet...if you saw Randy's car u'd appreciate it too. we got to prom @ 8:45pm. considering it started @ 8:00pm. i got sooooo many comments on how i looked, and Randy was pimpin' it w/ a black silk shirt. didn't have a collar, it was that priest/chinese lookin' thing. it was soooo much fun, we hooked up w/ all our friends and just danced and danced and danced...we took a lot of fun pictures too. we came home, changed out of prom clothes, and then talked for awhile. general stuff. how'd you like it, favorite parts, dissapiontments, etc. he left and headed home. we got to the house @ like 1:30am so when he got home it was 2:15am. i don't go to sleep until enough time passes that he's home. don't ask why i do it, i just do. i went to bed @ 2:22am, making a wish.

God, i love that boy, i would just die if i ever lost him. i hope (and can't wait) to spend the rest of my life w/ him. He's the most amazing man i've ever met. He's soooo perfect, "he's the only one for me".*~

and then this week is spring break so i'll be lucky if i'm even home.
anyways, i haven't written in awhile so thought i'd drop you a line baby.
oh, no you don't sound crazy, just confused, once again Julie, the only thing i have to say to you about that, that could possibly sum up allll of what i have to say...is, "why do you care sooo much what people think of you. as long as you're doing things that are good and right, then God is pleased w/ you and the person you are. Isn't that the only thing that should matter? " i love you babe. ttys. w/b and sorry it took me so long to get back to you.*~
love always,
-amanda-

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amajules

:: 2004 12 March :: 9.59am

make-ups (and hopefully) make-ups
~hey i like don't have any time to write anymore, so once again, i'll just paste what i already wrote in my other journal....sorry bout the cursing and the thing about adriane and lauren at the end doesn't apply to ya! luv you

~*so me and Randy talked toady @ practice. he gave me a clawduh (sp?) ring on our 5 month anniversary and when we broke up, i turned it out to show that i was single (but i put it back b/c i didn't want ppl to know) but anyways, today @ practice i turned it around, and after fighting for awhile, we "made-up" and he turned back around (to show i was taken) and he said we still need to talk out our stuff. like, just....stuff. and that's cool. my personal thought is that our relationship just needed to calm down a bit. as far as intensity goes, i mean we act like a married couple alllll the time. i mean ppl and friends call him my hubby, and just recently a friend of mine said, "You guys are already engaged right?" people were so shocked when they heard we broke up, that their reactioned was.....(eyes wide) "Oh My God? Why?"
or "What?! When? What happened?" either way...no one saw it coming. i guess cuz i like to keep our fights and our business, well, ours. everyone thinks we're this perfect couple, and they look up to it, i get grls w/ their man probs alll the time asking me for advice. Actually i told my friend Barbie (sorry Sarah, i know you hate her) and she was like " u guys'll get back together, don't worry, i know you guys will, you love him, and he loves you." then like the next day, Tiffany Payton came into class crying over her ex-boy, who whad a gf now...and she goes "god i hate it when grls cry over boys, that's sucha waste of time." and i laughed and was like "that's not what you said to me when i cried on your shoulder about randy yesterday." and she goes (in front od Tiffany none the less) "well, you guys are different, you really love each other." lol
anyways all to say. i love him, and i'm gunna make this work, and i won't get upset when he has to go to a band thing, and i'll try really hard. i mean REALLY hard. i never want to lose him again. i'm just glad he's back in my life. i just want us to be happy. and i want to make sure that he's the one by my side for prom, for graduation, for the rest of my life...in short. lol
i'm gunna go. thanx to everyone who's been there for me through all this...you know who you are....and if Lauren or Adriane think it's them...IT'S NOT!
peace*~
-getting better-
~*Amanda*~

NOTE-TO-SELF ~ i can't stand people, who are like, i'm your friend and i love you...but don't do JACK SHIT to help you out, or give you advice or let you borrow a shoulder....or in Sarah's case a leg, to cry on.....must remember that amanda, must remember that.

luv you Julie-grl
~*Amanda*~

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amajules

:: 2004 10 March :: 3.09pm
:: Mood: soothed...if only a little

i wrote on my other journal so read this and then i'll type a response to the one you sent me.

~*yeah just by some odd coincidence me and my bf of 1yr 1month and two days broke up Monday night. when we finally hung up the phone, i cried like convulsuvely...hard enough to make me throw up and to get a really bad headache. i didn't go to sleep that nite till like 3am.

i bet some of you are thinking he did it...and that we hate each other...not the case

let me tell you about him and me, Randy goes to college, graduated last yr. he's lived here all his life. he's a band geek, and i'm a chorus/drama freak. i moved down here bout 2 yrs ago from N.Y. and met Randy during the second semester of his last last yr my first yr. (first yr in the school which was my jr yr his snr yr.) we both auditioned for the school play "into the woods", and i loved his tenor voice. we hit it off and ever since then we've been inseparable. so i'm in my Snr yr here, and he's in his freshman yr in college for music education...a 5 yr course. that's cool and i love it, b/c i wanted to be a music teacher. (he wants to be a band teacher and me a chorus teacher specifically)

so the play we're doing this yr is joseph and the amazing technicolored dreamcoat and we don't have enough brothers so the director asked randy to do the play and he agreed, so i have to see him every day after school till 6.

my chorus teacher let us stay in the chorus room from 3:30 till 6 to talk things out, and we did.

this is the whole, "right people wrong time" thing
we are very much in love and will always be, it's not that we want to break up it's that we are always arguing about not spending enough time together b/c he's always going away to do some band thing. and i'm always going away to do some chorus thing. so we're broken up just b/c we need to stop being so....all over each other, and possessive...um...i guess, but just for awhile things have been weird between us, like we're ALWAYS fighting and i hate it, something's happened where a part our relationship died. so we're taking a break and it hurts, but we always decided to stay the best friends that we've always been, still hanging out on weekends, calling each other, every (other) night (now). just like ABSOLUTE BESTEST friends. so we're cool. and i still love him and he still loves me. i know it. and so does he.

but anyways, imma gunna go, we're about to leave the library....dude, i wrote all this in 15 minutes!!!!!!
l8r.*~
-Amanda-

hey grly, i knew u'd call that's why i said not to! yeah i do feel alone. i talked w/ Josh, Sara and Jeremy, till like 1 last nite. i baby-sat last nite, and then they came home and Jeremy came over for awhile and i had already told Sara and she told Josh on the way to the church...so he asked what all happened.
--so that's the explanation......but lemme go class is about to end and i have to go to the library....again
luv you
~*Amanda*~

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amajules

:: 2004 10 March :: 3.09pm
:: Mood: soothed...if only a little

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amajules

:: 2004 9 March :: 2.23pm
:: Mood: crushed

break ups
okay yeah so anyways. me and randy broke up....other words for my "mood" are... devastated, depressed, alone, confused, worried, and so forth onto any other synonyms.

we broke up last night and hung up the phone around 12am, where then i proceeded to cry so hard and soooo much that i made my stomach convulse to much tp the pt where i threw up, and gave myself a migrane. i also didn't stop crying till 3am where as i cried myself to sleep, just b/c i was exhausted. i woke up this morning amd the first thing i see is the dolhpin chimes on my ceiling that he gave me, i roll over and find myself staring right into the face of the plush Nemo he bought me from Disney world.....i turn over to the other side and our prom pic is right there.....and then i sat up in bed and just picked up where i left off when i went to sleep, yes, i cried somemore.....

food for thought.....where does snot come from.......?

Julie i miss him so much, i never Ever thought it would hurt this much, i never realized how much i love him....i want him back, and i can't help it, i miss him already....then today i'm gunna see him @ practice and i know he's gunna ask me for his class ring back....the whole ride to school i drove w/ my left elbow on the window w/ my ring finger in his ring around my neck. i've been saying "just breathe" to myself allllll day to keep me from really losing it.

after all this ur prolly screamin @ me to tell u why we broke up. it's simple;

right people, wrong time.

just really think about it.
w/ him in band all summer, we'll barely see each other. and all we do now is fight about not having enough time to hang out.
i just pray i haven't lost him for good, b/c if i did i will never forgive myself. i can't believe i even agreed to do this in the first place.
this is all my fault, if i had just let him do what he want in band and not given him sucha hard time about it we'd be fine. this is all my fault......i hate myself. i hate that i didn't trust him enough, i hate that i hurt him, i hate that i tried to be selfish........i hate that i lost the best thing in the world that will ever happen to me.
i'm gunna go, b/c the more i'm typing the more people are staring @ me and i'm in the rary.....look babe, please don't call, cuz i don't want to talk about it. just w/b. i love you....i need you and ur trusty shoulder more than ever now.
luv you
~*Amanda*~

P.S. I will always love him. always.

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amajules

:: 2004 5 March :: 2.47pm
:: Mood: aggravated

~*hey you. sorry i didn't ever call back. i fell asleep. i was feelin' crappy just my fun time has begun. well the problem w/ me and Randy is......well, i think it's just my problem.

i cried all today in chorus about it...i just don't know what to do.

Randy comes into practice on weds and is like yea so the pep band asked me to go to Virginia tomorrow to play for the boys basketball game. i don't want to but i told them i'd think about it, i have to talk to my mom.......and so forth.

sounds simple right?

today is his birthday. he didn't get home till 4 in the morning, then he tells me he might or might not sleep over in the Wheelwright building w/ some people cuz i don't want to drive home just to sleep for two hours, and drive back to the school. now that makes sense to me.

Julie i don't know why i feel or get all upset about things like this but i always feel like a bitchy lil wife.....just like a straight out asshole.

i'm so friggin worried i don't think he even understands. i'm starting to realize that if i marry this man.....he won't really be around. if he gone this much as a student and he's NOT doing everything....he's gunna be gone sooooo much more as a teacher when he does HAVE to do EVERYTHING.

i just get so scared that he'll cheat on me...that he'll turn into that husbands who cheats on me whenever he's gone b/c he ,"misses me". and o my god julie i want to be w/ him so badly...so badly do i want him to be the one. but here's my problem.

he's telling me to make a choice to stay w/ him and deal w/ it/accept it, or break-up...and if those aren't the choices he's giving me, then he needs to clarify them, but
if i break up w/ him i'll never know if it could of worked. if i don't, and stay w/ him, and we get married and all my worries turn out to be true...then all i did was drag out something that just wound up hurting me more, and prevented him from meeting "the one", and just in general dragged out something that should of never been........but, i want to try, it's just really hard to trust him w/ all those bitches. w/ all the grls there will be in the future. i don't think i will ever fully trust him till we're married....ultimate commitment. as for now, i will stay w/ him. i'm taking him out tommorrow for his b-day so pray that that goes well and we don't fight.

well lemme go please w/b asap. i really need some advice.

i love you and i used your shoulder today....trust me i needed it.
miss you*~
luv ya,
~*Amanda*~

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amajules

:: 2004 4 March :: 10.54pm
:: Mood: not bad

everything up here is reminding me of south carolina! crazy yo.
Amanda......

oh how i miss you!

and well, i hope everything with you and Randy is being worked out, truly... i'm sending my shoulder and a hug to you -

i love you much
always,
Jules

p.s. - this week, the weather got up to 50 degrees = perfect spring weather...
then these last two days we've been getting rain - but we're then expecting snow this weekend :(

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amajules

:: 2004 2 March :: 10.10pm

~~ah yes 2 seconds of spare time! i just read all ur stuff babe...which you have already told me about that night on the phone...i am now @ rehersals till 6pm home 'round 6:30...so long days ahead. on a good note our drama teach. Mr. Canady became desperate to find brothers b/c so so sooo many have just dropped out/not showed up to rehersals/been kicked out, that he asked Randy to be a brother...so he is my one light in this thing. ick...on the other hands my 2 friends are being dikes to me (not literally) they're just being mean and hateful and whispering and then when i ask what they say, it's always some dumb excuse...and it's always the same one....i miss my true friend......*sniff*
::i miss you::
*re-sniff*
anyways lemme go...i need to bathe. i stink. lol! oh btw (<--by the way) weather is up to 75 today maybe 80 tomorrow!!!!! i'm wearing a skirt to school tomorrow....and yes it came from the o-so-fabulous and trendy.............Wal*Mart!
love you much....could really use my friend.
~*Amanda*~

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amajules

:: 2004 13 February :: 11.47pm

i felt like doing a bunch of these...
You are the silver moonlight. You have a deep soul.
Many people call you mysterious but they just
don't know you. You are often alone but shine
hope on every one else. People look up to you
and call to you for advice. You have been
betrayed but you have forgaven them. Your faith
in life has made you an inspiration to us all.
You are intelligent, quiet, beautiful, and
kind. You will become very sucessful. Your
dream career could maybe deal with the joy of
music. Keep up the spirit and let your mind
drift to the shining hope of the silver moon.

What shade of moonlight are you? (Boys or Girls)
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<3 Julie

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amajules

:: 2004 11 February :: 11.16am

i had to go home ealry yesterday sara came and picked me up just b4 my last block, i threw up in the nurses office, on the way home (right out of the Expedition window) and at sara's house....ugh. i had my period cramps SOOOO bad. it kinda scared me b/c i never get them to the point that i throw up...that much @ least. anyways....
i'm still laughing about that fat kid on the stairs that i hit...lol
i'm supposed to be doing a lab right now...marine bio. this is the first yr. that valentines won't suck...oh...sorry lol. j/k babe. actually it sorta, but won't "suck"
Randy has to play @ a pep game that they university scheduled for some unknown reason...he has to be there @ 5. so it's like bring a date, pep game, day,...yeah. it's cool tho. i like hearing hime play and i like watching him do what he loves and makes him happy.
anyways my teacher's coming over here so lemme run
i love you, and i really miss you a lot.
forever and always
~*Amanda*~

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amajules

:: 2004 10 February :: 12.20pm

(we are still on the same period cycle lol.)
yes! that's awesome!
hahahahahahaha, GASP
okay good, that made my entire day. (the profile thingy hehe)
wow, there are probly so many more extremely funny experiences like that one, i wish we could remember them all.

the day you wrote about having someone to run to
goodness amanda, on sunday night i was just like, "i need my best friend!!! :("

but hey, i have a ton to update you on.. and a ton to respond to of course, but there's also much more tons of work that i have to get done.
i'm here at the school until 9pm tonight, plus have an essay and everything to have done by tomorrow so i best be going,
i will talk to you/write to you soon
i love you much
and miss you
always,
Julie

p.s. CONGRATS on one year! :)
ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo (Just felt like giving you a big hug!)
mwah

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amajules

:: 2004 10 February :: 9.20am
:: Mood: period cramps, but still holding on
:: Music: Mercy Me, I Cam Only Imagine

made me lol in the middle of class, just about got me kicked out of class
hey, re-read our intrests....especially the last one, ha ha ha.
luv ya,
~*Amanda*~

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amajules

:: 2004 9 February :: 10.47am

hey girl...yeah so i'm officially 1 yr and 4days into my relationship w/ Randy! the 6th was one yr.! i told Renee laast night on im, and she said she was happy for me...and get this, "proud" lol.
anyways, so right now i'm in marine biology, and i have a sub! woohpde-friggin-doo. i'm kinda in a bad-slash-i'm tired as.... mood. josh and sara are doin well, Matthews got croup, whatever that is.
the madre is still being a bitch-aye...lol. trying to find the smallest dumbest things to yell at me for...i'm really considering moving out, don't know where i'll go, but i'm leavin. dad's okay he recently
went phyco over something i said to him that Josh and Sara have said to me about mom, that she preaches to us but b/c she showing no fruit, how are we supposed to listen to her? and dad just started
yelling @ me saying not to talk to him, and that i didn't know what i was talking about, and i'm the last one to talk...blah blah blah. I told Randy about it, and wev'e decided that we think that dad's in denial
that mom (currently) is going to hell in a handbasket, b/c he's not doing anything to help her, or make it better. plus i'm really getting tired of covering her ass in church. her friend Tishala and her husband
Mike started coming to our church and like she's always asking where mom is and i have to be like, she's home, she's not feeling well, she's got a headache....you see where this gets frustrating...
(off topic) i didn't know Renee was in Texas...(back to topic)
anyways, i'm finally doing really well in school, i have a great and amazing boyfriend, i'm going to Aquire The Fire, and she is still trying to blame me and find things to yell @ me for! last night, my
laundry had to be washed, dried, ironed, and hung up in my closet before i went to sleep! then that morning, dad was in a hurry to get to church and we were leaving the driveway, and she calls me back
into the house to pick up a peppermint wrapper off the floor..........ugh! my mom's a bi-polor freak Julie...i can't take it.
anyways, my life other wise is great everything that goes wrong, if i can't run to you, i can go to my baby.lol. i'm so lucky that i have 2 ppl to run to.lol most ppl don't even have 1 they can trust

anyways, w/b soon, i really miss you and i'm looking foward to your call.
i miss you and i love you,
~*Amanda*~

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amajules

:: 2004 26 January :: 3.19am

READ THIS SECOND
aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I wish i had your cell phone number amanda, i need to talk to my best friend!

even though it's 3:20AM i would still call you right now if i could
can i PLEEEEEAAASSSSEEE fly down and spend two weeks with you - two full weeks where i can live in a different world away from all this drama and utter crap and confusion that is going on up here!??
i will explain ALL to you when i get the chance
i know all will be well, i just hate annoying, frustrating, stupid, I-can-live-without situations!!!
~sniff~ okay, i'm done venting. off to my bed i go. goodnight.
mwah
Jules

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amajules

:: 2004 26 January :: 1.07am

READ THIS FIRST
Hello Amanda dearest
I was quite dismayed when i read that you won't be able to write to me as often :(

and okay, you know how last year i couldn't call you on your birthday for lack of phone number?
I definitely did NOT write down your cell number, but merely saved it on the computer to write down for later... what happens?
my computer crashes!! gone, every single file, gone..
my 600 or so pictures i've been stocking from my digital camera? GONE!
aaahhh
of course, i have about 1/4 of them because i had simply begun to save the pics onto disks..
but anyway, back to your day
um, i tried calling your house, and goodness, i really hate that fax machine thing

but the RING! oh, the RING! (and i'm definitely not talking about the phone type of ring) LOL.
i don't know, what can i say Amanda, congratulations. yay excitement!
um, so what day am i coming down to south carolina again? tomorrow?
heh..
um one more thing before i go love -
i was at kelly's house today (still am that's how i'm on the pc) and guess what movie was on the disney channel?
it was definitely TARZAN. haha i love it.

and i love you too i will talk to you soon
miss you tons, can't wait to call you and get all the details on everything (and to give details to you too!)
mwah xoxo
Jules
P.S. Hey Randy! :)

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amajules

:: 2004 24 January :: 9.38pm

~~~hey babe! okay so i really hope everything went well w/ your solo. Just wanted to say that first.
like i said, i can't write much maybe at least once a week, b/c of my new classes. first block is math teach 4, 2nd is marine biology (very cool) 3rd is of cousre chorus, and 4th is government, and economics. so i really can't not pay attention to a class to write. sorry.
anyways....my birthday was soooooooo fun. i was waiting for a call from you, ah well. today, (saturday) Randy and i went out to do our own personal time for the celebration of my birthday. (hi, woo hoo!!<---randy says hi)

HE
BOUGHT
ME
A
RING !!!! !!!! !!!! !!!! !!!! !!!! !!!! !!!! !!!! !!!! !!!! !!!! !!!! !!!! !!!! !!!! !!!! !!!! !!!! !!!! !!!! !!!! !!!! !!!! !!!! !!!! !!!!

it's gorgeous! It's silver, w/ 4 diamonds surrounding an amethyest (the purple stone)
it's so beautiful, i love it! i love it! i love it!

well lemme go i have to get goin' home, i'm at Josh/Sara house so i'll ttyl babe, i just wanted to get in touch w/ you!
i love you so much, and thank you for the song, i can hear all y'all "singing" (aka-yelling) it to me!
love you my Julie-grl!
miss you,
~Amanda~

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amajules

:: 2004 23 January :: 7.53am
:: Music: The Birthday Song

Amanda,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR AMANDA

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOOOOOOUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!! (hitting the high note!)

I love you, have an amazing day Amanda. (You're 18! woot!)

tons of hugs and kisses,
Jules
~mwah!~

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amajules

:: 2004 21 January :: 11.46am

#2
Hola Senorita

On monday night i drank a coffee creamer (those little ones you can get at gas stations) in your honor! LOL.

mwah!
Jules

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amajules

:: 2004 9 January :: 10.13am
:: Mood: anxious

doods? i thought it was spelled dude's
hey you. sorry i didn't tell you 'bout my hair it's hard to describe, it's like red enoto be seen, but not red enough to look bad w/ my skin tone. it's like maroon-ish, but only the red part of maroon not the purple part of it, then it like a burgandy....it's nice.

OH MY GOD I SO WISH YOU AND RENEE COULD COME HERE FOR MY B-DAY.

i went to sara's house last night, she was having a spa party. this lady from the body shop came and sara ordered a "body" spa which we just rolled up our jeans and did it on our legs. well i decided i wanted to host a party... on my BIRTHDAY! so we arranged for the lady to come to my house Friday evening & i can have 7 ppl @ least 10 to the most there, and i get free stuff for hosting it, more depending on how much i sell (or ppl order) and more if someone decided to host one of their own! it's cool, and so far i have: Sara, Adriane, Lauren, Deanna, Lila, SaraH (different sara) and Leigh coming. then me, so that's 8 if you and renee suprise me that 10....j/k. i wish you if not renee were here. i miss you.

hey lemme go, i can't wait to hear your story 'bout new years and all i'm must admit i'm quite curious! :)

i love you julie grl!
~*Amanda*~

P.S.> They're saying it's going to snow here. Wouldn't it be awesome if it snowed on my birthday like last year!!!!!

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amajules

:: 2004 8 January :: 11.57am
:: Mood: good

red hair - WOW
Hey Amanda!
i have a whole entire story to tell you about - - beginning from New Year's eve, bc life
has been extremely interesting, a little complicated... but interesting. but i haven't had time to write it all out
yet, and goodness, i want to respond! i will make sure to make time tonite... bc during my study halls i've been painting for
the drama production, and then during my lunch (now) i have to go to chorus to learn some music (required)
but soon!
i promise i am not ignoring you! i LOVE you,
and i'll ttys!
until then,
xoxoxoxoxo
mwah
Jules

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amajules

:: 2004 8 January :: 10.10am

talk to me!
~~~i want you to talk to me please!!!! i love you~~~

P.S.> Go see the new Lord of the Rings movie it's awesome!

luv ya,
~*Amanda*~

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amajules

:: 2004 6 January :: 10.10am
:: Mood: bouncy

me me me
~~~HAPPY 11 MONTH ANNIVERSARY........to me!~~~

yes. on this day 11 months ago, i met a man. and that man was.....RANDY. lol

I'll stop being a dork now. lol. just wanted to say hi, but i got to go do english! i love you!

~*Amanda*~

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amajules

:: 2004 5 January :: 10.10am
:: Mood: satisfied

hey boo
~okay so yeah 'bout calling me.....we only got a weird call last sun. and that's it, other wise i've been out like every night, either w/ randy, or doing something w/ josh and or Sara........

OH MY GOD , I FORGOT TO TELL YOU!! YOUR BEST FRIEND IS NOW A RED-HEAD....AND SO IS HER SISTER-IN-LAW!!!!

lol we died it saturday while i was at her house, the boyz (zach and nick) were there and we dyed it the same color (if you want an idea, go to the dyes at wal*mart sometime and find the brand name "feria" and look for # 56.) and it came out so different! like her's is a burgandy color.. and mines just red. lol, oh so much fun, i think your hair chopping experience inspired me. :-)

anywho. as i wrote that night the best conversations happen at like 1 or 2 in the morning. on that particular night i called randy at 11:45pm and we didn't hang up till 2:15am. when we talk it's always amazing. like we argue but then we talk it out, to where it good, and we want to be w/ each other in that moment, just to be there. it brings us so much closer together too, it's just so amzing that somebody after 11 months of dating (11 months tomorrow!!!!) can still have an amazing, intelligent, fun conversations about something real, and not chit-chat or try to find something to talk about. all i'm saying is that i don't have ANY doubt in my mind that, we will "run out of" things to talk about or to say, it makes me feel like, i can truely say anything in front of this man, and he won't care if it's stupid or real, idk how to explain it but i'm trying! lol

so christmas was fun. so was new years....it was my first new years, having a boyfriend, and my first new years kissing that someone special.

the play rehersals are starting soon. i did not get the par, and to make a long and angry story short, i basically once again got f*cked over...sorry, i'm really hurt and angry by it, but whatever they want to ya know screw me over, i can do it right back. see how much help they get from me this yr.

moving on

that's basically it, i missed you and did think about you this season although i had like no room to call you much less anyone else.

i'm back in school and must admit it feels wierd.

let me get goin' i wanna got over to the chorus room real quick. so......

i love you and miss you tell everybody i said, hi, ilove you, merry christmas, happy new year...all that good stuff!

luv ya shugga
Amanda....the red-head.

lol ;-)

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amajules

:: 2004 2 January :: 12.57pm

Happy Happy New Year

When i called your cell phone - i was using my mom's phone on Tuesday (we all got new ones for christmas except for me and mike...I got a new PC for my room!!) ... um so yea after trying a few times someone called me back asking who it was - and when i tried answering him, i guess he didn't hear me and so hung up - but yea, so i don't know if i called the wrong number, or if that was Randy calling back for you to find out who it was - never got to find out, bc again, i tried responding and i guess he didn't hear me!... i better be able to contact you on your birthday!
heh okay but anyway i'm heading out, so i will write to you/talk to ya soon
love u lots
Jules

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amajules

:: 2003 28 December :: 11.53pm

Amanda!
Holy guacamole!
Amanda I am sooo sorry for not writing at all to you so much sooner. Goodness, I am awful in not responding.
sigh. there's way too much catching up to do, wow, i feel like i haven't talked to you in forever
So much to tell you, as usual.
but also as usual, I have literally 2 minutes to type -
first off, i hope your christmas was wonderful, as well as your new year's coming up. i think i'm going to try and call you.. tuesday night, if you are around - i was actually going to try and call you tonight, but it didn't register that it was sunday the night i was supposed to call you - until i sat down to write this.
sigh, anyway, i'm unfortunately going to have to make this short and bearing bad news - a very vague writing to you when i really owe you like 5 gazillion pages of letter.
anyway - guess what, it's not happy news. i'll be okay, but i'm very sad tonight...

Abigail - my beautiful dog - - she has to be put to sleep. :( .. goodness, i was a blubbering mess after i found that out, and am still teary eyed.
and there's my time limit. ha - goodness i feel awful i'm really sorry - i promise to catch up with you within a day or two!

I love you - and still miss you as very much as always.. more so now because it's been so long since updating...

sigh. k. goodnight Amanda.
lots and lots of love
Jules

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