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2002 1 July :: 2.18pm
okay. real entry time i suppose. Recap? yes.
Sat.- Woke up at a ridiculously early hour (9am.) and started to get ready for Stephi's (formal) bday party. Yeah. Stephi wanted me 2 wear my prom or band banquet dress but I didn't. I figured noone would get THAT dressed up so I settled for my homecoming dress. Simple yet elegant. Yes. Anyways.. driving in heels is a bitch.yes it is. I got to the party to find everyone crowded in the hallway of the banquet hall. I knew most of the people there cept 4 2 people i think. I walked up to one of the people who I didn't know and was like "Hi,I don't know you" The girl introduced herself as Stac e and I introduced myself as Vivi. yes. fun. heh. A second later I was like "wait..I know you, you're myhandsdown on woohu!" To which she responded " you're plainmornings!" yes. Sad but true. heh. The party was fun.. started off a little weird but between Sean's 16lbs of bubblegum and the helium we all had a good time. Ash & I walked barefoot through the diner to go buy a chocolate shake.. it was fun :0) So yes. that was the party. I then went home & had 2 go to a house warming party w/my parents. I ended up dipping out of there early w/Eddie & we went back 2 his house & watched 1/2 of Dogma. That was Sat.
Sun. The love of my life (one of the 8 heh.) Jenn came home!! She's been gone since uhh FOREVER!! yeah. So we decided 2 go 2 the Wellington mall. I wasn't really in the shopping mood soo it was more of me watching her shop. I had a grand total of $14. cash on me. Fun. Thanks to my parents' X-mas gift I fortuantely had a pacsun & express credit card and also my visa card. I decided that I didn't want to spend anything on my Visa cuz that'd b Europe money I was wasting soo I was pretty much limited to the other too. Jenn bought stuff from XXI and I got a pair of jeans & a tank top from express. We were walking around when I suddenly remembered reading in Ben's journal that Stac e worked in Hot Topic... I called Ben to confirm it and sure enough, as we walked through the little entrance thing guess who was standing there! That was cool.. I wana work @ Hot Topic or something like that.. laid back work environment. yeah. That was cool. Lots of stuff were buy 1 get one free so Jenn & I bought all matching stuff. That was the end of my $14. then we left. Yes..fun. I came home to only leave again. I had the officer dinner thing @ Nikkis house. I drove like a mad mofo! I left my house 10 to 6 and Nikki lives in Lake Worth which is like 40min away lol I was driving 90 down the turnpike & faster then i should have been on the other roads. Yeah.. crazy. The dinner was fun, Stoneman came.. she cut her hair short & it was okay. She didn't talk much but what did we expect. Yeah. Afterwards I got a call from Kev & Izzy & they wanted me 2 come over 2 Kev's 4 a movie sooo thats where I resided for the rest of the night. ohhh I met Mr.Wright last night! heh.
Now- boredom kills. I leave in 4 days for Europe and personally.. I don't really wana go :0( I'm guna miss everyone.. bleh. yeah so I'm guna go watch TV or something. later alligators <3
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2002 1 July :: 9.34am
:: Mood: gGgGaAaYyY
:: Music: fairweather
reid's down. Mike's leaving. My fingers hurt like hell (sorry, none for you heather)Har Har Har. I haven't written lately cause everything's been very good. Except this @*&EQW with my mom. But that's a done deal. Taking showers with girls is really fun. They don't cushion your fall very well tho. Damn lots of memories in the past week. All in all life is very good, i feel very complete, thanks to Heather and Reid. My love(s). Well i'm out to the doc. <3.
(Here's a sick joke)
JOKE: What's the worst thing about eating bald pussy?
Answer: Putting the diaper back on.
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2002 1 July :: 2.22am
ShadowCowX: do you have a boyfriend?
onelonelystarrrr: not currently
onelonelystarrrr: looking heh.
ShadowCowX: well... you've found Mister Wright!
ShadowCowX: that's me
ShadowCowX: Troy Wright
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2002 30 June :: 1.43am
Surak1987: my name means "Leader of Many, son of Johan"
onelonelystarrrr: okay heh. good night, sweet dreams, blah blah blah <3
onelonelystarrrr: nite emo boy <3<3
Surak1987: byes
Surak1987: nite emo girl
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2002 29 June :: 5.55pm
onelonelystarrrr: well hey there emo boy :0)
Surak1987: hello there emo girl
S0ciAlDelUsIOn: but i gtg take a dump, clean my room, shower, etc. so ill see you soon my love!
S0ciAlDelUsIOn: <3 bye
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2002 29 June :: 2.16am
onelonelystarrrr: <3
THo uG HTFuLLGuY: :-D
THo uG HTFuLLGuY: how ar eyoiu
onelonelystarrrr: okay
onelonelystarrrr: met an emo boy :0)
onelonelystarrrr: i'm all happy
onelonelystarrrr: he knew who i was & i had no idea who he was
THo uG HTFuLLGuY: cool
onelonelystarrrr: yeahh
onelonelystarrrr: he goes 2 ATL apparently
THo uG HTFuLLGuY: how old
onelonelystarrrr: and he thinks i'm cute sooo
onelonelystarrrr: a year younger then us
THo uG HTFuLLGuY: i have to make sure hes good enough for you first.;-)
onelonelystarrrr: aww
onelonelystarrrr: hes an IB kid.. how bad could he be lol
THo uG HTFuLLGuY: sounds harmless..
onelonelystarrrr: lol
onelonelystarrrr: my emo boy
onelonelystarrrr: well
onelonelystarrrr: might be emo boy lol
THo uG HTFuLLGuY: good luck with him.
onelonelystarrrr: lol thanx
onelonelystarrrr: have fun on ur vacation :0)
onelonelystarrrr: when do u get back?
THo uG HTFuLLGuY: um
THo uG HTFuLLGuY: the 7th ithink
onelonelystarrrr: i'm gone by then :-(
onelonelystarrrr: i leave the 5th
THo uG HTFuLLGuY: were to
onelonelystarrrr: Greece & Italy 4 a month
THo uG HTFuLLGuY: sounds interesting.
onelonelystarrrr: ehh
THo uG HTFuLLGuY: your pretty.
onelonelystarrrr: thank you <3 you're pretty tooo
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2002 29 June :: 12.34am
palendrome
or not. AMANAPLANACANALPANAMA. yes. a palindrome. Sushi was good. Saw Betty's eyelids ( if u have no idea what i'm talking bout then uhhh.. mayb i'll talk boutit l8tr) They were okay. She looks soo different but if shes happy then thats what matters. There were a bunch of us. Bunches of oats. Or not. lol Mike & Traven came by 2 say hi which was really cool of them. during dinner i wrote Tristan & Sam notes on the check things it was fun. They were all calling me Stevie. So yes. I am now Stevie and Sam (Pendragon) is now Annie. Don't ask. Anyways. Afterwards every1 walked 2 the movie theatre but Sam drove me, Dave, Alex & Tristan. It was fun. There were sooooo many little teeny bopper kids there. Middle school kiddies ick. Boca ehh. yeah. Well. We went to see About a boy. It was such a great movie... Hugh Grant was a cynical bastard heh. I liked it. Everyone did. Yes. Afterwards we went outside & I saw everyone crowding around some kid w/a skateboard. I came over and the kid was like "hey, you're the H2O girl(referring to my pink H2O shirt)" to which I replied "do I know you??" yeah. Mass confusion for about 5min. The kid was then introduced as Max who went to Atlantic. Go figure, he goes 2 my school & yet I still have no idea who the kid is lol. Well yeah. He wanted 2 write me down in his "family" but I wouldn't tell him my name. I was referred to as "Stevie" heh. Right. Sooo i mention something bout *emo* and the kid replies "i like emo" to which i'm like OMG AN EMO BOY!! heh. that suddenly caught my attention cuz I have been on the ultimate search for an emo boy! The kid was introduced as Max. I proceeded to tell him that I now owned him and he was my emo boy. Yes. I am talking to him online now courtesy of Donald. Hes my emo boy :0) yes I am nothing buy a third mistress to him. I think i'm guna go cry and kill myself now. Very emo. Bleh.
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2002 28 June :: 5.42pm
wow i'm bored. bored bored bored. I'm goin out 4 sushi 2nite w/the whole wide world heh. Actually bout 20 of us. We're goin2 all u can eat sushi then 2 the mooovies! Mr.Deeds I believe @ 9:25 or somethin. yeah. umm Tristan & Sam r coming :0) yay and Canadian Dave yay & everyone heh. Princess Leah tooo! anyways. I was going to wear these pimping 70s leggings and a skirt & of course my purple converses but i'm not thinking so now. choices choices... i need an emo boy. I (heart) emo boys heh. You know.. lots of people hate emo for the wrong reasons... yeah. Have I mentioned i'm bored??
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2002 25 June :: 10.18pm
:: Mood: anxious to see you
:: Music: FATA
i dont think anymore. so i pretty much have nothing to write. i dont think because i know. i. love. you.
<3 you heather.
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2002 24 June :: 12.44pm
hmm I suck @ stalking, don't I Andy?? heh. its all good.. i'll send u the hamburger thing :0)
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2002 23 June :: 3.16am
3:16am - just returned from the most INCREDIBLE drum corp. event! Went up 2 Orlando w/Whigham, Demony, Matt, Chris & Ross 2 c the International Summer Music Games. The corps that attended were The Teal Sound(Atlantic Beach, FL), The Orlando Magic (Orlando,Fl), Kiwanis Kavaliers (Canada), Spirit (Jacksonville, Alabama), Carolina Crown (South Carolina), The Cadets, The Cavaliers (Rosemont, Illinois), The Blue Devils ( Cali) When we got up to Orlando it was raining like crazy so we stopped off @ the Dollar Tree to get some ponchos (good move lol) When we got to the Citrus Bowl stadium it was packed... Chief was soo excited it was funny.. it was like letting a kid out in a candy store.. he spent $70 in under 15min heh. I bought a Blue Devils Tee and a compilation Tee. I ended up seeing everyone and their mother up there lol.. I ran into Jeff Patterson & Caroline Bloom and found out that Eric (Jeff's little brother) was in the Kiwanis Kaviliers (VERY COOL!!!) Soo our seats were off of the 35 yard line.. not too bad...
The Teal Sound started it off.. they uh.. well they sucked lol The Orlando Magic did a surprisingly GREAT job (scored like 75pts!) That was division 2 i think... Division 1
Kiwanis Kaviliers- 6th (over all they did really good. Scored pretty high & I got to see Eric in the pit!!!)
5th - i wana say Carolina Crown..but i'm not positive..
4th- Spirit
3rd - Blue Devils (this was very disappointing... they just didn't have the general effect that the other two had.. o well)
2nd - The Cadets (lots of energy.. a real crowd pleaser)
1st - The Cavaliers (WOW. INCREDIBLE!!! Their general effects were incredible!!!
Well. I'm goin 2 bed but i'll write more in detail tomorrow.. I gota remember 2 write bout the Southfork people and the Cavalier people...
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2002 22 June :: 4.03pm
:: Mood: just fucking kill me damnit
:: Music: Thrice-trust
the phone rings. on the other side a voice. not sweet. not somber. a cold voice. a voice telling you of betrayal. a voice telling you all you have worked for has been thrown back at you. a voice basically telling you you're a piece of shit. which is what i feel like. for anyone who may give a shit about my piece of shit self, my dad just called and told my i have to go to court tuesday cause im being charged with domestic battery over some delusion my mom says happened and it never did. its funny how her b/f can hit me and get off the hook, but i can fucked in the ass for some fabricated lie that i never committed. fuck this world. seems those who i love always seem to hurt me. it's hard to accept love when the only love you've known hurts. so bad. thats why im so scared. save me.
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2002 21 June :: 11.26pm
Last day of orchestra camp :0( It was pretty laid back today. I was really sad.. dressed all nice 4 the final concert :0) Well... we had a plesant surprise this morning.. Mike & Traven rode the late train (they normally come on the earlier train) and came & sat w/us.. that was fun. I was messing w/Traven's CD player & taking pictures of everyone. When we got 2 the train station in WPB Ms.Fitz, Mr.Simmons & Kim were waiting there 4 us... they were going to drive us across the street so we wouldn't get wet.. that was really cool. Mr.Simmons took Eric,Max, and Chyna in his little BMW and the rest of us folled Ms.Fitz and Kim out to the other parking lot where Kim told the girls to go w/her. Somewhere Mike got mixed in2 the girls group so I ended up in Ms.Fitz's CRV w/Traven & John & Mike,Jenna, Eva and Leandra went w/Kim in her Mercedes. When we got situated in the car, Traven turned to me and mentioned something about Mike asking Jenna to the movies tonight. At that point i was like WOW.. REWIND!!! Mike told me like a gazillion times that he dind't like Jenna and now he was askin her out?!? heh. Right. Rehearsal went really well this morning.. Mr.Capote let us out 15min early for lunch which was pretty cool i suppose. After lunch, we went 2 practice our sextet then rehearsed w/the orcehstra a bit more. After that we just hung out outside 4 a while. During that time Mike asked Jenna 2 go 2 the movies that night like Traven had earlier told me. That was really cool cept Jenna didn't wana go alone & was saying that if i didn't go then she wouldnt either. At that point Mike approached me and was like "ur goin 2 the movies right?" to which I responded "I duno" right. Well.. I ended up getting conned into going lol Kevin came 2 watch the concert which was really cool.. He was originally guna take me home but we switched our plans up there. After the concert Jenna's mom took us to Panera Bread 4 dinner (which was incredibly nice of her) and then picked up Jenna's friend Brittany. We all chilled @ Jenna's house 4 an hour or so then went 2 meet Traven & Mike @ the movies. When we got there, Mike & Traven had already bought mine & Jenna's tickets but unfortuately they had no idea Brittany was coming so we had no idea what to do (the movie had sold out) sooo Jenna, Mike & Brittany went to buy another ticket and she'd just sneak in and Traven & I went 2 find seats. 5 seats together in a sold out movie 5min b4 it starts.. NOT easy! lol we ended up in the very first row and I ended up having to sit there while Traven went to get the rest of them. We saw The Bourne Identity. It was a pretty good movie cept me being a spaz I totally flipped out when someone got shot or like the music changed or whatever.. I'd basically screech and turn & bury my head in Traven's shoulder and in turn he'd then jump at my jumpiness and then proceed to laugh at me. After the movie Traven was like "are you like that at all movies?" to which I just smiled and didn't answer. We stood outside the theatre and laughed bout it a bit. Traven's a really cool guy... I had a good time tonight. I'm only sorry to see him leaving so soon :0( hes got like exactly 2 weeks left here in Boca :0( wow that sux:0( :0( :0( Yeah well we talked 4 a bit then they had 2 go.. it was soo cute Mike gave Jenna a hug & i was all like awww hehe. yeah. We didn't wait too long then we left. Now i'm talking 2 Jenna & all my Blue Ridge buddies who have just returned. I was surprisingly not that sad that I didn't get to go... first step to healing huh? o well. I do miss it greatly though. All together a VERY good night <3
oh. Jason has a new girlfriend... another surprising thing... I really don't give a damn lol


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2002 21 June :: 12.55pm
even more beautiful then your body is whats inside it.
a beautiful heart.
a beautiful you.
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2002 20 June :: 7.42pm
I must not 4get to call Mike & Traven @ 10:10:10pm heh. ehh i'm guna b @ Kev's house.. how not to forget.. hmm..
Okay. It is now 11:30pm and I am editing this entry. I will now proceed to tell u bout the crazy lady that was laying in the middle of the train tracks... well.. like normal we walked the kids from the school of the arts over 2 the train station.. when we walked over there I saw a lady standing on the train tracks.. nothing seemed weird till I got closer and saw that her shoes were off. She wore really dark sunglasses and looked as if she was sleep-standing.. also she was not wearing any shoes.. her sandals were kicked in 2 different directions. anyways Eva and I went 2 use the restroom & when we returned we saw her laying down in the middle of the track. Seconds later, a tri-rail personel person came out and must have told her 2 get off of the tracks. She then went and started speaking vulgarly to some lady and later went and sat on some cart thing. The police ended up coming and she tried 2 make a run 4 the train but the train personel had already called the train driver and told him not to open the doors till they gave him clearance. The police escorted her away.. it was kinda sad.. I mean if she really wanted 2 kill herself that bad she could of at least found the right tracks lol she was laying on the wrong tracks.. she was laying on the northbound tracks and the train was in actuality going southbound sooo. yeah.
Now my night. Izzy picked me up & we went 2 Kev's. I being sick didn't feel like changing so I just wore pajama pants & a t-shirt.. We played 4 rounds of Scattagories of which I came in 2nd all 4 rounds to Kevin. Afterwards Izzy wnated 2 go 2 Boomers to which I protested. The guys unforuntately won but I got Amanda 2 go put on pajama pants too so that was cool. We went 2 Boomers and of course I had to see everyone in the world that I knew... not cool. I saw Candian Dave though which was pretty rad :0) After the guys were kicked out (closing time) we went 2 Fridays & had a realy really really crappy waitress named Robin. Izzy & Kev were like drooling cuz she was realy hot. I refused to give her more then i had to cuz she was crappy and my food took soo long. urghh. I got really pissed at Izzy on the way home and yelled at him. I almost feel bad. nah. wow i'm a bitch. o well.
Tomorrow is the last day of orchestra camp.. i'm surprisingly really sad... I'll miss those little shits :0( Izzy & Kev r coming up 2 watch the concert. Fun. yeah. thats it good night <3
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