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2002 20 June :: 6.39pm
Day 4 Session 2 Orchestra camp: Today had to be the best day outa the past two weeks.. unfortunately Leah's last day was yesterday but today was really fun. I was kinda feeling blue this morning cuz my Princess Leah wasn't here but also kinda excited. There was no theory this morning so i was all happy thinking that we'd get to rehearse more but to my bitter disappointment, Mr.Capote spent like an hour on tuning and when we were allf inally in tune it was snack time. Fun. I swear, that man only asks me to play when i'm supposed to be leaving or settin up snack or lunch or something ::grr:: This morning on the train Jenna told me that she was all excited cuz her fortune/horoscope thing told her that she was going to meet a shy guy and they'd engage in some flirtatious activity or something... sooo the morning break consisted of all of us walking around asking ALL the guys if they considered themselves "shy" heh. Noone admitted to being shy sooo maybe her guy wasn't meant to be a music man heh. Lunch was fun, I took Connor's soccer ball & he taught me how to "pump" it up... quite suggestive lol Jenna and I then decided to go outside and kick around the soccer ball. We asked Connor to go too and he was all like "no, not till u tell me why you're asking everyone if they're shy or not..." To that I told him no that I wouldn't tell him. He came w/us anyways lol Jenna & I were standing there talking about him while I was purposely kicking the ball not into the goal soo he'd go and get it & we could talk. Jenna was deciding between Mike & Connor "aka" 15min & 45min (Jack Frost got mixed in there some how..) anyways.. pooor Connor.. had NO idea what we were talking about lol hes sooo cute .. makes me wish I was 13 or 14 so I could go out w/him heh. The whole recreation time we had after lunch was spent talking 2 Jenna and Connor... he really opened up to us and told us some really personal stuff... can you imagine, a kid that cute has NEVER had a girlfriend?!? damn. now i REALLY wish i was 13 heh. bleh. Soooo next best thing, I'm tryin 2 set up Jenna & Connor cuz shes a cute gurl and deserves and equally cute boy heh. After lunch/recreation us 6 woodwinders (heh) went to practice our sextet. (actually a bassoon,clarinet,flute trio but yeah.) Mr.Simmons listened to us and told us taht it was good and would definately be good 4 the concert yay! We spent a while in there.. till break time.. at break time, Jenna, Connor & I continued our conversation and discovered the poor kid didn't have an email address so I'm MAKING him go get one and yeah. You know, Connor's not even his real name.. it's William. SUCH a PREP name!!! William Connor Beck. heh. sounds like royalty :0) He lives on Singer Island & tried 2 convince me hes not rich.. puh leese heh. well.. we went back in & I got his # & told him that I'd call him everyday till the end of his life until he made an aol account. I gave him mine & Jenna's info (phone #s, email, sns etc.) andd I guess we'll just hafta c.. unfortunately today was his last day & he left 15min early :0( really sad. I'll miss him 2morrow :0( OHhh crappers. I left stuff out lol while we were sittin on the bleachers the people started coming in and Connor said something bout Traven being Bi! Way weird.. I mean Traven was telling me some prety crazy stuff bout his family but thhis kinda blew my mind... Sooo as he was walking by I beckoned him over & asked him to which he smiled and responded "yeah i'm bi" I was like. woah. Later on he told me he was joking but I duno... I hope hes not gay... that would be sooo unfortunate.. I mean don't get me wrong now.. I have NOTHING against gay people @ all but that'd be such a waste of a cute guy lol put it this way.. i'm just jealous the gay men don't want me. heh. Seriously though.. I duno w/Traven sometimes I exist 2 him & sometimes I don't.. don't really know what 2 think. I think he likes Ben & Noah more then me which makes me think again.. lol I think we're supposed 2 hang out sometime so I'll find out soon enough. Too bad he lives in Jacksonville :0( Yeah. So ehhh I don't feel like typing anymore but I'll return later 2 tell of the crazy lady laying on the rail road tracks.. that was quite amusing and all the kids were all mesmerized by it. weird. I'm goin over 2 Kevin's 2nite 2 hang out w/Kev,Iz & Tyler. Should be fun.. I'll write l8tr.
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2002 20 June :: 2.21am
:: Mood: thoughtful
:: Music: THrice
haha wouldnt you know it: i upset you again. if i upset you everyday, tell me so i can feel even shittier. i guess i'll go pee on myself, i feel pretty worthless about it.gdghhhgfsx
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2002 18 June :: 8.03pm
Juliana Theory = AMAZING!!!! Last night was one of the best i've ever had.. Danielle (thrubeingcool) gave me a ride along w/Marc & Alyson.. we got to the Culture Room & there musta been like 300 people there! The lines were soooo long but Danielle and Marc assured me that they had Eric holding their place in line. To our disappointment Eric was WAY back.. by the Underground.. as far back as he was, there were proly still 100 people behind us. I kinda felt out of place considering I didn't know all of them too well so I just sat there till I heard someone call my name.. I turned around to see Kenny Chang and Bernice (who i didn't know at the time) waving at me. I walked over and was like "what are you doing here?!?" To which Bernice introduced herself and answered "I dragged him" They stood in line w/me and we talked... the line was not moving AT ALL by 7:30 (supposedly when the doors were supposed to open...) I was standing in line talking to Kenny and Bernice when I saw Jamie and a friend walking towards me.. it was nice seeing him and his friend was Keith, a very cool kid :0) Well... we were standing there when I saw someone that I didn't want to see so we picked up and left walking towards the front of the line. I was frantically looking around for Sara and Abby & Drew & Devin and instead saw Keith and Jamie waving at me. We kinda stood along the sidewalk and eventually merged into the line. I was told that the people who had tickets were against the wall whereas the non ticket people (like myself) were to be on the outside. Unfortunately my informer was mistakened and I had managed to be in the middle of the ticket line and some big bald guy was screaming "tickets on the left, cash on the wall.. if you're not on the wall go to the back of the line" I was like OH SHIT!! HOw the hell am i guna get on that wall! Right then I saw Keith and he gave me a piece of his wall which I was very greatful for. I was all the way in front and the lines were barely moving.. We were impatiently waiting outside when some1 said "shit.. Piebald's starting!" Everyone was suddenly pissed off bout missing Piebald.. grrr. Finally after a billion years we saw the door & the ticket thing.. When we finally got up there they stopped us cuz they had 2 "count the heads" the girl in front of me (who was later introduced as Layla) was FREAKING out cuz she was there 2 c Pieblad and we had almost missed their whole set waiting in line. The guy finally came out and told the ticket guy to admit 7 more people (JUST 7!!!) Luckily I was 1 of those 7... there were about 200 still in line waiting for tickets so the venue decided 2 put on 2 shows that night but the 2nd show wouldn't start till 12:30am .. bummer.. We got into the show (Me, kenny & Bernice) and saw Sara, Abby, Devin, Ely & Bobby sitting on the wall.. We sat there 4 a bit till the security guy made us go in. The place was soooo crowded! Sara & Abby managed to get us up closer 2 the stage but unfortunately right next 2 the mosh pit.. The suicide crew was there and they were really pissing off a lota people during Glassjaw. Thankfully lots of people were there 2 c Glassjaw soo when their set ended like EVERYONE in front left soo that gave us the oppurtunity to weasel our way up front. We (me, kenny & Bernice.. we lost the rest..) were going against traffic up 2 the stage when i found myself in the arms of some really sweaty kid... I had fallen backwards and not even realized it.. He saved my life <- to which i am most thankful for <3 Anyways. Despite the people everywhere I managed to get a spot right up front, right in the center! Just me & the wall baby!! heh. It took a really long time 4 them 2 set up but it was one of the most amazing shows ever... I WORSHIP THE JULIANA THEORY!!! Sooo I was very excited... They were sooo good & the played Into the Dark in the dark and it was just sooo incredibly amazing! Wow... unfortunately Danielle and Marc and them didn't get in so Kenny gave me a ride home which was cool... I have reached *emo* ecstasy.... That show was more exhilarting then almost anyother I have attended... if not more 2 look forward to... GET UP KIDS NEXT WEEEEKKK!!!! June 25th... another day of *Emo* exhilaration.. I love going to shows. Only there do I feel free...
Today I saw something in some1 I'd never noticed before... definate possibility :0) <3<3
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2002 17 June :: 6.03pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: thrice
oh man. thank god you called.
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2002 16 June :: 11.36pm
this time tomorrow I will be in *emo* ecstasy... 20 hrs till The Juliana Theory!!! I don't think you can possibly be more excited then I am right now ::sigh:: and as that wave of excitment hit, it is quickly replased with the reality that I have to get up in oh... 7 hrs to go to orchestra hell again... good night everyone <3
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2002 15 June :: 9.40pm
hi. Whitney and Tom are on my bed. Eww.. I walked in2 my computer room to find Stephannie straddling(sp?) Alan.. DISTURBING!! I shooed them into my bros room & God only knows what they're doing... Jason left a while ago and Brighton is sitting here w/me.. her last comment to me was "Too bad we're not lesbians cuz then we wouldn't be the odd men out" yeah. lol Chris and Brian were here b4 too.. they left w/Brian in my grass skirt w/the coconuts on and like flower leis and shit like that.. hes wearing my sandals too. Frightning... My parents made us dinner and i made kick ass mashed potatoes.. Alan ate his potatoes w/ salad dressing, carrots, gravy and crap .. it was sooooo gross! Every1 was harassing my cat... I think Alan has sexual fantasies bout her... once I figure out how 2 put html pics on here i'll post the pics from dinner and Alan in a dress :0) heh. and Brian in the grass skirt.. it really is quite amusing. I'm sick. yay. Chris and Brian are back.. they went 2 Jakes house 2 show every1 Brian in a skirt
NOw that everyones gone.... let me explain better... well.. I've been really sick... this mornings I awoke to a phone call @ 10am from Jason and Alan stating that they were in Boca @ Town Center and were going over to Steph's house & wanted me 2 come.. I was all cranky and was like "go away!" so yeah. My parents were like ur not goin anywhere til u clean ur room and i was like 4get it and just watched TV all day.. around 4:30 Steph calls me & is like do u want us 2 come over? I was like yeah. okay I guess.. she calls back a min later saying that if i wnat them 2 come over then they'd have to leave that very moment cuz her mom was going out... I started freakin out cuz I still had not cleaned my room or showered... well. I agreed 2 let them come and was running around frantically trying to put things away. I finished in record time and couldn't decide wheteher to shower or not considering they were already on their way and Steph only lives 5min away.. I took the chance & left the door unlocked 4 them but then i thought they might not just walk in so i put the phone in the shower w/me. I showered in about 4 min and got dressed in bout 5. Still no people.. they eventually got there.. had 2 make a stop 2 drop off clothes 4 donation or something. We hung out 4 a lil while then my dad came home. He brought me a whole cup full of gummi bears!! heh. anyways.. we decided that my parents were guna cook us dinner.. steak w/baked potatoes, caramelized carrots and salad. My dad started 2 marinate the steak and my mom was goin 2 pick up the rest of the stuff. She got home and realized that they hadn't packed the potatoes.. soo i made really good mashed potatoes.. cept we had no gravy! My dad made gravy from scratch using what? i don't know lol it was pretty good though.. Steph put it on EVERYTHING!! Oh yeah. By this time Whitney and Tom had arrived. We ate a nice dinner. Noone ate a lot.. well cept Alan and we sat there & watched him eat 4 a while. We all chiled in my living room 4 a while.. every1 was harassing my poor kitty :0( heh. actualyl she really enjoyed all the attention. Anyways.. at that point Chris and Brian came & I put out strawberries and whipped cream (kinky eh? heh.) We chilled 4 a while then migrated 2 my room where Brian put on the grass skirt w/the coconuts & the leis and walked out of my house.. Chris and Brian proceeded to go 2 Jakes where Lexie,Cynthia, Nichole.. them were there and showed off Brians sexy boobies lol yeah. After they left Brighton came over & it was fun. Urghh i missed the first part lol b4 the dinner.. we were chillin in my room (me, jason, steph and alan) and we put alan in my band banquet dress.. it fit him quite nicely lol ... then we put jason in the grass skirt and i got pics of both. Tom and I were discussing how we both have freckle/moles on our butts. It was quite intriguing lol I wanted 2 c his but whitney was like NO! heh. ummm we hung out. Whit & Tom were in my room, Alan & Steph were in Vinh's and me & Bright were in the computer room.. then we played poker.. at that point Jason had already left. Then Tom and Alan left.. the rest of us ate leftovers (which we had A LOT!) and then Whit left then Steph then Chris & Brian and last but not least Bright left. Bond (her brother) came and took me 4 a ride in his new Integra.. the damn car is soooo loud! Not to mention its not registered yet and i thought i was guna die lol ... fun night, gota do it again :0)
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2002 15 June :: 10.04am
:: Mood: head hurt
Fear of love
All these people are so excited to be in love. Once you tell someone you love them, where do you go from there? Well, My head hurts, so im out. <3
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2002 14 June :: 6.34pm
Fri. the last day of session 1 of Orchestra camp... we had a concert today 4 family and friends... it surprisingly wasn't that bad.. today was pretty laid back, we rehearsed pretty intensely this morning and just chilled the afternoon. Camps actually becoming bearable(sp?) Theres this really cute kid Connor.. I make fun of him all the time cuz he looks relaly preppy like his hair is all neat and parted on the side but he dresses like a skater kid... well.. i tease him & call him a prep and he gets all mad at me & stuff.. too bad hes too young lol New theory on Adam.. he either like Jenna or Jessica.. proly both lol today he was sitting w/Jessica at break and we were all near by like ohhhh heh. anyways , later on I was talkin 2 Jenna & was like "whats goin on w/Adam and Jessica?" at that moment Adam comes and pushes me and is like "nothing." it was funny.. i didn't even c him standing right there... we got Twix's for snack which was cool.. i'm guna get soooo fat from this camp!!! lol Well.. goin fathers day shopping w/Kev in about an hour soooo yeah. maybe i'll write later..
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2002 13 June :: 6.39pm
Not cool. Adam said that I looked manly today. Although he wasn't serious it still hurt. Eww. i DON'T wish to look manly NONONO! You see... theres this whole theory about Adam... Jenna told me on Monday that Adam like loved me all last summer and crap like that...here is the basic context:
Jenna: "You know he totally loves you?"
Me: "Wait a min.. what?!?"
Jenna: "Last summer we were guessing who he liked and everyone thought it was either me or (some other girl. i forget)"
Me: "okay..."
Jenna: "yeah well we were guessing and someone guessed you and he was like " yeah... who couldn't like Vivi?""
Me: "Na ah lol"
Jenna: "Yep"
Yeah so thats that. Supposedly he liked me but now hes telling me I look manly :0( lol whatever... tomorrow night.. looking like a movie up @ City Place w/him, Leah & Mike Alfera(sp?), maybe Laura the bassoonist too... yeah. fun.. ummm... Today was really yucky. Really wet.. they made us walk through the rain from School of the Arts to the tri rail station. It was NOT plesent at all. I love my cat head necklace.. it rox
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2002 12 June :: 9.48pm
i made the coolest thing today... a cat head necklace!!! heh. i was amused... me, Ben, Jenna and Leah have matching ones cept Ben's has an orange bear head and the rest of us have cat heads. Loads of fun let me tell you... lol I think i'mg una take a pic of it and post it.. it most definately rox. yes. yes it does.. ask ben!!! (orion_x) yeah. and Noah made Megan a really pretty bracelet. anddd.. it rained all day but the rain was peaceful.. beautiful really. We were all staring at the Kravis Center waiting for lightning to hit the lightning rods at the top of the building. To our disappointment, there was no strike of lightning ;0( Next year in orchestra we're going to have a plethora of EVERYTHING!!! 7 percussionists to do absolutely NOTHING! ha. what a joke.
Lisa Frank is my idol... is Lisa Frank a real person?? hmm..
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2002 11 June :: 7.45pm
my life: wake up:7am, shower: 7:05am, put on clothes & accessories: 7:20am, finish: 7:40am, leave to pick up Leah: 7:45am, arrive at Tri-rail: 8:10am, board train: 8:33am, arrive at WPB: 9:03am blah blah blah... i'm guna write in paragraph form now cuz thats really really annoying... anyways... orchestra camp. ::shudders at thought:: well.. what is there to say? I get there and hell begins. We practically don't do anything all day.. set out the food, Us counselors have the colored juice patterns down good lol We've started mixing the pink & orange.. it comes out to a peach color and noone seems to want it... lol wellll... orchestra rehersal is absolutely atrocious!! its unbearable.. urghh... the instrumentation for the orchestra is completely wrong.. we have too many strings and not enough winds and brass. Soo many parts aren't covered and there are a lot of younger unexperienced kids. Yuck. welllll... my bassoon buddy Adam is there :0) He keeps me company (when i'm talking to him) although he almost got kicked out yesterday.. him and this really annoying kid Trevor took Mr.Capote's sons' shoe and threw it in the water or something (although they claim they didn't know it was his son). Trevor got kicked out but they spared Adam due to him only being guilty by association. (they just kept him cuz he can play clarinet also lol) Anyways.. yeah. we set out snack in the mornings.. we (me, Leah and Noah) didn't feel like going to music theory this morning so we dipped and "went to set up the arts and crafts" lol in actuality we played rummikub (tried to play) for 45min. It was pretty great :0) ummm lunch. We set up lunch. I ate a tuna sandwich. lol during recreation time is the best! Theres a bucket of beads in the arts and crafts box.. thats what we do 4 that hour lol I've made sooo many cool bracelets and necklaces and stuffff.. its brutal fighting 4 the beads though... (of course I ALWAYS get my way :0)) lol actaully Jenna makes the coolest bracelets.. everyone ends up copying off of her anyways ;0P okay. ummm yeah. more rehearsal. its gay. the orchestra sux... then we go home. I yell at the kids cuz they're dumb. yeah. lol
my life sux. yay!
oh yeah.. i made Adam a rainbow bracelet and made him wear it all day! we then made Mr.Capote one and made him wear it tooo! It was really funny 2 c him conducting w/a rainbow bracelet on :0)
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2002 10 June :: 7.37pm
:: Music: reel big fish-beer
im at sara\'s. these girls are pretty cool, this trips been kinda lame but i\'ve got time to escape and think alot. I miss heather and all my friends, i hope everythings the same when i come back. it better be. well im going out. <3 nite
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2002 10 June :: 12.01am
wow i'm sleepy... heh. tonight was soooo much fun! We went up to Clematis to see Danny Strife's band play in the battle of the bands @ Spanky's. It was the biggest waste of $6. but it was fun hanging out up there... Well.. Chris came and picked up me & Steph and we drove up there.. payed the parking meter even though parkings free on Sundays lol Anyways.. we met up w/Steph's bf Alan and Tom. Hung around, watched Semantics (Danny's band) and just chilled a while.. a little later Sean Strife and Matt Denson showed up and we chilled a while.. then Tom started bitching bout being hungry sooo we took a walk and ended up at Dak's bar and grill.. we were waiting 4 like 10min in a booth till I went 2 go ask 4 menus.. the guy at the bar then told me the kitchen was closed.. what a waste of 10min. ANyways.. the guys wanted to go 2 the lesbian pizza place, Pizza Girls.. That was okay.. Steph and I got individual slices and the guys split a pizza. Afterwards, we went 2 Sloan's where I bought a cup of ice cream & we played in their bathroom :0) <-- its SOOOO cool!!! Quite amusing that color changing door :0P okay.. umm afterwards we walked out 2 where the intracoastal was and hung ther 4 a bit.. then i wanted 2 go 2 the stage and led them around.. Tom and I go there first cuz we walk fast so we laid down on the grass and were just looking up at the clouds. The rest of em joined us and we were just lying around 4 a lil while. Tom then took off my shoe and hurled it at Alan. we spent the next 10min playing tackle football w/my shoe. Fun lol I was REALLY hyper so I insisted on leap frogging.. right as i leapt over Tom these 3 guys walked by... I couldn't resist so I (being loud and obnoxious) screamed out Hi and waved furiously in their direction. The guys waved back w/a hello and kept on walking. I was feeling hurt and dissed but Steph and I later realized they hadn't gone far and were hanging around on the other side of the road. Steph and I were being dumb and leap frogging eachother when the 3 guys came up to us. They came over and one of them handed me a flower (who I would later know as Bryce) and said "I picked this just for you" lol it was the sweetest thing.. like a peace offering :0) To that I was like awwww you're soo sweet and i proceeded to ask them if they would like to leap frog :0) anyways.. they were really cool guys, Bryce, Elliot and Tom. Bryce and Tom went 2 Cardinal Newman and Elliot went to umm some other christian school. Well.. we started talking and got on the topic of shows and such. After a while of talking w/them, the other three (Steph, Alan, Chris & Tom) geez. i mean 4 lol well they wanted 2 leave sooo I said good bye and mentioned that i proly wouldn't ever see them again to which Bryce responded "well.. why don't we just mee here next sun" I told them probably not and that i lived far away and maybe one day by chance we'd reunite at a show or something. We said our goodbyes and the guys left. We were walking towards Chris' car when Tom started complaining about being thirsty. We agreed to go into the sandwich shop with the bright sign. To my utter surprise, the three guys I had left were sitting in there eating sandwiches!! I sat down with them and chit chatted a bit. I then accused them of giving me fake names to which Bryce (name actually Bryceton) pulled out his license and proved his validity. He then pulled out Elliot's phone # and was like yeah. you can call this # and c if thats really him lol It was fun.. i think i still remember the #.. Elliot was really cute too lol buttttt i'm no desperate chica sooo maybe i'll see them at a show.. never know right? hehe. it was a lota fun.. Steph and Chris came back 2 my house 4 a while. just talked 2 people online and such. Fun stuff.. well they're gone and unfortunately I start work 2morrow ::ick:: gota b @ the Tri-Rail @ like 7:30 or 8:30 or something ... sooo sweet dreams 2 whoever reads this :0)<3
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2002 9 June :: 2.41am
tonight be Canadian Dave's bday party. yay. fun cept i didn't wana expose my obeseness (sp?) to everyone sooo i tried 2 stay as covered as possible. We started to watch seven but then i had to go. Hmm i wana c the rest of it... i'll write more later. tired.
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