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2006 13 January :: 6.45 pm
:: Music: blaine larsen - how do you get that lonely
wet
Sprayed myself in the leg with a hose. Talk about cold.
Might be getting a job at Mobil. Ugh, but yay. Anything to get out of food and away from shithead. Anything.
I'll fuck you for a dollar if you want. Promise. Unless you're Anne. If you're Anne, it's free.
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2006 13 January :: 1.29 am
shady
Don't laugh at my exsistance.
That only made me feel worse about the situation.
Cheryl is the only one that knows what I'm talking about. And she will be the only one that does. Because I don't feel like talking to anybody about anythig again. And Dennis. I'll talk to him. We have an understanding.
My cat.. is fighting with my sheets. I must watch.
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2006 12 January :: 12.30 am
:: Music: backstreet boys - quit playing games
yawn
If you don't love the Backstreet Boys, then you're fucking retarded and I never want to talk to you again.
Fall Out Boy is gonna be in concert at the Delta Plex with All-American Rejects. I know I want to go. I love The All-American Rejects. But, I need to save money, and I probably won't go to this Fall Out Boy concert. We'll see.
I changed my hair. Read more..
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2006 10 January :: 12.32 am
:: Mood: Crazy Happy
:: Music: Jessica Simpson - Final Heartbreak
pictures
I just found my digital camera, and I noticed pictures on there that I never put up. I promised Anne and Allison I'd put this up, and I'm getting around to it NOW. That's great lol.
Read more..
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2006 9 January :: 12.48 am
:: Mood: Happy & Tired
Lindz Day
I was with Lindsey for about 6 hours, and I enjoyed every minute of it. Her baby is by far the cutest thing I've seen since I last looked at my baby pictures lol. Sydney (Lindsey, sorry if I spelled her name wrong, tell me how to do it so I don't do it wrong again) is so tiny, and funny. I love that little girl.
I needed that dose of Lindsey though. I really did. All my friends that I've been hangin out with are amazing, but I missed Lindsey so much. Tanya did good by even mentioning her to me that one day. Ahh.. I had so much fun. Totally gonna do it again sometime soon. Next Sunday I'm going to Chicago, so maybe the Thursday before that, or after. We'll see.
So, my uncle and cousin almost died. Marisa got up to go to the bathroom, but she fainted, and my aunt and uncle heard her hit the floor. My uncle flew out of his bed, went over to Marisa.. then he fainted. My aunt was screaming and yelling for Scott to get up (he sleeps with his window open, vent closed, and door closed), went over to Marisa and Ralph. My aunt was on the phone with 911. Anyway, so Scott took Marisa and Ralph out to the deck. Their house was at like a 410 carbon monoxide rate, when you're supposed to be at like a 10 or something. 40, whatever. Anyway, so that's what happened. My cousin and uncle were hooked up to oxygen systems for about half the day. Poor guys. They're alright now though.
So, that's my day. How was yours?
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2006 8 January :: 12.42 am
:: Mood: Tired
:: Music: Korn - Twisted Transistor
new layout
I changed my layout to Eminem. I'm obsessed with his song When I'm Gone, and the music video. I downloaded it onto my iPod, and I watch it all the time lol. Trust.
So, I had a really good day yesterday. Jeremiah, Wendy, and Liz came into Story's to visit. That's fun. Tanya noticed I was having a really good day, so that's good too. Lee hasn't been a huge dick lately, so that's good.
I love my friends. I really do. They're all wonderful, and I wouldn't trade them for the world.
How was Jaba's wedding?
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2006 6 January :: 11.25 am
:: Music: Korn - Twisted Transistor
Twisted Transistor
I am in love with this song.
I really, really like Korn. I don't know why, but I always have. My mom hated it that I listened to Korn, so she never let me buy any of their cds. Which I thought was lame. But I was young, so I had to listen to her, right? Now, I'm older, and I'm going into a Korn feild and I'm gonna pluck me some Korn. Ha. Sorry..
I have to go to work in.. a half hour. Fuck work. I hate you, work. I miss you, Burger King. Oh, and I tend to relate my friends and family to famous people or to.. things sometimes. My mom.. looks like a turtle. So that's cool. Ross looks like Orlando Bloom. If you don't believe me, go look at him. Ross. Then, go watch Pirates of the Carribean or something. Elizabethtown. Either of those 2, and you'll be like "goodness, that's Ross." I bet you a dollar. Andy Bekins looks like a young, drugy John Cusack. Anne looks like a smurf. But I love them all :) lol.
Um.. what. I was gonna say something.. oh. I downloaded 3 music videos last night. 6 bucks man. That's alright. It's nice to say I have some play money. But I really really have to watch what I'm doing. I owe a lot of money this month, and I have to save my money. I told you, I can't do it. But I swear after I get back from Chicago I'm going to.
I'm gonna try and see Lindz Sunday. That'd be amazing. I love her. Talked with her last night on the phone, and heard her baby. Aww. I miss her so much. I'm excited.
Alright, gotta get ready for work now.. :(
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2006 2 January :: 9.29 pm
January 15th.
I'm going to see my dad. January 15th is when I'll be going there. I might be there for a week, or a few days.. I don't know. But I almost cried when I was on the phone with him. Next week I'm gonna go get my nails done, and then I'm gonna go see my dad.. and talk to him. Actually sit down, and talk to him. Tell him about my mom, about how I hate my job because my boss is a douche bag, about school, about my plans, and about.. whatever else comes to mind. I'm not into church, so I'll leave before Sunday, but I'll probably stay there for a week. We'll see. I'll take enough clothes to stay for a week anyway.
Maybe I'll even have him take me to go look at apartments downtown Chicago. That'd be fun. I'm excited. Alright, I'm gonna go do something now. Much love. <3
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2006 1 January :: 4.14 pm
:: Music: Will Smith - Switch
2006.
So, the first thing I remember of 2006 is.. Anne being drunk, me crying myself to sleep, and my brother calling me when he's drunk. What a fabulous way to start the new year.
Last year, I started it with Jill. This year, I was with Bradford, Anne, Ross, Heather, John, and Joey. Oh, and Michelle. That all? I think so. It was fun though.
I'm eating fudge. So far, my new years resolution isn't coming true lol. I'm gonna make a new rule. New Years Day doesn't count. Starting tomorrow, I'm cutting out pop and a lot of chocolate. Every once in a while I'm gonna drink chocolate milk, but that's not bad for you. Unless you drink it like.. all the time. I don't think I'll do that. But, I am gonna stop making fudge and just eating it because it's there. I'm gonna actually try and.. be good with food. Eat only when I'm hungry, and not when something smells good lol. I have a habit of doing that. Being fat gets old.
That's pretty much my main goal. That and actually taking pride in what I have and what I do. Granted, I'll be like "fuck this day" every so often, but that's human.
Alright, enough. I'm bored and done now. I'm gonna go watch a movie and eat a lot before I have to stop :) Happy New Year.
ps I'm gonna try and go see my dad for about a week. I don't want to be here anymore, and I think it would be good for me to go see him for a little bit. Yeah. Sounds good.
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2005 31 December :: 6.25 pm
:: Music: Franz Ferdinand - Take Me Out
Suck.
I got Franz Ferdinand in the mail. Not the cd I orded, but their first one. I'll keep it though because I do like this one song. I'll just have to get their other cd later. Asses.
Alright, so I'm on the quest of a new job. My boss, fuck man Lee, is a fucking douche bag whore and needs to die tonight. That'd be the best last Christmas present ever. He fucking yells at me infront of customers so he can look like a big hot shot. Well, fuck that. Tanya's getting sick of it, and so am I. So, job hunting again. Yes. Gag me.
Oh, Happy Totally-Not-In-The-Spirit New Years. 2005 was good to me. Made a ton of new friends, got rid of a bitch of a friend, my future is set and ready to take action, I got my first job, Anne kissed me.. lol. Whatever! I love my friends. Anne, Ross, Liz, Allison, Dennis.. so on n so forth.
I'm gonna go play a game. I don't feel like going anywhere today. I'm taking the night off from people and life. Hope everyone has a great party to go to. My great party is totally gonna be in my basement with Head Hunter.
Scratch that. Anne convinced me to go to Bradford's. So, I'll be there at 8 until whenever I decide to leave. Great days.
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