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m&ms487

:: 2006 28 July :: 10.29pm
:: Mood: depressed

I can't help but feel that I'm wasting my life.
I'm wasting my talent.
I'm wasting.

I'm wasted.

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liz

:: 2006 26 July :: 11.30pm

WoW is gei.
almost as gei as scales

l<3ve


m&ms487

:: 2006 26 July :: 6.27pm
:: Mood: worried

I had a picnic with Kae and Aaron today.

Lovely rain.

I would be a toaster, so I could take two slices at once.


Sometimes I catch a glimpse,
Of the world which I see,
A beautiful scene, magical,
You could never know what I mean.


"Sometimes I think this cycle never ends, we slide from top to bottom then we turn and climb again..."

I listened to Transatlanticism for the first time today. It was beautiful.

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m&ms487

:: 2006 22 July :: 6.46am
:: Mood: listless

I haven't slept in 28 hours, and if I go to bed soon I'm looking at about four hours of sleep before the park picnic and then work until 10 tonight.

I had my CMU orientation yesterday morning. Very informative. I got some of the classes I wanted, the others I dropped and added the correct ones. Twelve credit hours, not bad.

BIO 101 (and lab)
CSP 10something (computers and society, i know...but i had to fill a gen ed requirement)
ENG 235 American Literature
COM10something, intro to speech and communications.

All fun things. No ensembles, no music classes right now. Because I had to change schools so quickly, I can't be in their music program until next year. However, I may still pick up my entry level music classes and an ensemble next semester, until then, studying by myself is the only option I have.

We went to IHOP and played mau. I drank real coffee for the first time in my life, with a lot of cream and sugar mind you. The waiter made us triple strength coffee (three bags of coffee grounds in the pot). That shit really gets you. I believe that is the reason why I am not tired at this time.

Driving home from IHOP I witness the most beautiful sunrise, so, I took out my writing journal and compiled a few thoughts I will share with you here.



July 22 2006 6:30a

The dew soaks thorugh my clothing as I sit here, witness to this event. So few times have I been so aware of this constant change of my home. Something so beautiful would be more cherished if it were rare. We prize the true diamond because it is rare, but would we not just as easily be careless with it if it were common to us? Would we not use it as an adornment fabricated to eventually break to keep the economy going. The slogan would not be "Diamonds are Forever," rather they would be quite common place and often disposed of, losing all significance of importance. Beauty is only acclaimed in the rarest of forms. A perfect sunflower is often only left for the birds to admire.

This magnificent event before me may be prized by another people, another culture, because of its rarity, such as in the north. The sun sets for half the year, and is risen for half the year. Do you think they are not joyous after six months of darkness when the sun rises, illuminating their world? It seems beauty and admiration are only warrented for the rare, but never the equally admirable but common.


-michelle

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kellilynn21

:: 2006 20 July :: 11.54pm
:: Mood: Content

Got This From Brie*

TEN EMOTIONS.
1. are you missing someone right now?: yeah…
2. are you happy: im not sad…
3. are you talking to anyone right now: yeah
4. are you bored: obviously because im doing this survey.
5. are you german: nope
6. are you irish: nope
7. are you french: nope
8. are you Italian: F YA BABY!
9. are your parents still married: nope
10. are you in love with someone right now: nope

TEN FACTS.
1. hometown: The Big G-Rap baby!
2. hair color: Brown, duh… brunettes do it better!
4. hair style: umm… a new one, just got it cut.
5. eye color: they change between green, blue, and hazel.
6. shoe size: 6-7ish
7. mood: content.
8. orientation: umm… don’t understand the question.
9. available?: Single: yes.
10. lefty/righty: riiiight.

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE.
1. have you ever been in love: Yes.
2. do you believe in love: Yes.
3. why did your last relationship fail: we grew apart, it happens.
4. have you ever been heart broken: who hasn’t?
5. have you ever broken someone's heart?: yeah…
6. have you ever fallen for your best friend: “BEST” friend, no. Friend, yeah.
7. have you ever liked someone but never told them: duh, who hasn’t?
8. are you afraid of commitment: scared shitless.
9. have you ever kissed someone you liked: umm duh.
10. have you ever had a secret admirer: yeah.

TEN THINGS:
1. love or lust: Love
2. hard liquor or beer: beer’s nasty.
3. night or day: Night.
4. one night stands or relationships: relationship.
5. television or internet: Both.
6. pepsi or coke: MD baby!
7. wild night out or romantic night in: both!
8. colored pictures or black and white pictures: Both.
9. phone or in person: person duh!
10. aim or phone: Phone.

TEN HAVE Y0U EVERS.
1. been caught sneaking out?: Yes.
2. skinny dipped?: Yes.
3. done something you regret?: who hasn’t?
4. bungee jumped?: no but I want to someday.
5. been on a house boat?: Yes.
6. finished an entire jaw breaker?: sadly… no.
7. wanted someone so badly it hurt?: Yes.
8. been caught by your parents with a hickey?: nope.
9. danced in the rain?: I LOVE IT!!!!
10. had a hang over?: why would you ask that!

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m&ms487

:: 2006 18 July :: 10.27pm

why do i keep on missing everything?

why do i ruin everything?

why?

l<3ve


miniredhawk

:: 2006 14 July :: 7.43pm

Panic! At The Disco

Beyond awesome!

And for that, I say, thank you Anne!
Best. Gift. Ever.

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fishyrere

:: 2006 7 July :: 2.48pm

Odd Facts about ME
DO YOU SNORE?:Nope
LOVER OR A FIGHTER?:both
WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?:divorce
AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO BUILDER?:heck yes... still am
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY TV"?:sucks
DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?:yeah
WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?:of course
HOW IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?:not all that bad
WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?:black
DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?:yes
HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?:i wish
ANY SECRET TALENTS?:haha. any talents at all? not really
WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?:europe
HAVE YOU EATEN SUSHI?:not yet
HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?:sure have
DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE?:not really
HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE POP?:a lot
CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?:no
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?:yeah
ARE SPEEDO'S HOT?:not on old men at the beach
WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?:gotta do whatcha gotta do
IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?:i hope so
DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?:not really
WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?:dust
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU":last night to Ben
IS TUPAC STILL ALIVE?:no comment
DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS?:I did at me sisters
HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?:depends on my mood
ARE BLONDES DUMB?:NO. i resent that
WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP?:the cat has it
WHAT TIME IS IT?:2:43
DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?:yeah my friends call me Re
IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING?:yup
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR?:about a half hour ago
DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS?:showers
IS SANTA CLAUSE REAL?:no
ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?:sometimes
WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO?:caffine
CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER?:crunchy
HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE?:yes
HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH TODAY?:one
IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?:heck yes
ARE YOU WEARING SOCKS?:yup
HAVE YOU EVER HITCH HIKED?:no
WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?:greenish
WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:a few days ago
DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE?:sure
WHOSE LIFE IS BETTER?:mine
ARE YOU PSYCHIC?:no
HAVE YOU READ "CATCHER IN THE RYE"?:yes
DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS?:not yet
CAN YOU SKATEBOARD?:i can try
DO YOU LIKE CAMPING?:depends on who i'm with
DO U SNORT WHEN U LAUGH?:no
DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC?:no
IS A DOG A MAN'S BEST FRIEND?:yes
YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE?:I believe it happens but shouldn't unless certin cases
CAN YOU DO THE MOONWALK?:no
DOES YOUR MOM KNOW YOU HAVE A MYSPACE?:i don't have one
WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?:french fries
DO YOU WEAR NAILPOLISH?:no
DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?:kind of
WHAT'S THE MOST ANNOYING TV COMMERCIAL?:all of them
DO YOU SHOP AT AMERICAN EAGLE?:no
FAVORITE BAND AT THE MOMENT?:Mae and The Postal Service
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What can i say? i was bored.

~Re~

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fishyrere

:: 2006 6 July :: 12.25pm

Well hello.
I had fun. The fourth of July was fun. I indeed loved spending time with everyone who was there. It was nice to be able to do something besides work. I got home and my mom was pretty ticked though. And the funny thing was I really didn't care. I woke up and was sore from football. My arm hurts a lot from when Katie tackled me but I'm good. Even though I am horrible at football I still liked playing.

Last night I talked to Emma on the phone until forever and that was awesome too. She knows how to listen and I found myself telling her things that I can hardly admit to myself. It was sort of refreshing to get some things off my chest. Yeah.

~Re~

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liz

:: 2006 3 July :: 12.01am

ggggrrrr at you
*rubs ear and smiles because the world is an okay place to be even if it sucks really bad right now*

l<3ve

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