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2006 3 January :: 2.17am
Blah.. it's been a while.. quick recap. New years was outstanding. We spent the time from 11-12:15 by ourselves at rosa parks ice skating and just being the fun couple we are. And midnight was a blessing, because I couldn't have asked for a single thing to make that night better...
We're growing... together. and that makes me happy :)
Rampage games start february 3rd... and that's our deadline to have some routines together... I'm getting anxious to start performing in front of such a big crowd, and also getting kind of nervous. Which I guess is normal, but something I'm not really used to. If you get the chance this year, go to a rampage game (arena football) and watch us dance. it'll be an overall good time.
Oh, if you wanna see a quick trailer of us dancing go here.
http://media.putfile.com/Tek-Trailer
That's all folks.
-K. Loye
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2006 2 January :: 9.29pm
January 15th.
I'm going to see my dad. January 15th is when I'll be going there. I might be there for a week, or a few days.. I don't know. But I almost cried when I was on the phone with him. Next week I'm gonna go get my nails done, and then I'm gonna go see my dad.. and talk to him. Actually sit down, and talk to him. Tell him about my mom, about how I hate my job because my boss is a douche bag, about school, about my plans, and about.. whatever else comes to mind. I'm not into church, so I'll leave before Sunday, but I'll probably stay there for a week. We'll see. I'll take enough clothes to stay for a week anyway.
Maybe I'll even have him take me to go look at apartments downtown Chicago. That'd be fun. I'm excited. Alright, I'm gonna go do something now. Much love. <3
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2006 2 January :: 4.03pm
Here’s pictures of the GOOD part of my New Years.
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2006 1 January :: 4.14pm
:: Music: Will Smith - Switch
2006.
So, the first thing I remember of 2006 is.. Anne being drunk, me crying myself to sleep, and my brother calling me when he's drunk. What a fabulous way to start the new year.
Last year, I started it with Jill. This year, I was with Bradford, Anne, Ross, Heather, John, and Joey. Oh, and Michelle. That all? I think so. It was fun though.
I'm eating fudge. So far, my new years resolution isn't coming true lol. I'm gonna make a new rule. New Years Day doesn't count. Starting tomorrow, I'm cutting out pop and a lot of chocolate. Every once in a while I'm gonna drink chocolate milk, but that's not bad for you. Unless you drink it like.. all the time. I don't think I'll do that. But, I am gonna stop making fudge and just eating it because it's there. I'm gonna actually try and.. be good with food. Eat only when I'm hungry, and not when something smells good lol. I have a habit of doing that. Being fat gets old.
That's pretty much my main goal. That and actually taking pride in what I have and what I do. Granted, I'll be like "fuck this day" every so often, but that's human.
Alright, enough. I'm bored and done now. I'm gonna go watch a movie and eat a lot before I have to stop :) Happy New Year.
ps I'm gonna try and go see my dad for about a week. I don't want to be here anymore, and I think it would be good for me to go see him for a little bit. Yeah. Sounds good.
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2006 1 January :: 12.58am
2006
Happy New Year. Time to start a bunch of resoultions.
And yes, I have a ton.
And this year, I hope to actually keep half of them.
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2005 31 December :: 6.25pm
:: Music: Franz Ferdinand - Take Me Out
Suck.
I got Franz Ferdinand in the mail. Not the cd I orded, but their first one. I'll keep it though because I do like this one song. I'll just have to get their other cd later. Asses.
Alright, so I'm on the quest of a new job. My boss, fuck man Lee, is a fucking douche bag whore and needs to die tonight. That'd be the best last Christmas present ever. He fucking yells at me infront of customers so he can look like a big hot shot. Well, fuck that. Tanya's getting sick of it, and so am I. So, job hunting again. Yes. Gag me.
Oh, Happy Totally-Not-In-The-Spirit New Years. 2005 was good to me. Made a ton of new friends, got rid of a bitch of a friend, my future is set and ready to take action, I got my first job, Anne kissed me.. lol. Whatever! I love my friends. Anne, Ross, Liz, Allison, Dennis.. so on n so forth.
I'm gonna go play a game. I don't feel like going anywhere today. I'm taking the night off from people and life. Hope everyone has a great party to go to. My great party is totally gonna be in my basement with Head Hunter.
Scratch that. Anne convinced me to go to Bradford's. So, I'll be there at 8 until whenever I decide to leave. Great days.
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2005 30 December :: 12.55am
:: Mood: Spent
:: Music: Korn - Twisted Transistor
Now, I'm done.
I spent $112.79 at Walmart tonight. I only have like.. 20 bucks left in my account. Bad. Now, I'm done spending money. January 6th I get paid again, and I swear that money is going straight to the bank. I'm gonna pay my mom her 120, then my grandpa his 150, the rest is in the bank. I'll open a savings account probably next Thursday. I'll just close my Credit Union account, and go soley through Independent. I might even check out the other bank in town. Bank One and Fifth Third. Just to check out their savings account and insterest rates. I'll probably just stay with Independent though. That way I can do all my banking in one area. Makes life easier.
Tomorrow I work 10-7:30, then Saturday I work 10-5. After this weekened, things will go back to normal. So dumb lol. But, me and Tanya will each get a day off during the week, so that's good. I'm trying to ask for Thursday's off, but if I can't have those, then I'll just deal with Wednesday or Tuesday. Not big thing, but Thursday nights are GVSU nights, and since school starts soon.. I'm gonna go. Maybe, I'll see if Lisa and Allison want to hang out on Wednesdays instead. Even though, Thursday is OC night. Eh. I dunno, I'll figure something out.
Right now, it's 1am, and I have to get up in 7-8 hours. Preferably 7, but if I can't then I'll just rush in the morning and look like ass. Gotta make chicken dip. So gay! Too much mixing. Tanya did it last time. Well, she did the fiesta dip. But chicken dip is worse.
Anyway, bed time. Goodnight.
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2005 29 December :: 10.55pm
:: Mood: Unbelievably Happy
:: Music: Touch The Sky- Kanye West
What A Wonderful Day!
Today was like the best day . I saw the 3 most important people in my life today and I loved it. Last night Ashley Elizabeth Gage (teehee) randomly came over and spent the night… and I totally loved it. I haven’t hung out with her like in like a 10 months (kinda not exaggerating either)! Even though we pretty much did NOTHING it was still like the best ever. So I got to see her this morning so that’s 1 out of 3. Then I went over to Jordan’s for about 10 minutes (person #2) THEN at about 3:00ish Kerrilynn called me and told me to come over (so that’s person #3). But I was really tired, so I took a nap there lol… eh oh well Kerri slept too. Then we ate tacos, (mmmhhh yum) then at about…7:15ish I left and since I only saw Jordan for about a total of 2.5 seconds… after Kerrilynn’s, I went back to Jordan’s. THEN more people show up at Jordan’s randomly like… Brianna and Ashley Anderson, then of course since Brianna came over Dan had to RUIN the girls night we had going on… lol jk. Anywho: I know that it probably sounds like a kind of boring day but I loved it. So here’s some pictures.
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I Have The Bestest Friends In The World.
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2005 29 December :: 5.36pm
My journal will be forever and on now friends only.
sorry creepy stalker people
Cough>grandpa,deidra,dad
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2005 28 December :: 5.15am
:: Mood: Tired
:: Music: Howie Day - Collide.
I hate this.
I'm so incredibly tired, I just can't sleep. Why not?
I've realized that I might be a little insane. Not like crazy, but retarded. The thoughts going through my head are ones that I haven't had so long, and it felt good to not think about it for a while. Now, I can't stop. What's with that?
I've been tired for a few hours, I layed in my bed for a few hours. I played solitare on my iPod for a little, then I just layed there some more. I can't stop thinking about him. It's not right, and I don't.. want to anymore. Do I?
I told him some things, kinda mean things, but true. Something I never really thought I'd say, but after I said it, I wish I didn't. I'm afraid to lose him, even though he was lost before and I didn't care. Well, not lost, just.. busy.
I've been crying a lot, and it's scaring me. I feel like crying right now actually. I just hope this comes and goes before March.
I had a day off. That was probably the best feeling thing in the world. I actually did things too. Granted, I didn't do anything I really should have, but I got some things done, sort of. I like having a day off. Maybe I will take Lee up on that twice a week offer.
I believe these earphones are making my ears bigger. The things are huge, and my ears kind of hurt.
Starting right now, I'm done splurging. Time to start saving. 500 dollars for spending money (since I payed all my debts off with my grandpa's money), and the rest is going to be saved for a laptop. I don't think I can get enough, but it never hurt to try. Even if I don't have the money by March, I'll have that much more money to put towards one after I get back.
I always tend to update this thing and make the entries longer than what anybody wants to read, but oh well right? I guess if you care, then you'll read. Otherwise, you'll bypass it and just wait for shorter entries.
I should try to sleep now. Howie Day is kinda putting me to sleep. Goodnight.. or morning. However you plan on reading it.
Even the best fall down sometimes..
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