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2005 21 December :: 10.01pm
cheater
Tanya.. encourage cheating? No way. If you know Tanya, you know she doesn't encourage cheating.. but she is. I love it, but I hate it at the same time. I'm like "great, totally what I wanted back in the day when I didn't care, but now that I have the opportunity to cheat.. I can't do it." The answers are sitting on my bed.. taunting me this very moment. Such agony. I'll do it, then read it over. That's good, right? I'll have a few hours to read 4 books. Shit, I can do it. Alright, I'm gonna cheat.
Cheating on this = getting away faster. Yes. I'll do it. Only because Florida is yelling for me. And so is Georgia. I can't wait.
I'm calling tomorrow. I'm talking to my mom tonight. Hopefully.. March will be my month. February would be even better, but that's totally in 2 months. Not long enough. March.. 3, a little better, and anything after is just too far away. Ahh, I hope March is available.
I'm so excited, I could scream. But, I've been told if I yell loud enough, my neighbors can hear me. They don't need to know I'm yelling with joy. That's just not something that happens on Jeffery Street. Ever.
Okay, Tanya, I'm gonna cheat. I'll update tomorrow about the for sure date I'll be leaving Cedar Springs, Michigan. Excitement.
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2005 21 December :: 4.47pm
:: Mood: jealous
:: Music: Dance, Dance - Fall Out Boy
here it goes all over again
I'm gonna use my woohu again. Congrats to all of those "person" that actually read my journal. Feel lucky to have such an honor. And by the way, enjoy the new eye candy for a profile pic. Now on to obscure sentences that sort of describe what my life is like now:
Christmas is almost here and I have no spirit. Dunno why.
I'm back on the day shift. Opening. And. It. Sucks. A lot.
It getting really hard to find out where certain loyalties lie. Why does there ALWAYS have to be drama? Seriously.
My car is slowly becoming a piece of crap. I really want to see it fly off a cliff.
Oh, and by the way...
...am I really that jealous?
Yep. But the real question is: Why? I thought I put the idea out of my mind. Dammit.
Friday is gonna be really interesting.
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liz
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2005 21 December :: 9.08am
so brief synopsis here.
I am sick.
sick sick sick.
on some nasty horsepills.
I have a horrendouse sinus infection and my thyroid thing is probably back.
i have a very large lump next to my thyroid protruding out of my neck.
I got to work yesterday heather looked at me and told me to go home.
I have to work again today.
im going to work because I need to work, because I need the money.
I hate poor.
in brighter news.
I passed all of my classes.
Yay yay yay.
I really didnt think that I would or that I could and I did.
so yayness for me.
yay yay.
Two D's C and a B.
not great but I could have done so much worse and I am happy anyway ray is here so im out bitches.
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l<3ve
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denation
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2005 21 December :: 6.09am
Your 2005 Song Is
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Mr. Brightside by The Killers
"It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss"
Let's just say you're happy to be done with 2005!
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l<3ve
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miniredhawk
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2005 20 December :: 10.47pm
Your 2005 Song Is
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Don't Phunk With My Heart by the Black Eyed Peas
"I always want you with me
I'll play Bobby and you'll play Whitney"
You were insanely in love in 2005 - and still might be!
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l<3ve
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kellilynn21
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2005 20 December :: 8.13pm
:: Mood: Calm
:: Music: Diamonds- Kanye West
((Week))... So Far
Yesterday was pretty fun. I went over to Jordan's at like 10:30 and we baked Christmas cookies like for 4 hours! Then we took a break and decided we didn¡¯t want to make any anymore. Then Jordan wanted to go get her glasses, so we went and got her glasses lol. We stopped at Kerrilynn's for like 2.5 just to say hi. Then we came back to her house and sat there until like idk 6:00ish. Then we went and baked cookies with Joeys mom haha. Then I went home and went to bed, fun huh?
Today I'm not sure what I'm doing. But tomorrow Demmers is coming over and were gunna party lol. Then were gunna stop by the camp reunion for a couple hours. Then me and Demmers and Tia are gunna go party some more lol. Sounds like fun to me.
<3 K
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Today was pretty fun, yay! I didn’t really get out of bed until like 12:30. Then I didn’t really know what I was gunna do but I didn’t really want to just sit at my house so I got ready, for what I didn’t know, and I gave a couple people a call. So I ended up going to Kerrilynn’s for a couple hours. The only thing we really did was pretty much: watched the Tyra Banks Show with Kevin lol, and after that Kassie and Kerri and me just pretty much sat on our butts and talked about Kerri going to Africa for 2 years :( and some other sad stuff. Im just happy i got to see her today. Anyways so then after that whole deal- I went back to Jordan’s and pretty much made cookies, again. I’m kinda all cookied out.
The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.
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liz
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2005 19 December :: 10.14am
| Your Birthdate: February 15 | 
You take life as it is, and you find happiness in a variety of things.
You tend to be close to family and friends. But it's hard to get into your inner circle.
Making the little things wonderful is important to you, and you probably have an inviting home.
You seek harmony with others, but occasionally you have a very stubborn streak.
Your strength: Your intense optimism
Your weakness: You shy away from exploring your talents
Your power color: Jade
Your power symbol: Flower
Your power month: June |
this would be the biggest load ever.
that is not me at all.
jesus.
i hate trends so why do i always go along with them.
what a waste of time.
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2005 18 December :: 12.11am
:: Music: usher - bedtime
iPod +
I got my iPod. That's pretty sweet. I'm excited to play with it. I'm not supposed to, but my mom gave in and let me have it early.
So, I'm poor once again. I did good this time though.. I had a hundred dollars for a long time, but I had to spend it on a few things, and last thing I know.. I'm broke again. That's cool. At least I had some fun. Back to work.
I'm gonna quit Story's. I hate that job so much. A while back Ross told me that I just need to get out of food, otherwise any job I get that deals with food I'll hate. So, I'm gonna try and get a new job. Zach told me to apply at that clothing store in Rockford. I might do that, whenever I can get a fucking day off work. Maybe in January.
Balinda is amazing. I love that woman, and my mom hates her. It's so bad, but I don't even care. She said that she's gonna get me a job over at Mobil. Um.. right. I'll take it, if I get it, but I really don't want to work at a gas station. I was visiting with her last night there, and I met Stephanie. Stephanie said she wants me to work there cause I make her laugh, so alright. Like I said, I'll take it if I get it. Balinda almost made me cry last night. She was telling me how beautiful I am, and how she loves me for being myself, and not taking shit from Lee or my mom. And she said she feels bad for me cause of the situations I'm being put in. She told me to take Tanya up on her Airline offer so I can get out of here faster.
Tanya said she's gonna help me out with my Airline books. I have 4 left, then I can go to Florida and Georgia. She said the books mean jack shit, so she'll give me all the answers lol. That'd help a lot. I don't have time to sit here and work on those books. Plus, I'm stuck on book 9, but I can't call the airline this late.. nobody's there.
I went bowling with Tori and Tara today. They're good.. I wanted to cry lol. I had a lot more fun with Anne, Liz, Allison, Jeremiah, and Ashlee.
I have to burn like.. a million CD's. I'm gonna go do that now. Those are going to be the Christmas presents from me to whoever said they wanted one. Everyone else that means more to me than just a cd will get their presents after the 30th, cause that's when I get my giant paycheck.
Jeremiah, Leah, Wendy, Carrie, Tori, Alyssa, Conda, and.. someone else gets one.. Well, Jeremiah get's 3, he just doesn't know it yet. Dane Cook cd's lol. Shh, don't tell him.
Alright, I'm gonna get to burnin. Goodnight.
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2005 15 December :: 3.49pm
MEGANS COMING HOME TODAY. Ug, i miss her so much. I’m so glad she’s ok. Today was horrible just thinking of her in the hospital and everything. Last night and pretty much all today; I’ve been thinking about so much. Megan and I used to be so close. We used to talk like everyday about like everything. We were pretty close for a long time, then idk what happened. We just kinda stopped calling. Today I was thinking about the first time we ever really talked on the phone; we were both scared to call each other haha. We had talked online like every day for about like 4 months before we got the courage up to call each other. That first night she called me; we talked for 3 hours lol. Idk why I remember all this but I do. Everything that we did together just like came back. I mean I knew she wasn’t gunna die or anything but still everything just came back. Its made me realize never to lose touch with people you love. I know this sounds weird and most people probably wont understand, or they’ll just be like “you guys arnt ever close anymore” but idk what I would have done if something worse would have happened. For about 3 months now me and Meg have been talking about getting together but never really do. Now I know better; I know not to take friendships for granted and I know that sooner or later; your not gunna have the chance to see whoever you want whenever you want. Its kinda sad that it took Megan to get in a car accident for me to figure all this out but at least now I know. My mom got a hold of her by 6th hour and talked to her for awhile, then called me and left me a message so I called her during 6th hour and talked to her. I was crying like a baby when i was talking to her. I’m just ug, I’m so glad she’s ok. For anyone who prayed for her, thank you a lot. <3
Just Some Random Pictures Of Me Tonight... I Dont Know How To Make Them Smaller... Sorry.
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2005 14 December :: 9.30pm
:: Mood: Anxious
3 DAYS
Kerri Comes Home In 3 Days... :-)
Bad News: My friend Megan got in a really bad car accident today:( Shes in the hospital... ugg:(
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