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2005 24 November :: 6.06am
:: Music: 311 - come original
new layout
my oc obsession has come onto my woohu.
a-freaking-mazing.
i saw rent. pretty good.
angel was by far my favorite.
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2005 22 November :: 8.50pm
:: Mood: Tired... Again.
:: Music: Hey Mama- Kanye West
Im Really Tired*
I just got home from hanging out with Ashley. We went to Alpine and went to the book store for like 3 hours lol. They have some pretty school stuff there… besides books lol. Then we went to Olive Garden. I pretty much ate like a pig, lol jk. I had… Fettuccini Alfrado, mmmmmh. It was funny cuz we went there wanting to get the soup and salad for whatever it is… $5.79 or whatever they advertise it for, and like before I could even say how much is the soup and salad, our waiter like read my mind and was like its $8.00. I was like oooohkay then. Then she like looks at me and Ash and was like do u need help with the menu, lol. We were like uuuhh no, lol. Then on our way back to Ashley’s, (I kinda think this was a had to be there thing) but earlier when we were leaving the book store Ashley was telling me how at school she always like almost gets run over and I was like ‘by cars?’ and Ashley was like ‘No, by cows!’ lol, so yeah on our way back to Ashley’s we were talking about how I should dress up like a cow and run her over and I was laughing so hard that I could like hardly drive. And I showed her that paint spill on Shaner. Every time I go by it I like crack up. Anyways: so yeah nothing to exciting for you guys to read but I had a fun night and that’s all that really matters lol.
<3
Ya Know: Im Really Starting To Not Like You Anymore*
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2005 22 November :: 2.11pm
I think that i am going to officially retire my journal.
not that any of you care.
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2005 22 November :: 10.23am
If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything, either good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you!
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2005 22 November :: 10.06am
so yeah.
yesterday.
that was one killer of a day.
tiring. to add to my dismay and shit filled day it was the night of the xbox 360 release. haha losers who wanted one but didnt get one. we only had 10 with about 30 people in line for it. cant put it on layaway cash or charge only. haha.
i laugh at you.
that might be the only time i laughed all night.
it was horrible.
so much damn crying and so i have resolved to myself that I am not going to let YOU make me cry. I am above that. I control myself and at the command of mike I am no longer going to talk to you because you get me riled up too bad and I dont need it. Ray and I talked though. about the stuff that you and I talked about and about the whole one person what If i already found him and threw it away. he is cool and he understands but i think that the way i was last night scared him and now he is moving out.
so there is that. he says he is but i dont think he will. i hope not. I like him here with me. he makes every day better, knowing that at the end of the day he is going to be waiting for me is the greatest feeling. as for my "friends" I pretty much decided whatever you all have your opinion and what i say will never change that. As far as me being a whore and a bitch I didnt know that doing the things that i need to do made me those things but whatever. I guess next time i should stay stuck in a relationship where I am unhappy as long as no one gets hurt. at least not right away those things would never go away and it would drag on, yeah I found a new boyfriend pretty quick but i think that is life, why would i pass up a great guy just because i just broke up with another one. I love Pj he knows that. I always will but Im not going to sit around moping for him. I am better today, after talking to ray. yeah pj its unfair I know but its life and its the right that he gets because he is my boyfriend and at this point i think that you are just saying some things because you know they will bother me but i refuse to let them bother me anymore
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2005 21 November :: 9.35pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Heard Em Say- Kanye West
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2005 21 November :: 1.08pm
Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know: you were the last good thing about this part of town.
When I wake up, I'm willing to take my chances on the hope I forget
that you hate him more than you notice I wrote this for you (for you, so...)
You need him. I could be him...
I could be an accident but I'm still trying.
That's more than I can say for him.
Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know: you were the last good thing about this part of town.
Someday I'll appreciate in value, get off my ass and call you... {but for} the meantime I'll sport my
brand new fashion of waking up with pants on at 4:00 in the afternoon.
You need him. I could be him...
I could be an accident but I'm still trying.
That's more than I can say for him.
1-2-3-4!
Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know: you were the last good thing about this part of town.
(won't find out) he won't find out
(won't find out) he won't find out
Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know: you were the last good thing about this part of town.
Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman. (he won't find out)
Maybe he won't find out what I know: you were the last good thing about this part of town.
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2005 21 November :: 12.59pm
well i talked to leo today. apologized about being a bitch to him and he was cool. he said that i was in a new relationship and he could understand how ray would be a little jealous of him, leo is too good to me. hopefully other people can be cool like him too.
as of right now the only friends i seem to have as constant are joslyn, amber, and kristin.
everything is turning out so differently than i had ever expected.
im bummed that you people who have claimed to be my friends can turn around and say things like that about me. kelly especially. he said that he was neutral and that he would still be friends with both of us after we broke up. i see how true that was. im really upset about that kelly. thanks a mil.
pj I am bummed because i feel like you are trying to use things against me that you think will make me want to go back to you. I dont think that is fair at all, especially the whole ring thing. i love you regardless im just saying.
today is really upsetting me.
I need something a drink or sleep, yeah sleep. good.
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2005 21 November :: 11.34am
SO
Kelly,
Kevin,
Bill,
Yakaly,
Michelle,
YOU CAN ALL FUCK OFF!!!
You don't know me, you don't know Pj and I's relationship so keep your damn opinions to yourself.
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2005 21 November :: 11.28am
hur-fucking-ray for getting calls from your manager saying you have the day off.
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