:: 2004 2 May :: 8.52 pm

the last couple of days..
Friday:
Myself, Britney, and Hailey went to Jerry's to see Throatshot. We get there at like 7 because that's when the guy who worked there said the bands would start playing. Well they didn't start until around 8:15 or so, so we just walked around and such. So they finally start and this one band ( I forget the name) came on. All I remember is the singer had a volcom shirt on. Oh and the guitarist had really pretty eyes. People started to mosh around me and I freaked out and ran off to the side, heh. So after them another band came on. The singer sucked really bad though. When he started to sing, I started laughing, then tried to hide it because I didn't want to look mean. THenn after they were done we went upstairs and got a soda. We went outside and some guy came by and asked us if we wanted some Jack in the Box. Twas kind of random.. well then the cops came and we had to go in because of curfew. (sp?) So we went back downstairs and Artemis came on. They were good. After they ended I saw a shaggy haired hot boy standing by himself off to the side eating pizza. I wanted to go talk to him so badly but my shyness was too powerful. So thennn State of Insomnia came on and they were good too. Britney was talking to the guitarist and he got her number. I started getting tired so Britney suggested I get a soda and chug it. Bad idea because it made me sick and I puked, blegh. Finallyyy at 11:50 Throatshot comes on we get to hear one song then, whaddya know, mom calls and says she's outside and we have to leave. Major disappointment. well there's always next time. So Brit and Hailey stayed the night, and we slept in mom's room cause her bed is bigger than mine. I stayed up talking to Britney until around 1:45 then went to sleep because I had to get up early the next day for my competition.

Saturday:
I had to wake up at 7:30 to get ready for the Comp. After I get done, we drop off Hailey and Britney, then head over to Ridgview. We had to help pull out the floor for drumline and put it up. After that happens my mother asked Ms. Alston if it would be alright to take me home because I was feeling sick, luckily she says yes, otherwise I wouls have had to stay there all day until Colorguard went on. So I go home and sleep for 3 hrs and eat, then get ready and head back to the school. We practiced and such for a while then went on. I think we did really good, we ended up getting 3rd though. It sucked because we were only a point away from second, but oh well at least we didn't get last.

Sunday:
I wake up and take a shower then called Haily to see if she wants to go to the movies. Her Mom said no though so I just lay around in bed for a while. Then she calls me and says that she met a shaggy haired boy and I should come over to meet him. So when I get over there I see him and he looked like he was 12 yrs old. Turns out hes 14 and in 8th grade. But ek, he looked way too young. He had a brother though who's in 11th grade. So we hung out at their house for a while, then headed back to Haileys. After a while they had to go. I almost got into a fight w/ Haileys little sister because she's a bitch, then Hailey did get into a fight w/ her. It was fun watching it. Finally at around 7 I had to come home.. and well.. the rest is history.

God, that's cheesy. oh well.

That was a super long post, probably the longest. Well, ttfn.

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:: 2004 20 April :: 9.09 pm
:: Mood: frustrated

I have been contemplating for the last couple of days about what I should do about Hailey, Britney and Heather smoking pot. I finally did something about it and wrote Hailey a note telling her that it's her and smoking that shit or hanging out with me. It just hit me yesterday how absurd this is. I mean, yesterday I was put into the position that I was running from the cops (a group of us were smoking behind an appartment building, well not me I was just standing there, when a lady came out and told us to leave and that the police were on their way), which has never happened before and was scary. I am also put in the position that I have to lie to my mom. It has almost slipped a couple of times before so It's bound to at some point. If Hailey cares about our friend ship then she will tell Heather to fuck off and smoke by herself. But if she doesn't give a damn about me then she will tell me to fuck off. I guess this is a test of our friendship. well there's no guessing, it is. I hope things turn out okay.. I can just imagine her saying " come on Christina, It's just weed. Everyone else does it. It's not like it can kill you." Bull shit. That shit can become addictive.
blahblahblah.
Anyway. If worse comes to worse.. I'll find new friends. It's not like it's impossible.

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:: 2004 11 April :: 8.30 pm

my mother took me to disneyland yesterday. it was fun.
I haven't talked to my grandmother all day today.. I feel kind of bad.
School tomorrow. not really looking forward to it but eh, can't do anything about it.
I wanted to get my storyboard for art done and my research paper for math done too but I didn't do either of them. I need to learn how to not procrastinate.
I'm hungry. I suppose I'll go eat now.
ttfn

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:: 2004 10 April :: 10.40 pm

so, I got a live journal account. It's "xx tink" if it matters.
I suppose I'll just start posting on there, but I don't know yet.
ttfn

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:: 2004 8 April :: 7.36 pm

tomorrow I might get to go to Jerry's if my mother would be so kind as to let me go. I'm wondering if I should send in that two dollars. I probably will.

ttfn.

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:: 2003 29 December :: 2.58 am
:: Mood: Sarcastic/bitchy/tired

I don't write much in here anymore because I like to write on paper. It seems to help more. well I'm sorry about this because I know how many of you sit on the edge of your seat hoping that I made a new entry because you are just so FACINATED with my stupid life. (sarcasm) okay well I'm going to go now. lata homes.

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:: 2003 21 December :: 2.36 am

Copy it then paste it intoyour journal - bold things that you agree with and if you don't agree then change them into something that you do agree with.

-edit- I really screwed up the whole bold thing so yeah.. uh don't pay attention to that part
1. I hate people dying.
2. I need to go to sleep
3. I was thinking of agreeing with more of these just to not have to make these up
4. I wish I was home alone so I could be loud.
5. I want to lose weight
6. I want to be in the school's band
7. I was born in February (sp?)
8. Music is one of my favorite things
9. I am obsessed with Harry Potter
10. I need to excercise more.
11. I love to laugh.
12. My room is blue
13. I am listening to nothing
14. Something Corporate me happy
15. I hate people who smell bad on multiple occasions
16. Everyone should shower more often
17. I love stars
18. I love Brand New
19. I am a huge procrastinator.
20. I wish I could have more self esteem.
21. I love oriental top ramen
22. I am sometimes stressed
23. I like where I live
24. I am an odd cookie
25. I need to learn how to drive.
26. I like have never drank beer.
27. I have never smoked pot
28. It is after noon
29. I don't go to school tomorrow
30. I love Taking Back Sunday
31. Roaches scare me
32. Especially the big roaches
33. I hate guys that lead you on then say they don't like you.
34. I wish it would snow in Bakersfield
35. I love the cold.
36. I love Daria
37. I'm not a senior in high school
38. I need to drink more water
39. my shirt is red
40. I don't own sponge bob underpants
41. I never get pay days
42. I am happy most of the time
43. I haven't seen Marilyn Manson in concert
44. I admire creativity
45. I like concerts
46. i am not a registered voter
47. I own zero cats
48. I <3 the 80's
49. my hair is not died
50. I have 4 piercings (my ears)
51. I don't like people who wear fur
52. I'm not very bitchy.
53. I don't like people who seem unfriendly
54. I like to make friends
55. I sort of like rap
56. I love target
57. I don't like the zoo
58. I have never done heroin
59. I used to live in Oildale
60. I might hate you
61. I love bubble baths
62. I have never been arrested
63. I am still attending high school
64. I love my mom
65. I have never tried to commit suicide
66. I like to watch shows on mtv
67. My favorite new movie is Finding Nemo
68. I'm not crying
69. Sometimes my eyes cry, without me telling them to
70. I want to go to australia
71. Being 14 sucks
72. I want a hug
73. I have been home all day
74. I like silver sharpies
75. I'm not strong
76. I am severely ticklish
77. I learn song lyrics quickly
78. I like hats
79. I dislike many aspects of school
80. I want to be in love
81. I want to learn to speak chinese
82. dark blue is my favorite color
83. I like tinkerbell.
84. I wished I owned a c.d. alarm clock
85. I think Adam sucks.
86. I don't like when people brag
87. I hate when people can't take a joke
88. i want to have a hot tub in my living room
89. I've changed a lot in the past five months
90. I shop at stores
91. I hope to get a lot of money for Christmas
92. I want my hair to be longer
93. I hate liars
94. I want to have a Brand New orgy
95. I love emo
96. I hate when people say I look ugly
97. I don't know who Saul Williams is
98. I think I am not cool
99. I am ugly because no one wants to go to formal with me
100. I don't know who Mrs. Mullford is

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:: 2003 21 December :: 2.24 am
:: Mood: tired as hell, and whiney

this is me whining.
Fuck. I'm fucking pathetic. I like.. seriouslyyy want to go out with zach. butt I have to be fucking lame and piss and moan instead of do something. I really want to talk to james and xavier more. They never come on. and when they do I have not a fucking thing to say to them. lame. bahhh this is seriously homosexual. ahhh all I can do is go ahoahirgaergioaehg. Christmas is 5 days away. I want it to be now becuase I'm acting like a 6 yr old and getting excited for it. Sue me. I feel like I have to change the way I act to get guys to *like* me. Xavier liked me for who I was, but he was just an internet boy. damn, why did he have to live so far away. But I mean, I don't want to have to change myself just for a guy, because then .. it would just suck.. yeah well I'm really too tired to think any more so I'm going to go. lata homes.

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:: 2003 8 November :: 6.40 pm
:: Mood: blank

I lost my phone.. again. I'm thinking it's in my uniform bag.. well I hope it is. we had to go to pismo today for a competition. It rained a lot and I'll probably be sick tomorrow. I got a cool sweatshirt for $20 though so it didn't all turn out bad. I really need to get cracking on my history day project because I only have 2 sources and I need 11 by monday.

I was watching the news last night and there was a thing on there about the memorial for that girl from Highland. Her name was Tricia I think. It made me sad.. It just sucks that she had to die that early in life. It's not fair.. I didn't even know her.. but it doesn't matter. I don't know what I would do if I was one of the people in the car.. I would feel guilty for a long time.. but.. oh nevermind.. I'm going to go..

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:: 2003 28 October :: 10.49 pm
:: Mood: thoughtful

weird
Today I found out that Jerome is Evans brother.. uh.. woah.. yeah okay well this stroke me as quite interesting.. don't ask me why but it's been bugging me since 7th per when I found out.. okay well.. hmm.. so I have a crush on a total of three people.. none of which I have a chance with.. one of which beth likes.. another which has a girlfriend and I have known since kindergarten and I don't want to screw up our friendship.. the third which is a junior and just.. isn't .. there's no chance. okay well.. that;s all.. bye

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:: 2003 27 October :: 10.54 pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: the tv

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:: 2003 25 October :: 6.51 pm
:: Mood: tired and bored

today
today was our band "competition" if you want to call it that. it was more like an exhibition thing because our ghetto school doesn't have a field show. Standard got beat by Beardsley in most of the categories and Richland got first in everything.

in about 30 minutes I will be departing to the cornfield maze.

well I must be going now. later gator

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:: 2003 24 October :: 10.07 pm
:: Mood: stupid and wishing I would just keep my mouth shut
:: Music: 21 and invincible - soco

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:: 2003 21 October :: 7.12 pm
:: Music: Taking Back Sunday

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:: 2003 8 October :: 10.21 am

Quiz
I took this quiz and foiund the results funny so I'm posting them.

you're a bro!


How can I label you?
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