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2005 26 December :: 12.13am
I seriously can't believe my friends sometimes. Okay let's just say one of my friends in particular. I thought we were supposed to be in this whole thing together but she just proved that it's now a competion to see who is better. Yeah well we'll see about that now wont we? Sounds like someones a little jealous to me. Whatever. I'm going to go cry now and be upset like I can be because this is our first fight over the dumbest thing ever.
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2005 25 December :: 7.05pm
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TEN FIRSTS
First Best Friend: my first and my last! Jessica Lynn SlutMchazen
First Screen Name: jessalyn62
First Pet: Rhea dog ollie and cat bea
First Piercing: ears in 1st grade
First Crush: nick wiebenga like kindergarten
First CD: googoo dolls
First Word: fuck lol no just kidding. i sasked my mom and she doesn 't even remember. wow what love.
First Real Love: Although i thought it was Kevin ;0) lol . it was definetely roman.
First Stuffed Animal: i duno. a lamb thing
NINE LASTS
Last Alcoholic Beverage: The Cap'n .... lol i am so gay
Car Ride: Back from a movie just now
Last Movie Seen: the family stone.... weird. and GAWD sarah jessica parker is ugly and has an annoying name.
Last Phone Call: jess/kevin
Last CD Played: a mix of kanye and michael buble and my humps remix and shit
Last Bubble Bath: too long ago. maybe i'll take one tonight
Last Time You Cried: kind of last night but only for like a minute. other than that it would be thursday
EIGHT 'HAVE YOU EVER...'S
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: well, besides Jess... it would be that roman became my best friend after we're together. other than that no i guess
Have you ever been arrested: No thank god
Have you ever skinny dipped: no
Have you ever been on TV: um kinda
Have you ever kissed someone and then regretted it: yeah lol sickoooo
Have you ever cheated: no
Have you ever spent more than 5 hours online: Probably
Have you ever cried yourself to sleep: Yup. unfortuantely
SEVEN THINGS YOU'RE WEARING
1. ferris shirt from roman yay
2. pannnnties
3. Jeans
4. bra
5. that's it! oh makeup
6. ring
7. Earring in cartilage
SIX THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY
1. slept like forever
2. been bored on effing christmas
3. Been online
4. missed roman
5. talked to jess
6. absolutely nothing on christmas :0(
FIVE FAVORITE THINGS IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER
1. roman
2. jessie hazen
3. sleeping
4. being in love
5. being careless or worryless
FOUR PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL [ALMOST] ANYTHING TO IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER
1. roman
2. jess
3. stef
4. justin i guess
THREE THINGS YOU HOPE TO HAVE IN THE FUTURE
1. marriage
2. a career as a successful nurse
3. babies!
TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. lose these nasty ass thighs.
2. travel everywhere with roman. everywhere! lol.
ONE SECRET
1. I am a messed up motha
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2005 25 December :: 12.53pm
absolute shitness. it is christmas and we are just sitting here. i slept in till eleven... found out my sister's getting married (yay stef and paul make lots of cute babies) and went to the bathroom.... then i talked to stef then i put some makeup on then i talked to jess
and thus has been my christmas. i am so sad and i will never go on vacation ever again during christmas because at least i will have some control. i can't believe my parents actualy made us come down here. but oh well thats how our fam... wait.... famil...no fa..fa... group of people who live together works i guess.
fuck the po lice
and call my cell phone because i am bored and have nothing to do at all whatsoever. cry cry cry is all i want to do.
i love my babbbbby roman and i hate brandon
fuck htis
i cant wait for the day i have a real family and a real christmas. this will happen in less than 10 years. hoorah.
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2005 24 December :: 10.21pm
MERRY CHRISTMAS! I LOVE EVERYONE!!!!!!!! says:
HEY BABY!!!!!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS! I LOVE EVERYONE!!!!!!!! says:
I MISS YOU!!!
I miss Danielle too. I feel so lost without seeing some of my friends.
MERRY CHRISTMAS! I LOVE EVERYONE!!!!!!!! says:
lol its ok...if anyone laughs ill be like "hey trailor bitches! thats one of my favorite people in the world over there face first in that snow drift with those little feet sticking straight up! so back the fuck off niggaaaaaaa!"
Haha, wow. She cracks me up.
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2005 24 December :: 10.56am
:: Mood: Tired
:: Music: A Decade Under The Influence- -Taking Back Sunday
Christmas Eve
This morning I had Christmas at my dads house. It was quite eventful. We didn't really go to bed at all. I slept for like 10 minutes here and there but other that that, we stayed up all night and we opened presents at 6am. Pretty crazy I know. I'm really tired and I want to go back to bed right now but I can't. I basically knew what I was getting the whole time anyways but I was still excited. My dad hates malls so I just went on websites and made wish lists and then he told me to just order what I wanted because he was afraid he would order the wrong thing so that basically defeats the whole "being suprised" purpose but oh well. I got a dell laptop and it's pretty awesome. I'm hoping that I will get internet for it in the next few weeks. I'm just rambling and I'm out of it so I'm going to go.
Smile cuz in one day......
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2005 24 December :: 1.15am
I love him and I love her
mish is electric: when youre famous
mish is electric: youll get to meet him
mish is electric: and have his children
Yeah shes right. So right.
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2005 22 December :: 10.46pm
wellll good. looks like am the big ol loser and well fuck me in the ass god leave me thefuck alone i seriously am not going to be able to take this "vacation" or so it's called. vacation my ass. more like hell on a stick served with sweet and sour sauce.
which i hate.
ugh.
i love roman and that's about it. whats new huh.
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2005 22 December :: 12.58am
this is now friends only.
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2005 22 December :: 12.01am
i am goign to bed my heae is w gillion pounds g ahhhhhhhh fuck it this isjust for jess nad i want to say that you are the my best friend efever god damn best friend wooo call me rock on and rock out with your cokc out biatch love hyou
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2005 21 December :: 4.05pm
well forget you too then and sorry i ever tried to make amends. you're just a liar anyway.
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2005 21 December :: 3.31pm
:: Mood: determined
:: Music: Fo tha Shorties - Sir Loin
Christmas time is here!
After a long day of yard work, i'm finally done. Tony and I have been doing lots of yard work. We worked from morning till night yesterday, looks pretty good though. Anyway, I'm having fun here, for the most part. Chad's giving me his laptop, my mom gave me their video camera and i'm taking my moms little doggy home for a little while, until I move. I guess they're moving as well, accross Florida, so that's where i'm going. It's in St. Pierce, which is a very good location. We're already going to start working on the bar in a couple weeks. It all sounds pretty fun, getting to design the place and all. I'm doing all of the art for t-shirts and logos and all that jazz.
I hope that most of you, whoever actually reads this journal still, will come to my New Years party.
I have to start packing once I get home. I'll leave enough stuff for the party and that's all. I'm heading back tomorrow, so if anyone wants to hang out before I go, let me know soon and we'll make plans.
I'm going to go see my sister today, catch up with her and see what she's up to. I sure hope that she's making plans for her future with all the shit she's got herself into. But soon enough, she'll need my help. In a few months or so, i'm going to save up some money and buy a new car and give ashley my truck, because i'm such a nice brother. And there's not much need for a truck in Florida, I wan't a nice car. Soon enough everything will work out nicely.
Well i'll talk to ya'll later. chao.
Bradley
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2005 21 December :: 2.06pm
my baby!
I love you babe. Oh boy do I....
This is an old picture. I love it. What a beautiful smile.
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2005 21 December :: 12.09pm
| You Have a Choleric Temperament | 
You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.
You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.
At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior. |
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2005 20 December :: 10.03pm
Roman
Man, what an addiction huh? How can you love someone so much. You can't get enough of them. Fights or arguements will never change your love. You can't express it enough and it never fades or changes. It only grows. It honestly only grows. I can't describe or explain it in any words. Happiness and completion. Strong and comfortable and right and good. Everything.
What a blessing. You mean the world to me. Thank You, Lord.
I can't believe I take it for granted sometimes. And i'm so sorry for that . I can't believe there have been some days I didn't cherish it. That's going to change. I realize what I have and I'm never giving it up.
In other news, It's nice to hang out with old friends. Thanks Beansy and Dani. I love you gals.
Please don't think any of this is corny and I hope and know all of you will find it sooner or later. And you'll be so happy and feel so blessed just like me.
Oh and on a lighter note JESS: "I am sooooo drunk hahahahaha I found the number to Burger King"
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2005 20 December :: 7.09pm
i'm so tired and i'm so sorry.
well, come on already.
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