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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 20 December :: 10.36am

muhaha

well thaat was funny and sweet all at the same time. aww.

How does it feel?


swimfan14

:: 2005 20 December :: 10.32am

Going shopping with Chloe and Lisa then I'm leaving for Detroit!! Be back on Friday!!

<3 Ashley


just_peachie

:: 2005 19 December :: 11.04pm

Too Bored
You are


Haha! Wow...

Your Heart Is Red

You're a passionate lover - you always have a huge fire in your heart.
Too bad it's hard for you to be passionate about just one person!

Your flirting style: Outgoing and sexy

Your lucky first date: Drinks and dancing

Your dream lover: Is both stable and intense

What you bring to relationships: Honesty


Your Hawaiian Name is:

Kane Nani


Your 2005 Song Is

Feel Good Inc by Gorillaz

"Love forever love is free.
Let's turn forever you and me."

In 2005, you were loving life and feeling no pain.


Too true!

How does it feel?


brad

:: 2005 19 December :: 10.09pm

So I'm back from Key West. It was fun, did some shopping and walking around. saw some crazy fish and the disney cruise ship, which was huge. I didnt get much video because the battery has been dead most of the time. But anyway, everything was nice, the hotel, the food, the ocean, all that good stuff. Tomorrow I get to go to work doing demolitions and construction. Tony and I are heading back to Michigan Thursday night. We'll be back by Friday night. I get to go to my dads for christmas eve and the rest of my family on Christmas.

NEW YEARS PARTY at my apartment. I want to see everyone for the last time before I leave, which will be sooner that I thought. This party will not be a drunkin bum party. I want a nice party with some wine maybe and just a good time to kick off the new year. So if you want to, and you can make it, please come. Call me for details whenever. STACY, I do want you to be there, if you decide not to go, then I will respect your decision.

Well, I think that's all for now. Talk to you all later.

Bradley

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swimfan14

:: 2005 19 December :: 5.22pm

Here are those pictures Stacy.

I love that little girl.


Read more..

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 19 December :: 5.24pm

tired in a new way

ugh

How does it feel?


swimfan14

:: 2005 19 December :: 3.56pm

If I could take what I've learned from all the mistakes I've made, from all the pages I've turned, from the lost games that I've played. I'd be a better person for it, better than deciding to ignore. You mean so much to me. I want to make things right with you and me.


Scratch that idea.

How does it feel?


swimfan14

:: 2005 19 December :: 12.57pm
:: Mood: pensive
:: Music: All-American Rejects-11:11pm(CST)

If I could take what I've learned from all the mistakes I've made, from all the pages I've turned, from the lost games that I've played. I'd be a better person for it, better than deciding to ignore. You mean so much to me. I want to make things right with you and me.


Chloe is up from Florida right now and she's coming over soon. I'm freaking out!!! I imagine were going to see, well just nevermind that.


brokenmentality

:: 2005 18 December :: 9.13pm

yesterday was the battle in detroit.

i must say it started out rough.. very rough. rough as in i said maybe 10 words the entire way there... thats 3 hours of 10 words people. no no no.. 3 hours of 10 words approximately 20 thousand break dance beats and lingo between 3 dance junkys that would be enough to drive any sane person to stab 3 forks and a spoon into their eye.

we got there 2 hours early. 6 to be exact.

the bboying was sposed to start at 8, NOTHING started (except for the cyphers) until 9:30 and 61syx didnt battle until 11:30. now tell me, how much fun would a breakdancers GIRLFRIEND have for 5 hours surrounded by a zillion talented dancers in a hispanic youth center? tons actually....! once we got there and started driving around detroit it was just really exciting (i had never been there before) we went to this burger king and all the workers were black and they were just so funny. just like the ann arbor battle.. im amazed at the way people can move their bodies. i had no idea how INSANE breakdancing can be. i've seen clips on keegans computer of other crews.. but when you actually SEE them... hooooolly wow.

61syx took prolly 8th out of 16 which is pretty good for a crew thats only been together for a year.. versus Chicago Tribe whos been together for 6. (they won by the way)

it was just incredible... very cool INDEED. but yeah.. so we didnt leave until about 1.. got lost trying to find the CORRECT high way, seems how there's 80 of them (ish).



but above all i love curling up and falling asleep after a long day with the person who just 'gets' me most.....and then waking up and eating chilli... lol. gotta love keegans mom.



yesterday before the battle we went to a distribution center in grand rapids for toys for tots (we being me, my beloved red flannel girls, emily secor, shannon potter, and keegan) and helped familys pick out toys for their children. we did this last year for red flannel, and loved it so much that we just HAD to go back this year. its the absolute best experience we had last year, and now we have another incredible memory. its such an eye opening experience. you meet all these people who are just so blessed to have an organization to help them out. all day i was waiting for that ONE person that would teach me the biggest lesson, that i would remember most. and finally i found her. she was middle age woman, very well kept and so incredibly nice. and when i greeted her she told me that this was her first time so she would be so happy if i walked her through it and helped her out (which we do for all the people anyway) when i told her that she could pick 3 toys per child and a stocking stuffer she was in disbelief and kept saying how wonderful it was. immediatly i noticed this incredible energy to her. when we got to the teenage table i told her that she could pick one toy because we had a shortage when it got to that agegroup and told her that that's one thing we want to change next year. she replied with "oh its fine. and SOO greatfully received, truely it is. this is such a blessing" a little bit later she told me that her girls (4 of them) lost everything in a housefire. all their christmas gifts, possesions.. everything.. and then proceeded to tell me that it was their father who set the house on fire. with everything that this woman had been through, she still found the courage to be strong and ask for help when her family needed it the most. i didnt want her to leave.. i just wanted to continue talking to her and feed off her high energy. it was so wonderful.

it just makes a person realize that you never know when you're going to need help from your community. thats what we're here for. to help eachother out. this woman made the comment that "god willing, next year it will ME thats helping other people in situations like mine out" and i couldnt have said it better myself. as community members we all need to step it up to help others in need.. and no im not just trying to be corny or whatever else you might call me... but if you dont believe how much you can truely do for your community even by donating an hour of your time to talk to people who just need someone to listen.. then please contact a distribution center for next year and see for yourself how great a need even just OUR community and surrounding communitys are for added help. you never know when it could be YOU thats asking for help.

above all, toys for tots finally got me locked into the christmas spirit. i just feel like making christmas cookies and going caroling! lol.. and ACTUALLY.. i was talking to linds a bit ago and we'd really like to go with a nice sized group. so if anyone is interested leave me a comment and perhaps we can set something up for this week.

i hope everyone has a great break and a great christmas.

STAY SAFE on the roads!

*winks... later kids.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 18 December :: 4.31pm

please please pleas please please erika stacey and jess can we hang out tonight?

PLEASE!

231-580-9564 or 696-2269

please :0(

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 18 December :: 4.30pm

ughghhghghghghghghg when i'm not with roman all i feel is ugly and fat.

i can't wait to be in p.e. and lose some fucking wait. well off to go eat some cupcakes bye.........not really ..................................................ugh.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 18 December :: 4.24pm

Ugh. this is so dumb. How did i get here? Honestly. How?



I want it all to be right and the only way that will happen is with you and I learned that quite a while ago. You are for me and you're the way everything will happen and I'll be irreversably happy.



I miss Roman and I wish he was with me right now. I love you baby.

How does it feel?


just_peachie

:: 2005 18 December :: 4.08pm

So True
It's crazy, because both of these birthday blogs are so true. Here's Kevin's:

Your Birthdate: June 19

You are resilient, and no doubt your resilience has already been tested.
You've had some difficult experiences in your life, but you are wise from them.
Having had to grow up quickly, you tend to discount the advice of others.
You tend to be a loner, having learned that the only person you can depend on is yourself.

Your strength: Well developed stability and confidence

Your weakness: Suspicion of others

Your power color: Eggplant

Your power symbol: Spade

Your power month: October

How does it feel?


just_peachie

:: 2005 18 December :: 1.33am
:: Mood: dirty

Kip says "hiii"
Your Birthdate: June 22

You tend to be understated and under appreciated.
You have a hidden force to do amazing things, doing them your own way.
People may see you as strange and shy, but they know little.
Your unconventional ways have more power than they (and even you) know.

Your strength: Standing up for what you know is true

Your weakness: You tend to be picky and rigid

Your power color: Silver

Your power symbol: Square

Your power month: April

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swimfan14

:: 2005 18 December :: 12.52am

My eyes are fading, my soul is bleeding, I try to make it seem okay, but my faith is wearing thin. So help heal these wounds, they've been open for way too long. Help me fill this hole even though this is not your fault, that im open and im bleeding, all over your brand new rug and I need someone to help me sew them up.

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