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:: 2003 22 December :: 9.44 am
:: Mood: weird

well i am having a good break so far..i think...yesterday i had to go to my aunt beckys house that was weird then my dad took my sister mallory and i and we went x-mas shopping and i got my top right ear pierced...i already have my left done so why not! then my dad got his right ear done....we even asked the lady there what side you get your ear pierced on when you are straight lol she was like the right is right the left means.....your gay lol i could tell she didnt want to say that but oh well so my dad got his right ear done.....then we went and got my sis rachael and she was like omg when she finally noticed our ears after an hour of being there lol but it was fun ...tomorrow i am going with danielle pinney and 2 guys and we are either going to pando or the movies...dont know yet lol
well anyways i have to go ! byes!

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:: 2003 19 December :: 9.20 pm

hell fucking yes!!! it is Break!! lol

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:: 2003 17 December :: 8.07 pm

Hey everyone whats up. not to much here......well i had a fun time in math today for once ben and stacy made it fun lol it was great and then i made some of my friends mad at me about somethin i aint gonna talk about...so anyways i g2g byes

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:: 2003 16 December :: 6.22 pm

well i aint been doing to much still sad about my Great Grandma but ill be ok.....well i am gonna get together with a guy named sam on Tuesday! yay! lol he is really hott and so we are gonna go to the movies. well i have to go ttyl byes

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:: 2003 15 December :: 4.11 pm
:: Mood: discontent

well i had a great weekend friday didnt really do anything saturday i slept in for like the first time in a long time....then i went to the HS and did some work at 1 and then did the Madrigal Dinner yay that was fun! but i am sooo happy its done and over with.....then i went to my aunts house and stayed the night...woke up sunday and slept in again! lol then we went to the RIver Town Crossings mall and i got a new ring and we ate Chinesse and i learned how to use chop sticks which was awesome! lol then...i found out my Great Grandma died yesterday mourning...but we arent having a funeral for her cuz she didnt want one...so i am really sad about that...well anywasy i have to go. love yas !

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:: 2003 15 December :: 4.11 pm
:: Mood: discontent

well i had a great weekend friday didnt really do anything saturday i slept in for like the first time in a long time....then i went to the HS and did some work at 1 and then did the Madrigal Dinner yay that was fun! but i am sooo happy its done and over with.....then i went to my aunts house and stayed the night...woke up sunday and slept in again! lol then we went to the RIver Town Crossings mall and i got a new ring and we ate Chinesse and i learned how to use chop sticks which was awesome! lol then...i found out my Great Grandma died yesterday mourning...but we arent having a funeral for her cuz she didnt want one...so i am really sad about that...well anywasy i have to go. love yas !

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:: 2003 12 December :: 8.23 pm

well 2morrow is the dinner and i am soo glad...that way it will be done and over with and i will be a lil less stress.....anyways then ill be at my aunt YAY and then i dont know what so my lil sis was suppose to come over tonight but isnt grrr her dad pisses me off sometimes. oh well well i have to go sorry so short! love yas!

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:: 2003 11 December :: 5.16 pm

My Brother
My Brother Mike A. Walker...are you ok from your accidant? YOU DUMBASS~! LOL wow anyways im just glad you and jake are ok...anyways how does the truck look? does gma and Gpa know about it???
well if not....dont worry i wont tell them...the gurls dont even know about it....well g2g! byes!

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:: 2003 10 December :: 8.28 pm
:: Mood: dorky

well i am kinda happy today umm i went to school dont feel that great though....this damn kold is getting to me...anyways on the bus ride home amanda was like well i need help with a video for health...so i was liek ill help you so i got off at her stop...we had a sub for a bus driver...well i had the chance untill the fucking kid up front had to say she dont get off here i just kept walking....lol it was great and so the bus left and i helped amanda and my sister called and was like heather your in big trouble on the bus...and she was like that kid told on you and the bus driver was freaking out...lol i laughed so hard...i dont think ill get into troule though cuz my bus driver thinks im a *perfect lil angel* LMAO HA! thats what she thinks *laughes to herself* well i have to go ttyl!

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:: 2003 7 December :: 5.24 pm

well.....had a great weekend i went to amandas on friday hung out and went to see mike he had to leave so amanda and I snuck into his car and sat there and when he came out he laughed about it and then he kicked us out....he left and we went back to her house and then went to bed got up the next mourning she came to my house.....she wrote in my journal to the person whom she is pissed at that said that she hates me....she gave me her school and softball pic....umm we watched the Ring and Bruce almighty....that is a fucking funny movies and a sad one at the same time.....and we went to sleep and then sunday we got up and got ready for mallorys party and then my lil sister came over and played with her *does the happy dance* then amanda went home *tear* and then i am on here and doing nothin so ttyl byes!

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:: 2003 6 December :: 6.44 pm

see i told you amanda likes me....she is at my house right now and she got on my journal cuz i told her about the person who said that she dontl like me....well she is pissed about it just to tell you...but anyways i am having a great time with her she is so kool! lol we all just been hanging out and shit so yeah and i stayed the night at her house last night and we hung out with her neighbor mike who is really hott and he waslike i have seen you before and we all talked for a long time and yeah ill talk about it later g2g byes!

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:: 2003 6 December :: 4.12 pm
:: Mood: annoyed

Y'all don't know shit
ok, who ever this is that is tellin heather rathbun that i don't like her and that we can't be friends better shut there mouth because heather is a really great friend and i will be glad to say i am her good friend looks don't matter ok!! ans i really think that u should say who the hell this is!! you ovously don't KNOW me at all (this is amanda maxwell talking) and i am saying if this is an 9th grader i will be sooo pissed! don't talk shit unless u know the damn facts

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:: 2003 4 December :: 7.44 pm
:: Mood: blah

well i talked to my aunt today and i got an email from my gma.....for one my great grandma broke her hip and i am really worried about her she cant be opperated on because she is to fragile and her bones wont take it,

2) ill give you this email about my mom.....
here is part::

we visited for 40 minutes about. She seems the same. No, bruises, but Wes really got super mad when he heard me tell your mom that I had heard about the police being called by a neighbor...he hit the roof, and I am sorry to say, but I had a small, but very well delivered argument with him. He was acting like a little spoiled rageful brat...so I saw more of what you gals are up against. Darci and I are very sure that we must keep showing Kris we are there for her, whenever she either reaches BOTTOM in this relationship, or needs to come 'HOME' I feel she is in an addictive relationship and wes, seems to be convincing her that she can live without family, just LIKE HE IS DOING. WELL, I want to talk with you gals together, maybe we can get together during xmas vacation at darci's house.

I saw your mom yesterday...I just went up there, Bonnie right with me...and knocked on their door....both of the cars were there, knocked again. really loud, no answer...then I opened the door, it was unlocked!
Kris says, "mom is that you?" Then she came from the back of the trailor and said (in a very nice but suprised voice) " What brings you u p here?" I said, " it is your birthday, and I wanted to hand you your card" We visited for a little while. Wes was there too, but I knew he was in a "bad mood" Mall, I want you to share this email with Rach and Heather, so I don't have to write it over.
Your mom, looks alright, I half expected bruises, we hugged and kissed many many times. but she seems very resolute in staying with Wes...no news to you girls, I am sorry to say....my heart is so broken, Darci's too, the whole family is very very concerned for you kids, but know that you Dad has been getting it together these past years and that you have a "home-like" setting with a very decent woman....anyway, you know all of you, that you have all of our love and unconditional love and understanding. All your grandparents! Aunts, Uncles etc. I am so glad I can communicate with you. Had Heather read that letter I wrote to you gals, right after you had come down with your Mom? I apologize to you personally....my only defense is my daughter was hurting so so bad with the breakup, I wanted to do anything to support her. but of course, realized, I betrayed you or at least acted as though you girls were in the wrong. No, I know that you are all hurting very very much and hated that I did anything to compound that pain. I love you so much, so I just wanted to let you know I am sorry, for brash and hard wordsl

this is from my grandma so now we are trying to keep my lil sis outta there cuz a 4 year old doesnt need that.... well g2g byes

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:: 2003 3 December :: 4.51 pm

hello again ppls!!! lol whats up! not to much here well nanelle is back !! yay! lol anyways well this weekend i am going to amanda maxwells house this weekend..yay! lol more fun fun FUN!! my dad and her dad and buch of other guys that rode motorcycles this summer are goin and have there families with em....and amanda was like " your coming to my house right?" i was like heck yeah man! lol well ttyl byes!

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:: 2003 2 December :: 5.35 pm

hey everyone whats up...not to much here i miss nanelle a lot!!! *tear* she is in West Virginia...so yeah i miss her! ummm i really dont have much to say except janice what is your problem?? your like accusing me of not being your friend or something i dont know but it pisses me off when you do that.....well g2g loveyall! byes

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