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:: 2003 30 November :: 6.58 pm
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WELL I WENT TO A-DAWGS HOUSE, LOL AND A-DAWG WAS THERE ALONG WITH K-DAWG, IT WAS GREAT LOL WE WERE PLAYING GAMES AND THEN WE WENT OUTSIDE AND IT WAS SNOWING AND WE PLAYED HIDE AND SEEK THEN WE WENT BACK IN AND UMMMM PLAYED MORE GAMES THEN WE WERE GONNA GO AND TIOLET PAPER TERRY'S HOUSE BUT THEN WE WALKED HALF WAY DOWN THE ROAD AND ME AND AMANDA WERE LIKE UMM WHAT ABOUT THE DOGS (THEY HAVE A ROTWIELER AND I DONT KNOW WHAT THE OTHER ONE IS SO WE DECIDED NOT TO SOO THAT WE DIDNT GET CHEWED UP LOL SO WE WALKED BACK AND THIS IS AT LIKE UMM 2 IN THE MOURNIN! THEN WE PLAYED MORE MARIO AND THEN WENT UPSTAIRS AND WATCHED FREDDIE KRUGAR nightmare on elm street AND THAT WAS AT ABOUT 5 IN THE MOURNING AND THEN I FELL ASLEEP FOR LIKE 15 MINS AND THEN CAUGHT KELLI TRYING TO TOOTHPASTE ME OR SOMETHING LOL AND SHE WAS LIKE OH HI HEATHER! LOL AND I WAS LIKE SAME TO YOU KELLI! HAHA AND THEN WE TALKED AND WENT TO SLEEP AT ABOUT 6. THEN MY DAD CAME AND GOT ME AND I WAS STILL SLEEPING AND HE WAS LIKE HEATHER,,HEATHER,,HEATHER,, AND I WOKE UP AND I WAS LIKE *UGH* ITS TO EARLY!! LOL SO I GOT MY STUFF AROUND AND EVERYONE ELSE WAS UP AND THEN I LEFT AND THAT ABOUT ENDED MY FUN DAY.... LOL LOVE YAS!! ~HEATHER AKA H-DAWG

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:: 2003 29 November :: 11.04 am

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:: 2003 28 November :: 2.23 pm

went hunting, seen nothing, and thats about it.....i am worried about my dad and janet breaking up thought *tear forms in eye*

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:: 2003 27 November :: 4.43 pm

hey guys happy thanksgiving!....well i found out my mom is ok....my aunt told me that she just happened to see my mom while she was driving down the road...but she said that my mom obviously didnt want to be seen, because she slowed down so my aunt wouldnt see her....but anyways talk laters byes!

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:: 2003 26 November :: 9.21 pm

is she ok?
well today i am in like a sad mood....i just relize how much i miss her...my mom. I am so scared....she hasnt called us or anything when i even told her she could...i wanna cry now...what if he (wes) did something to her...i so afraid...non of my family has heard from her and i am just dying inside cuz i wonder what he could have done to her, and is she*thinks the thoughts of what he could have done to her*....i dont even wanna say it or think it!

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:: 2003 24 November :: 6.42 pm

well today i was really hyper only one day left yayayayayayay! lol and JENNY YOU OWE ME A NOTE AND A PICTURE HEHEHEHEHE! LOL ok love you guys thats all ihave to say!

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:: 2003 22 November :: 10.57 am

I WENT TO THE MARTY STEWART CONCERT! it was fucking awesome! omg you guys shouolda seen them guys playing them guitars damn were they ever good them fingers were moving like lightening! not jokeing!! when we went to get one of the bands before marty stuarts i complemented the guy for his guitar skills! lol well that was the highlight of my weekend so ttyl! byes!

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:: 2003 18 November :: 7.51 pm

oops didnt mean to do that.
anyways

Kelli: gurl your so funny lol in 6th hour wow thats how i make it....you and jessica both do it...i couldnt make it without you guys! we need to start hanging out!

Autumn: HEY you! lol your so kool we need to start hanging out again we did like 2 lol and i think we need to more often your so kool so yeah and i told chris to stop callin you blimpie that is so mean so if he does tell him that heather says to stop and that if he dont i will get him! lol ok! it may not do anything but still! lol i love you!

amanda S: gurl omg i love you so much you make my day! lol your family (your dad, katie, you,terri (ill count him as family) lol and i will say tammi) its so awesome to me they mean a lot to me...esp you you just know everything about me and know all my secrets and do everything together thats why we got that charm braclet! lol i love you lots gurlie!

thanks all that i just wrote to you guys mean so much to me!

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:: 2003 18 November :: 7.34 pm

well we had another 2 hour delay!! lol yay just a few more for the week prays * please god let cedar have just a few more 2 hour delay and maybe a day off on friday would be nice* lol wow i am a tard lol anyways what are you guys doin over the weekend?

TO MY FRIENDS:
Jackie: gurl your fucking awesome, i kwno we kinda got on the bad side of eachother last year at like the end of the year * when you were making a fuss with rach* but i am way over that now lol so i just wanna say thanks for being there when shit was happenin with my mom....i love you!

Jessica: jes jes jes...lol your so awesome you come up and give me a hug and just care about me...that day i hugged you when my dad went down on the bike i so needed that hug i mean it was just needed. and you were there for me. thanks so much if you werent here i dont know what i would do without you and i wish you didnt have to go to rockford...:( *tear* but i love you lots...lets get together!

Janice: DAMN! lol there is to much to say...even though we did fight a lot during the summer that was like wow....we made it through that...and are now friends again. I love you gurl!.

Stacy: holy shit gurl you are fucking awesome lol you make me laugh so much omg! and yes the *clap* i know gets annoying to you and other ppl sometimes so i am trying to not do that lol i know i do it everynow and then but i am TRYING! lol i love ya *hugs*

Jenny: wow....lol your just fucking hilarious....lmao....you crack me up everyday! i swear! lol just thinking of you does the trick...i love you gurl! lol

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:: 2003 17 November :: 9.11 pm

well i was so happy today! when i came home today i talked to my lil sister and she came over...i havent seen her i like a month so i was so happy to see her she ran to me and hugged me tight and i hugged her tight man we just hugged for a long time.... an then we went outside and played tv tag with her she just kept saying Dora the Explorer the whole time i loved it she is so cute..i love her to death...then we when and seen the horses across the street and she fed them...*memories* lol and then she had to leave *Tear* and i went to give her a kiss and hug and she didnt want to leave..i didnt want her too either! but she did...then my dads gf picked my sisters and i up and we went and had dinner together when my dad went to pool. and we had a good time..then we went to the western store by the crazy horse...then she brought us hom and here i am well g2g love yas!

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:: 2003 16 November :: 2.11 pm

well i went hunting yesterday...we got there at 6 in the mourning and stayed there till like 9:30...i had to go to the bathroom..there were other hunters in the woods so i was not going there! lol and we went back to my house and then went and got breakfest then went back to my house and took a nap went back out at 3 and was there till 6 didnt see anything it got dark nd we got up this mournging did the same thing an no one was shooting at all we heard maybe 6 gunshots and so we left at 9 and going back out at 3 againlol so yeah it was great anyways nothin much is going on ttyl byes!

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:: 2003 12 November :: 6.48 am

YAY!! a 2 hour delay!! wooohoooo lol well i am so happy nowcuz we have a 2 hour delay that means i can do the rest of my hw lol well ihave to go just thought i would say that love yas!

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:: 2003 10 November :: 8.55 pm

In memory of Corban Haff
well as we all know about corban..is now passed away...i feel aweful...i mean i didnt know him but my sister did and she was so sad...she was like i used to say hi to him every mourning...and i was lke awwww i felt so bad for her.....and his stupid perents this is gonna affct them for the rest of there lifes...ya know i mean if i was them i would have to kill myself for lettting my child walk...and then to have that happen....damn....i dot know thats just me... but yeah i dont know its all weird and everything now.. i remember when my lil cuzin died from an aneurism (cant spell that) but he was only 9 when he died. i was in the 5th grade he was in the 4th....he would be a freshman this year....*sighs* well i have to go byes!

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:: 2003 8 November :: 6.37 pm

hey guys whats up not to much here just sitten at home with my friend amanda and its my sisters bday party ttyl byes!

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:: 2003 6 November :: 7.55 pm

well there really isnt much going on...yesterdays bus run was awesome lol seeing them 2 gurls fight...*good memories, good memories* lol anyways yeah umm i dont know whats been going on lately i am not with it. i cleaned my room yesterday...and its very clean lol ummm my sister rachael is having her b-day this weekend shell be 14 (damn you stop catching up to me!!) lol an then after that my sister mallory will be 11....man where did all that time go! lol. i dotn know...anyways i dont have much to say OH amanda is coming over this weekend lol YAY *does stacy's one and only happy dance* woohooo lol anyways ok g2g loveya byes!

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