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:: 2003 6 October :: 5.09 pm
:: Mood: crazy

well this weekend was crazy!! Friday i went to Djs party, that was like yeah WOW! we were all dancing, and then we played spin the bottle and 7 minites of heaven..i had to kiss stephen for 7 mins and he is a good kisser but yeah n e ways...saturday janice hooked me and a guy named tim up and we are gonna go out this weekend *yay* thanks janice...he is a really nice guy he is very sweet and he is 18 lol so yeah n e ways and thats about it so ttyl byes!

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:: 2003 2 October :: 6.05 pm

holy fuck i think i am cursed another accrident happened right in front of my bus this mourning!! WHAT THE FUCK! *STARTS TO CRY* *TEAR* AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! LOL HALPE ME! I AM RUNNING AROUND DYING! HELP!!!!! HEHE SORRY HAD A LIL SPAZ THERE

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:: 2003 30 September :: 9.03 pm

damn to many accidents in like 2 weeks......

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:: 2003 28 September :: 2.33 pm
:: Mood: sad

it feels weird not seeing that motorcylce in my driveway n e more
well as some of you know my dad got into a motorcyle accident ...... he is lucky he is alive ... as my dad is going to work on 131 express way at 6:40 in the mourning he goes to get on the off ramp.....and then it hit him that company truck whom someone was driving....making that mice motorcylce shoot out from under my dad flying in the air and 55mph while the guy in the truck him my dad going 75mph...my poor dad went sliding on his back at 55mph trying to roll over to get off the road someone ran over the bike not that it wasnt trashed in the first place after flipping in the air and coming down with a big crash.... the bike is totaled and now we are suing the guy....using Sam Bernstein.... yes the guy on tv.....we already have someone who has offered my dad a motorcyle dont know what kind yet but its silver and black or blue (dont member) but thanks to god my dad is still here and jecika thanks for helping me by hugging me and letting me cry on your shoulder..... i was never so scared in my life for my dad.....he probably should have been dead but the night i heard about my dad i thanked god sooo much/ big time for letting my dad be here today.............................~Heather

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:: 2003 22 September :: 5.55 pm

well i had a blast this weekend!!! lol i went to the car wash for chior and made like 417 dollars!! GOOD JOB FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO WENT!!!!!! me and danelle got into a water fight and then there was a car accedent,,,,a car stopped and a car ran into that a nother car a limo and a truck a girl in the limo broke her arm and that was it so n e ways ttyl byes!

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:: 2003 13 September :: 11.29 pm

well i went to the homecoming game and we lost! damn it lol ohwell..... I hate voting for the stupid ppl in the homecoming pince/princess ITS JUST A FUCKING POPULARITY CONTEST!!!! its so dumb but oh well i cant help it byes!

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:: 2003 13 September :: 12.21 am

hey everyone well its been crazy ever since school started i went to the foot ball game today and amanda says we got spanked lol (im at her house right now) lol n e ways yeah it was koo though i got to see a lot of ppl and yeah so it waskool well i went to my moms on wednesday and seen her bf BOOOO it sucked! my sisters and i dint like it at all he acted like we were there all the time i dotn knwo oh well better get used to it...its not gonna get n e better so oh well i dont care so n e ways thats all ttyl byes

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:: 2003 6 September :: 7.53 pm




****SIGH**** everything is so wrong i am

so depressed and its to the point n e more

of where i am crying and everyone is just

giving me hell so i dont know......

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:: 2003 3 September :: 9.05 pm

well todya was wack!! lol i laughed like the whole day! i dont know why i just did then on the bus it was so funny cuz this gurl Sarah she is such a bitch well she was like sitten there and this other gurl was givin her funny looks for fun and sarah was like *BRING IT ON G.F* i busted out laughing along with stacy cain, chris, bobbie carrier and some other ppl it was great! omg! we all made so much fun of her the whole bus was laughin then she started crying cuz this gurl that was sitting with stacy ( the gurl making funny faces) walked past her and kicked sarah OMG IT WAS SO DAMN FUNNY! but yeah n e ways i went to my moms today and seen her bf jump for joy! NOT! omg ne ways ttyl byes

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:: 2003 2 September :: 5.28 pm
:: Mood: cheerful

jecca I LOVE YOU GURL!!!!! lol your the bomb dont know what i would do without you! and to the rest screw yall! lol jk stacy your fucking awesome too you so called *int bobbie's words FREAK LOL jk* n e ways and janice your kool too yall mean a lot to me!!!! love ya!

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:: 2003 1 September :: 5.55 pm
:: Mood: blah

well i am findin i am depressed....i want to go to a counseler because i dont know about my self n e more...i even made a list of things i am depressed about here they are:
my mom being with wes
my mom and my gma gaining up on my sisters and i
my sisters fightin so much
my sisters fighting to the point that my gma has to take nerve pills
my grandma (moms mom) being onmy moms side the whole time
my dad wasnt spending time with us gurls (makingplans with janet to do things with us)
there is some other things but there not something i want shown on here
n e ways ill ttyl byes

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:: 2003 26 August :: 6.11 pm

hey everyone i hope your summer went good!! well today was the second day of school as you know..! i guess its not that bad i dont know but i just dont like mr andrus!!!! he is such a freak!!! omg he is like well i am the meanest teacher in the school and i am also a genius..me and stacy werel ike yeah ok!! WHAT EVER!! lol he is so scary though i dont konw something about him makes me feel uncomfortable being there and around him let alone being in his class !! YIKES~!! lol n e ways i have to do 2 bag portfolios!!! AHHH!! one for mrs. dolbee and one for maniac babbitt!!! damn... lol oh well ill get them done and over with lol n e ways ill ttyl byes!

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:: 2003 24 August :: 8.52 pm
:: Mood: sad

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SCHOOL IS HERE! SUMMER WENT BY WAY WAY WAY TO FAST!!!!!!
OH WELL I GUESS.....I AM KINDA GLAD THEN WE CAN SEE OUR FRIENDS!!!!!! LOL TTY TOMORROW!!!! BYES

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:: 2003 24 August :: 5.06 pm

I WENT SHOPPING YESTERDAY!!!!IT WAS A BLAST!!! i went with my neighbor julie she is awesome!! i got 4 shirts and 5 pants....when i got my pants i got 3 pairs at a place called Dots and they had a sale so i go in there and they had jeans for 5 bucks!!! i was like no way!!!! so that made my day lol n e ways i got a belt too so talk to you later! byes!

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:: 2003 21 August :: 6.02 pm

hey everyone whats up nohtin much here just trying to chill but you cant when its fucking 100 degrees out!!!! lol n e wyas i am going shopping this weekend yay!!! lol bargins bargins bargins!! lol n e ways g2g byes! (ps) my grandma wrote back i i hurt her in my email but got through to her!

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