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:: 2003 20 July :: 11.15 pm
:: Mood: weird

well hey everyone i am at amandas house and went camping...oh i want to know who put that journal in about janice you didnt have to be that mean damn! lol i dotn know who got under my name but would you tell me PLZ! well as of right now janice and i arent friends.. so yeah n e ways umm theres a lot going on right now so ttyl byes!

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:: 2003 20 July :: 6.46 pm
:: Mood: hateful

Janice
Uhh, I hate Janice. She is so mean. I never did anything to her and she is such a bitch and needs to die. Janice, no one likes you and I am mad at you. I wish you would go away and fucking die. Why can't you leave me alone! I hate you Janice, I hate you!

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:: 2003 18 July :: 3.41 pm

HA~ hey whats up guys not to much here just chillen here with amanda and yeah..we have my tent here so we can camp in here back yard lol woohu!! n e ways ill be here for a whole week without my sisters! yay!!! lol n e ways ttyl byes!

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:: 2003 17 July :: 8.37 pm

well i dont know what to do n e more obviously she doesnt care about me nor my sisters...........................n e ways i am going to amandas house this coming up week and camping in her back yard the whole week lol fun fun!!!! lol n e ways....i dont have n e thing else to say so byes!

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:: 2003 10 July :: 8.27 pm

well i have some bad news again...my mom is stil friends with wes...well she said that he didnt go back to his wife...he is only living with her and that my mom and him might try for it again only slower!!! FUCK THIS SHIT!!! DAMN IT!! i actually thought some thing good was gonna come outta this but does it for me for once...? NO!

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:: 2003 3 July :: 3.35 pm
:: Mood: cheerful

HEY EVERY ONE!!! lol i am so happy sorry! n e ways today i am going with kerri smith to the carnival and tomorrow i am goin to GR wth amanda smith and then satuday i am going to jessica riechs house! lol wow what a weekend!! well cant wait!! byes!

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:: 2003 1 July :: 4.28 pm

OMG I AM SOOOO HAPPY YOU KNOW HOW MY MOM AND HIM GOT INTO A FIGHT ???? WELL THEY BROKE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES!!!!!! OMG THIS IS THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE!!! OMG THANK YOU GOD SOOO MUCH!!!! OMG YOU GUYS THIS IS THE BEST THING EVER!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!

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:: 2003 1 July :: 10.57 am

hey everyone turns out i spent the night at amandas house 2 nights in a row lol n e ways....yesterday i found out that my moms bf finally hit her in front of my lil sister jordyn...and she went and told her dad....even though jordyn is only almost 4 she is a smart lil thing she dont like about that shit she has been going to preschool and will be starting kindergarden soon...she knows when something is wrong and she knows that hitting is wrong....i am just sorry she had to see it...i wish my mom would get the hell outta there...as far as i know they are through but she is still living down there...i would like to go to wes's last wife and ask her if he was abusive to her....this isnt right! at all!! its fucking pissing me off! i knew he would do this *starts to cry* how many times have i told you guys about this!! and now i fanally get the truth............why this way...why??........................

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:: 2003 29 June :: 1.12 am
:: Mood: giddy

hey everyone whats up not to much here i am at amandas house right now and having fun!!!! lol we just got done seeing just married thats a cute movie lol and yeah so n e ways thought i would update ttyl byes

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:: 2003 27 June :: 11.21 pm


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:: 2003 25 June :: 10.20 am

well nothin much is going on here ihavent seen my mom in a while it seems.....last wednesday was the last time i talked to her i wish she would change back to the person she used to be.....at least she kept our secrets and didnt run off teling someone else or just go away if we needed to ask her something......and she is so skinny she used to wear a size like 16-18 now she wears a 6-8!!!!! that scares me....and this all happened since she met wes in the middle of summer last summer......but we dont go with her on weekends n e more and we probly wont for a while because she is gonna have to move before we are down there again......remember my last journal about her with the whole van and all this is why.....n e ways i am haveing a great summer and been giong to my friends a lot!! and so i think this is my best summer yet and i might be getting a job soon so yay! lol n e ways talk to you guys later byes

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:: 2003 17 June :: 2.08 am

i for got another thing i did friday i went for a walk with my cousin melissa and her friends bruce adam ryan and shelly...well we went out in the woods and it was like pitch black ( it was also 10:00 at night) n e ways we went on this walk and this guy ryan was in front of me well there was barbed wire and he tripped over it and then got cought on my sandel so he was laughin so hard (lmao) and i was trying to push him up this hill while he and i are laughing it was great lmao n e ways thats it.....................

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:: 2003 17 June :: 2.02 am
:: Mood: weird

hey well thursday i went to my grandmas property and went camping friday i didnt really do n e thing saturday i tanned BURNED OUCH!! and i also put in a dock at the lake it was fun after that i went swimming and it was KOLD !!!!!! OMG! and i also went tubing then sunday my dad came up and so did my grandpas kids...and we all had a cook out for fathers day and did more swimming and tubing and i went fishing!!! FISHING IS THE BOMB!!!!!!! i have been doing it ever since i was like 4 lol n e ways then monday we packed everthing up i went for a 4 wheeling ride and i also had a marshmellow contest (how many you can stuff in your mouth) i got 8 and almost barfed EWWWW and yeah so now i am home sweet home YAY!! lol and will pry go there again soon very soon lol n e ways umm ill talk to yall later love yas!

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:: 2003 11 June :: 1.38 am

ONE MORE THING!!
ANOTHER THING TO ANNONYMOUS YOU CAN GO TO HELL FOR ALL I CARE.....I MAY BE THE WAY THAT I LOOK BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I DONT FUCKING CARE ABOUT WHAT YOU THINK I LIKE ME AS ME AND I AM NOT GONNA CHANGE JUST CUZ OF YOU I MEAN YEAH I MAY BE A LIL BIG BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I AM BIG BONED SO I WONT GET ALL SKINNY AND SMALL LIKE YOU STACY LOL AND I DONT CARE I LIKE ME FOR ME AND SO DOES MY BOYFRIEND(DONT EVEN GET INTO IT ABOUT THAT) AND SO YOU KNOW WHAT FUCK YOU AND GO TO HELL.............THANKS :)

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:: 2003 11 June :: 1.31 am

well you know what i have my life settled i think....i am pretty sure n e ways....and you know what stacy is right i shouldnt care about what other ppl think i am being me and if others dont like it tuff they dont have to talk to me i c that i do have many friends as it is even if they did have to talk some sents into me lol....but thanks and i am gonna make sure i dont go bulistic again sorry about that.....even though i did feel like killing myself i know i wouldnt have i just felt like it at the time just to tell you all...dont be like me stupid and do all that shit again lol which i know what your thinkin why woulda i be like her she is just stupid except for maybe jessica and stacy and janice and jacki but those are just a few, i know there are more out there (that are my friends) n e ways thanks again guys and i love you and hope we can get together over the summer.................

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