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:: 2003 2 May :: 3.52 pm

AHHHHH 9 MORE FUCKING DAYS I WISH IT WAS HERE ALREADY ok sorry lol i had to get that out n e ways yeah i am goin to my moms this weekend :( damn!!! but i might be going to the mall on saturday !!! wooohoooo with janice lol and chris..........well byes

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:: 2003 30 April :: 3.19 pm

11 DAYS!!!!!! YAY!!!!! LOL WELL I HAD AN ALRIGHT DAY TODAY GOT YELLED AT BY MRS. GALLERT BUT OTHER THAN THAT IT WAS GOOD!! LOL BYES!

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:: 2003 28 April :: 8.48 pm

well i am doing a lot better now its was a nice funeral.... today i cried at school but ill be ok now.............well 12 days untill PROM!!!! yay!!!! i am so happy bj is nervous he doesnt think ill like him but i know i will i mean if i like him over the phone ill like him face to face lol n e ways yeah so ummmm what else is there to say??????? i dont know i have to go now so ttyl oh yeah i have a damn golf game tomorrow lol n e ways c yall later

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:: 2003 26 April :: 8.27 am

well todays the actual funeral of my great grandpa and i get to be a paulbearer and am honered to do it. i am gonna miss him so much i have got a cold from crying so much but thats alright because they are just tears of love i made a poem for him and put it in his casketall of us did really (all of us being me my 2 sisters and mike) well n e ways g2g byes

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:: 2003 24 April :: 8.23 pm

well it is the same day only evening time and i am doing much better i cried a lot because of my great grandfather being passed away and all but he is in a better place now and wont hurt n e more sorry if you guys think this is stupid but i loved my grandfather i only got 16 years to be with him and wasnt there much but when i was we were always there talking and haveing fun n e ways i have to go byes :'(

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:: 2003 24 April :: 9.35 am
:: Mood: sad

Man i am not having a good week at all i found out about a friend something that i aint gonna tell everyone and then yesterday (wednesday) i found out that my great grandpa died :( thats why i am not at school right now..its 9:30 am so i am like totally bumming my dad is at pedersans right now in rockford making aranggments for the funeral well i dont feel like talking n e more byes

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:: 2003 19 April :: 11.48 pm
:: Mood: loved

I Love Bj
hey guys whats up i sooooo cant wait till prom!! i am so happy i am goin with bj he is the sweetest guy i have ever met and i love him sooo much he called me friday and was like heather i thought i would call you before i went out with the boys and tell you i love you i waslike AWWWWWWWWWWW i and of course i said i love him too and he told me he would call me on sunday and tell me happy easter i was like ok and i havent talked to him since and i miss him sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much .......................... i am finally in love n e ways g2g byes I LOVE BRANDON JOSEPH (aka bj)

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:: 2003 14 April :: 8.15 pm
:: Mood: excited

OMG I AM GOING TO A PROM IN INDIANA FOR MY BF !!!!! LOL I AM SOOO EXCITED AND GUESS WHAT HE HAS FOR ME!!!! A GUITAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG I AM SOOO HAPPY RIGHT NOW!!
WOOOOOHUUU LOL N E WAYS I HAD THE BEST 2 DAYS LOL TODAY AND YESTERDAY AND YEAH SO NE WAYS THOUGHT I WOULD TELL YOU THIS MUCH G2G BYES I LOVE BJ!!!!

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:: 2003 12 April :: 8.28 pm

hey everyone whats up not to much here well janices party was great!!! omg but like no one showed up lol there were only like 15 ppl there but everyone who got an invitation you soooo fucking missed the best 16th party ever!! we had the HUGEST FOOD FIGHT EVER!!!! LMAO IT WAS GREAT yeah janice was like telling me to watch out and i waslike to late and she got frosting all over me lol and so then chris was like covered in cake and pop and lol i was in cake and janice had dip on her and icecream and pop and wow like everyone got it!!!! lmao
you all shoulda been there but i guess you had to many other plans lmao oh well i dont care i had a shit load of fun!! lmao but yeah and then i had to go babysit which sucked but oh well n e ways school starts nexts week*cries* DAMN IT!!! lol oh well g2g byes!

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:: 2003 9 April :: 9.59 am

hey everyone i am starting to have a boring ass week and so i dont know but n e ways i am gonna go to janices bday party this weekend its gonna kick big ass!!! like everyone in school will be there so yeah its gonna be great and i cant wait so i really dont have n e thing to talk about except my dad was totally kool last night we all went to the movies and saw THE CORE and we went to dinner at the crazy horse before that for dinner and played pool but the movie was great cuz it its a movie you sit on the edge of your seat through the whole thing so its really good if you havent seen it GO SEE IT ITS REALLY GOOD!!! n e ways yeah we always have fun with my dad he is great so n e ways ttyl byes!

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:: 2003 6 April :: 9.57 pm

well spring break is going good soo far on friday thursday i went to autums house and had a great burthday for kevin and kelly we had an awesome time kevin and i played pool and so did mike and i and janice and i and we all sang kareoke and played kide and go seek tag in the dark and wow it was just good and then the gurls stayed the night at autums house and we all watched bring it on and also played a game it was fun then we all got up in the mournding and janice and i went to her house and chris came and got us and we went and got her cuzin mike and hung out for like a 1/2 hour to and hour then saturday we lost our power with was kinda weird lol but oh well n e ways i am going to another party this weekend and then yeah so n e ways ttyl byes!

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:: 2003 4 April :: 2.27 pm

You're Perfect ^^
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boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
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placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


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:: 2003 3 April :: 5.03 pm

NO BODY LOVES ME!! byes

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:: 2003 2 April :: 1.27 pm

hey guys it is now 1:24 i and i got stuck staying home cuz well i got the greatest thing in the wolrd!!! THE FLU!!!! it sucks so yeahi am missin all my friends at school i have been home all alone and it sucks well ttyl dont worry i WILL be at school tomorrow i aint missing the talent show!! cuz well I AM IN IT lol well ttyl byes

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:: 2003 31 March :: 6.39 pm

im guessing none of you care weather i die or not???? look at my last journal people!!! and no i havent changed i still feel that way

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