:: 2004 21 November :: 1.54 pm

So this weekend was realllly Shitty, Friday felt like it went on forever, went to school, then got home my dads gf was there which was kool, but we went to my grandmas and it was a really sad day, Lady, my grandmas boxer, had to be put to sleep. She had cancer really bad throughout her throat and was having a really hard time breathing, so my grandma decided what was best to put her outta her misery, my dad and i and my sister took her up to the vets office, and we said our last good byes :'( and they put the needle in her, i couldnt stand there and watch them do that to her, but after it was done i went in and cried to myself, and thought of all the good times i had with herm, my dad used to act like he was attackin me and she would go and run after my dad and start biting his hand, not hard but hard enough to make him stop, she was such an awesome dog, so we got her buried and are gonna make a cross for her, but then later that night autumn and amanda came over and got me and i thought they were stayin the night at my house and they were like no, and i was like oh i'm goin to your house?? there like no your stayin at your house, and i was like ok that was pointless i could be helpin my grandma with her grief right now and you all come and take me home for no good fuckin reason? that is great, really it is. So yeah i was home alone all night friday night cuz my friends are...Grr yeah anyways, so my dad felt really bad leavin me at my house alone when he was at his gfs...so saturday he took me to the resturaunt Kelly's and said he was really sorry, which in any case it wasnt his fault...so then sat night i was gonna have autum over and her mom and dad said no, so i was stuck home AGAIN doin nothin only this time i had my sister rach, and now i'm sittin here on this sunday afternoon typin this long ass boring entry that no one is gonna comment or even read...so i will talk to you laters...

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:: 2004 19 November :: 11.16 pm

I need a life, a real one, somebody give it to me, plz

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:: 2004 12 November :: 8.00 pm

Hey everyone, havent updated in a while thought i would, not that any of you read this...anywhore so we have recieved 2 other letters from my mom...but we haventwritten her back yet...kinda giving her a taste of her own medicine. so yeah. last weeken i had a lot of fun went to calidonia to see katie mucho fun...we went to chuck e cheese and seen the Incredibles...so that was a really good movie, a lot of stuff happened at her party and im not gonna go there...so anywho thats about it so far...ttyl

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:: 2004 25 October :: 7.08 pm

hey what is up?? well after a whole year of not seein me my mom decided to write my sisters and i a letter, yeah big amazment right?? anyways i have the letter she wrote us and what i wrote back if your interested look here: http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=Torndownthecenter ..........anywhore yeah it explains most of it on there so i really dont have much more to say so i will talk to you laters

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:: 2004 14 October :: 6.18 pm
:: Mood: bitchy

Well a lot of shit happend today that wasnt suppose to, First of all I donated blood which i wanted to, but when i went to leave i got dizzy and almost blacked out and my hearing faded away, so they laid me down and it all came back to me and they gave me some coke and crackers because i hadnt eaten...but anywho then i was suppose to go to kelli's house and my dad came to the school and was like i need to talk to you in private, and i thought ok maybe the office told my dad about my passin out, and he is like how old is this james guy that is takin you and kelli and kevin and his gf to swing and have ice cream and i was like 38 and he is like hell no, your not goin now and i was lke why and he is like no 38 yr old hang out with 16-17 yr olds to just hang out i was like whatever dad! He pissed me off so bad i wanna move out in the worst way....

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:: 2004 13 October :: 5.37 pm

Hey what is up ppl's who dont read my journal!?!?! Not much here just been chillen with friends lately. I met my dads gf and she is really nice i like her a lot, and her daughters are pretty cool one's 18 and ones 15, she has a son who is 6 too. so yeah but nothin to exciting has been happening, so thats the way this boring life goes lol ttyl!

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:: 2004 30 September :: 5.15 pm

well lets just say i havent commented in a while hehe, anywho me and autum burnett have become really close friends its a lot of fun bein so close with her i can tell her a lot of things that i cant tell others. other than that my life has been alright i wanna talk to my dad about some problems i have been having and stuff with my friends and maybe about gettin a counseler but if i feel comfortable talkin to him enough maybe i wont need one. But anyways thats all for now byes

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:: 2004 15 September :: 8.36 pm

I miss Jordyn.

I miss My friends.

I miss The Muskateers.

I miss everything......

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:: 2004 8 September :: 9.03 pm

Your Ultimate One Night Stand... by crispnite
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You invite over...
They bring...
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You end up...	shaving each others' private parts
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:: 2004 7 September :: 9.11 pm

Hell fuckin yes....school is gonna be shitty this year.

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:: 2004 3 September :: 8.58 pm

*rambles on about nothing*

*ramble, ramble, ramble*

Am I ramblin to much if i am just tell me.

*rambles more*

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:: 2004 1 September :: 9.07 pm

OMG
OMG, This was the best day today CUz guess who i seen at Family fare!!!!!!!!!!! STACY CAIN!!!! WOOT WOOT!!! it was awesome, it was the best experiance EVER! lol haha not really but it was still kool...hey stacy lol. ttyl~!

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:: 2004 30 August :: 8.01 pm

modern lit/stark
US History/Carr
Science Review/Vree
Varsity Voices/Martino
Algebra 1/ Taylor...Gettin is switched (i passed it already)
Intro to Journalism/Vanderheide

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:: 2004 18 August :: 12.31 pm

anyways like i was sayin...so amanda smith is takin me to see her...and we are takin a guy so that if her bf tries anything. but i am goin earlier in the day to talk to the neighbors and see what they see when my mom and him are around...cuz i found out that he is beatin her up...she went to work with 2 black and blue eyes within 2 weeks and that pisses me off. but anyways so I'm not tellin my dad because he will be like *well heather if you want this thing to work, to get your mom to change than dont go see her* well to bad i'm goin to tlak to her about what she is doin to the family. I love my mom to death. So i will do what it takes to get her back. and i'm not tellin my sisters either so pleaze if you guys no my sisters or dad dont tell them cuz i really need to do this myself ok? thanks...

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:: 2004 18 August :: 12.23 pm
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: pieces of me ~ Ashlee Simpson

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