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sugarjackj

:: 2007 17 August :: 12.00pm
:: Music: Yeah Yeah Yeahs

I think I got asked on a date last night. My roomie thinks so too. So what did I do? I went shopping. I don't have time for dates *eye roll*

Today is my last day at work. I have to admit, one of my favorite parts of this job is my title. It just sounds offical. (I'm Jackie Robinson. I am a Marketing Intern for Skanska, a Worldwide Construction Management Company.)

I move in 5 days. I have yet to pack. I'm not worried though, I packed everything in one night last year. I paid my ticket, my phone bill, my credit card, and tuition(kind of). I'm ready for school. Nevrous for classes, but ready to start.

Yes.

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sugarjackj

:: 2007 7 August :: 10.11am

Roscoe invited me to go see Hot Rod with Dan, Jasper, Jeff and Julie. I thought it was really funny. Dumb. But funny. I almost peed myself when I saw QOTSA. Roscoe was like "How in the hell did you even know it was them?!" :D They looked like some crazy 80's band. It made my day.

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joeydomina

:: 2007 26 July :: 9.48am

going to the hospital
well all its finally here. Perry's gf is having her baby. kinda scary. little Perry's running around. anywho thats where I'll be so take care and have fun.

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sugarjackj

:: 2007 23 July :: 10.48pm

My Zune is amazing.
I really love it :D

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cowsgomoo!!!

:: 2007 22 July :: 10.12am

So, I'm not dead... yet, if any of you care.

But I have noticed that people that completely ignored me in school, or looked down on me, or were "too cool" to associate with me during school now all of a sudden want to be buddy-buddy now that I'm in the Air Force. What the hell is up with that shit? Anyone with any ideas, I'd love to hear why.

Other than that every thing's okay, so I'm gonna go now... you all have fun

-me

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joeydomina

:: 2007 8 July :: 8.49pm

My Trip
First off I had a blast going down to Georgia cuz I'm the devil... not really but that would have been interesting. Anyways I went down there and those stupid DOT rules suck because I slept when I wanted to drive and Drove when I wanted to sleep. But again I'm a truck driver so there isnt much I could do but on my way down nothing happened except I had to cross some crazy monster ass bridge that I swear would have broke if I had another 5000 pounds on my trucks. So I get to my delivery and there is some jamaican guy at the docks and I cant understand anything he is saying which really really sucks. so i get unloaded and all that then I have to stop for a rest for 10 hours (again DOT rules suck). So I get that done and then get on my way. Everything is going good till I get to Nashville and mind you the people who built this highway carved it right into a damn mountain complete with mountain wall off ramps. Well as I'm going through Nashville bored out of my mind there all of a sudden is a car accident on the other side of the highway. Me being the good person I am stop and run across both sides of the highway where a woman around 35 or so has slammed her Ford coupe car into one of these mountain walls. Another driver stops who is on the side of the highway that the accident is on and helps me get the woman out of the car and we both notice her speedometer is broken and at 70 mph (the speed limit through Nashville is 55 and the off ramp she was getting off of is rated for 25). So we get her out as she is unconscious and we notice her leg and arm and possible something else is broken because there is blood everywhere (leg bone protruding through leg) but there seems to be blood leading to the middle of the highway where she hasnt been. We cant figure it out until we look next to the car is a child's toy that we accidentally pulled out with the woman and then it hits us as an opposing cars headlights shine on a little boys body laying in the middle of the highway. I rush over to the child to see if he is okay and well he isnt... I cant get any response from him and his eyes are open and blood is everywhere. There is nothing I can do. Finally after forever the Police and Paramedics show up after what seems an eternity and take statements names and other such things and send me on my way. I had the worst day of my life that night and couldn't clear my head of this image of a boy laying in the middle of the highway. I went to sleep and woke up sad and finally broke down. I feel so sorry for that woman and yet feel so angry because she first broke the speed limit by driving to fast then didnt have her child seatbelted down because he went through the windshield (as told to me by police), but I feel sad for her because she probably will regret ever driving again and not have her son there. I dont know what happened to the woman but I hope she is safe and sound but to the little boy whose name the police told me I hope he is in a better place. Take care everyone and please drive safe.

RIP
Jonathan Wiley

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sugarjackj

:: 2007 3 July :: 9.02am
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: The Trucks


I know you know the words I want to hear.

Its just that you never say them when I'm near.


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sugarjackj

:: 2007 2 July :: 9.29am

Sometimes I hate this obnoxious roller coaster.

Just when things seem ok I plunge into despair.

My sister got evicted from her apartment. She and her three kids moved into our living room. If you know anything about my house you would know how crazy small it is.
Mom is sick so much. She can't drive anymore. She can't write anymore. Each day her memory seems to be worse. And again, there is nothing I can do to help her through this.
But the Deftones concert was amazing. Miranda and I were second row center. I was so close to Chino, it was heaven.
The BNL concert was also amazing. I'm glad I went with my parents to that. They don’t really get out much anymore. So it was nice doing something they wanted.
Goo Goo Dolls, again, spectacular. We were pretty close.
I'm getting my Interpol ticket today.
I lost some scholarship money this year because my GPA was not good enough. But I'm getting grant money from CMU and from the government that I didn’t get last year. So that’s cool. I know I should go to ISU, but not yet.....

Again, it’s like I said. Life’s a roller coaster. Sometimes I almost can’t handle it, but sometimes it’s ok.

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joeydomina

:: 2007 1 July :: 3.32pm

Roomate/s wanted
If anyone wants to join in on an apartment with my gf and I as long as she says its okay to let me know. Rent would be around 289 for two people or 193 for one..... let me know ok

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sugarjackj

:: 2007 28 June :: 2.27pm


Sometimes I feel like a motherless child, a long way from home.



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sugarjackj

:: 2007 19 June :: 11.59am

Bye bye baby.
Don't be long.
I'll worry about you while you're gone.
I'll think of you in my dreams.
You'll never know just what you mean to me.....

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sugarjackj

:: 2007 16 June :: 9.12pm

I'm sitting in McDonalds because Miranda is a douche.
But not really, I love her.
:)

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sugarjackj

:: 2007 12 June :: 8.14am

Ach, ich fühl's, es ist verschwunden. Ewig hin der Liebe Glück!

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sugarjackj

:: 2007 9 June :: 8.56pm



Do you ever feel invisible?

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sugarjackj

:: 2007 8 June :: 12.27pm

Guess what I'm listening to? The new QUEENS OF THE STONE AGE CD!!!!!
It's amazing. Go check it out here QOTSA

It's orgasmic.

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