Sadness will overcome this world...

:: 2006 11 January :: 3.15pm

You're not funny, you're just an asshole.

:: 2006 10 January :: 8.15pm

well today is my and jess's 4 month anniversary..... i dont get to see her at all or even talk to her which is complete monkey junk.... yeah i can understand its her sis's birthday but why cant i at least talk to her for 5 mins.... oh well i dunno what to do... i guess just wait

well i'm gonna go i need to find something to do.... maybe play i love katamari.... i dunno

Joey

:: 2006 9 January :: 5.00pm

Gah i need more hours so i can get more money.... damn effing two men and a truck gah. well hmmmm i'm gonna try for trucking.....theres a place that'll pay no less than 650 a week so yeah i might just go with that if i can get in..... its easy work too... not much different than i'm doing when i'm on the road with my dad

well yeah i love my jess and thats about it for my update so long kiddies....

JOey

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:: 2006 8 January :: 9.37pm

It's all in good fun, kids.

Read more..

BigBen61

:: 2006 7 January :: 11.49pm
:: Mood: peaceful
:: Music: OZMA

this song is so beautiful
Ozma - Utsukushii Shibuya

i've been thrown the gaijin glare for so long
by now i take the scorn in stride
got no time for pride that only serves to divide
got no time for miscommunication
i've been trying to set this straight for so long
trying to hammer out what's bent
you trust in my intent
you must be heaven sent
and i've been trying to let you know that i love you so

i've been trying to find a girl for so long
that tears have often filled my eyes
under azure skies as we said our last goodbyes
i was trying to let you know that i love you so

i love you so
you'll never know
but i love you so

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:: 2006 6 January :: 10.49pm

Tired.
I love this.

He's making me realize that I am not perfect and I have to get over myself. I mean.. like, I can't just dish things out and not take them back. He doesn't just let me say what I want and then be all sweet back. He's blunt. He's honest. He's militant. And I like it. I don't need some fake ass, lovey dovey attitude.

And it's not like he's an asshole to me. It's not that at all. He just isn't fake and doesn't let me get away with being a bitch without him being a dick back. It just works and I like it.

I don't care if I sound crazy. I am very lippy and I need someone to let me know it.

Goodnight.
I can't wait for tomorrow.

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:: 2006 6 January :: 2.12pm

joe got that one.... well narrowed down at least... haha

i got my superman hoody from hot topic in this morning.... i havent taken it off minus getting a shower.... which would have been wierd lol..

anyways i'll talk to you all later k bye JOey

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:: 2006 5 January :: 9.42pm

Devin asked me out and...

I said no.
Now, don't get any ideas. It was handled well and I had my reasons. I told him we need to hang out a few more times and when he knows, and I mean really knows, he can ask me in person.

I want things to go right with all of this.
And I want to be entirely honest with him.
He completely understood and thought it was for the best.
He said he didn't even want to ask me this way, he just felt like he had to and couldn't wait.
I understand completely, because I feel like I want to be with him as well. But, I know it's not smart for either of us right now.

We'll see what happens.
He's so great and I want things to go perfectly and to last. I don't want some lame one month thing.
So, in the end handling it how I did was a very good idea.
I don't want to lose this kid and I won't. Whether we date or stay friends, I want him there. And he will be.

With all that said, goodnight.
I am so glad tomorrow is Friday.

cherylee

:: 2006 5 January :: 9.18pm

Journal Rules
1. What I say here, stays here. Those of you wanting to be cunts by informing the wrong people about my life, I wish you all to go to hell.
2. I'll say what I want however I want. If you're offended, leave. If you dissagree with anything I say, keep it to yourself because you are wrong and I don't care.
3. Don't be a pussy. Anonymous comments will be deleted. If I know who you are, say so. There's no need to hide.
4. No spammers
5. Annoying users will be put on a black list. By being annoying you give me the right to exploit your username in any way I chose and are agreeing to make all your information available to the public.
6. PlZ dOn'T tyPe LyKe Diz; it's very annoying. If you do, I will forever hate you. That goes for leet typing too.
7. Please tell me how you stumbled upon my journal. I'm paranoid and I feel like there's someone out there to kill/stalk me.

Please follow these few and simple rules. I really would like you to comment to be added. If you follow my rules and don't act like a fuckstain, I will be nice and humanly back to you. If you decide to fuck with my space, I will forever fuck with yours.

Please and thanks.

<33 Cheryl

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sugarjackj

:: 2006 5 January :: 6.30pm

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.

Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.

You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.

You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.

Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.

You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.

At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.

Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.

A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

What Temperment Are You?

i had such a great talk with Ryan after school. It was nice to have a realy deep conversation with someone. I feel so refreshed. And he makes me laugh, because i know why he realy stayed after. Aww.
:O)

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:: 2006 5 January :: 1.21pm

ok well mishy got the last quote... lets see who gets this one...

"This conversation is terminated."

haha good luck all.

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:: 2006 4 January :: 11.28pm

One of my favorite quotes from a movie.....and you have to guess what movie its from

"I feel like a little worm on a big fuckin' hook"

good luck to you all.

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:: 2006 4 January :: 9.11pm

Hah.
...

Devin: You hate me apparently..
Stacy: I didn't say that!
Devin: Stacy: Ew, no I hate you!
Stacy: Hahaha.
Devin: Got you there!
Stacy: Yeah, pretty much.

Hahaha.