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rina

:: 2008 22 January :: 8.43pm
:: Mood: busy
:: Music: the words - psapp

do you remember all the seconds you are away?
second semester is going far better than first. but i find myself harboring a large and unbridled disdain for people who were nearly friends. i'm quick to judge and bristle at anything that comes out of their mouths and seeing them just makes me sick, sick, sick.

i feel harsh and unlike the old me, but i feel like i deserve to be angry with them. maybe i do. maybe i don't. but i just can't take them anymore.


in other news, contemporary literature is my new love. we're doing fitzgerald and hemingway and emma kunz, and there is a way about these words that transports me to a familiar, foreign place where i can touch the edges of impossibility. i thoroughly enjoy it.

the end is here


metalhead

:: 2008 15 January :: 8.59pm
:: Music: RJD2 - Ghostwriter

I just love Viktor & Rolf.

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metalhead

:: 2008 6 January :: 1.06am
:: Music: Yellowcake - Kaki King



Happy New Year, to my pieces of confetti. May the wind blow us all back into the same bag once more.

the end is here


cowboy67

:: 2007 27 December :: 2.27pm

i'm in love with your pills
now i can get rid of myself
if all of this kills
why am i so hard on myself?


metalhead

:: 2007 8 December :: 3.21pm

2 day[s] remain | the end is here


metalhead

:: 2007 8 December :: 2.31pm

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metalhead

:: 2007 3 December :: 1.23pm

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metalhead

:: 2007 30 November :: 2.54pm

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rina

:: 2007 29 November :: 3.39am
:: Mood: contemplative

sunflowers
"She resents me."
"For what?"
"I don't know. For having a life."

It is said quietly, listlessly, a new sort of indifference creeping into the corners of her voice where silent excitement used to reside. The stem between her fingers gives a delicate crunch as she twists it from the ground, and when she looks up the sky is blinding.

There are these quiet moments colored mustard in her memories, she knows, that edge in when she least expects. Squinting into blue light, its one of those times, and the green around her is cancelled out by the distant sounds of the past. She can't directly recall, but the fleeting familiarity isn't a new sensation and she lets it wash over her.

There is a pause, and the branches of a poplar creak a far way off, fat birds perching between the leaves. It's then that he says, "Did she ever get the chance?"
"Who?"
"Your mother. Did she ever get the chance?"
The girl and her companion stare at each other before she turns away, eyes lost in the petals of sunflowers, the brown center an earthy sunbather, the stem arching gracefully. "Maybe," she says, but it's lost in the breeze.

Her skin is warm and pink, and she's sure the hours have been slowly melting away from her, never to return, so she stands and brushes the backs of her thighs before turning away from him. It seems, lately, that this is her preferred stance and the thought is quickly lost as her peripheral picks him up in slow motion. His hair catches the light but she blinks the gold away.

the end is here


metalhead

:: 2007 28 November :: 4.38pm

the end is here


metalhead

:: 2007 21 November :: 9.17am

1 day[s] remain | the end is here


cowboy67

:: 2007 18 November :: 1.09pm

gah gah gah gah gah i feel like i never have time for thinking! i want to think and write!

1 day[s] remain | the end is here


metalhead

:: 2007 15 November :: 10.54am

the end is here


metalhead

:: 2007 13 November :: 1.21pm

Kalamazoo Gazette

WHAT WOULD SHAKESPEARE SAY? Kalamazoo College presents all-female cast for `Hamlet'
Sunday, November 11, 2007

BY ELIZABETH CLARK
Special to the Gazette

KALAMAZOO

Read more..

K-College Index

Hamlet

By Mariah Frye

STAFF WRITER

Read more..

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metalhead

:: 2007 12 November :: 10.24am


Reserve your tickets online.


My interview in the Kalamazoo Gazette.

1 day[s] remain | the end is here


metalhead

:: 2007 8 November :: 11.41pm

tickle me vizzini

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metalhead

:: 2007 8 November :: 11.26pm

cymatics

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metalhead

:: 2007 6 November :: 3.44pm

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metalhead

:: 2007 5 November :: 10.50am

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metalhead

:: 2007 3 November :: 3.55pm

Justine Smith - Priceless Works



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