cowboy67
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2006 31 August :: 9.41pm
joe, you better take this too. i bet you're 90% big bear
| You scored as Straight. I like you very much and hope that you are succesful in life. thank you for being very accepting.
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rina
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2006 27 August :: 5.19pm
:: Mood: helpless
i am empty.
this is some sort of catharsis, and i am sick of it. i feel emotionally stunted. i keep drinking water to try and fill the void, but it runs deeper than i originally thought and only succeeds in making me nauseous.
the end is here
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rina
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2006 21 August :: 12.34am
:: Mood: optimistic
:: Music: on the radio - regina spektor
this is how it works:
you're young until you're not
you love until you don't
you try until you can't
you laugh until you cry
you cry until you laugh
and everyone must breathe
until their dying breath
no, this is how it works:
you peer inside yourself
you take the things you like
and try to love the things you took
and then you take that love you made
and stick it into some
someone else's heart
pumping someone else's blood
and walking arm in arm
you hope it don't get harmed
but even if it does
you'll just do it all again
- regina spektor
i honestly couldn't have said it better myself.
i hope everyone is doing well these days.
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cowboy67
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2006 10 August :: 12.53am
we all need to pray. i don't really care at this point whether anyone believes in God or if there is a god, but we need to do something other than letting wars continue to flourish. write letters to congress. attend peace rallies. read journal articles and use alternative media sources for information. you guys, seriously, it's scary. i usually take a very intellectual perspective when i talk about the imperialist behavior of our country, and i manage to keep a safe distance from the reality of it, but tonight i watched a documentary that made me cry. destruction has never brought anything good to anyone anywhere.
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xhan
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2006 10 August :: 2.42pm
:: Mood: amused
V:
Voilą! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a by-gone vexation, stands vivified, and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin van-guarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition.
[carves V into wall]
The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta, held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous.
[giggles]
Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose, so let me simply add that it is my very good honor to meet you and you may call me V.
Are you like a crazy person?
I'm quite sure they will say so.
-xhan-
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cowboy67
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2006 8 August :: 9.40pm
haha assholes from high school are all getting fat from alcohol
3 day[s] remain |
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rina
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2006 8 August :: 7.17pm
:: Mood: surreal
:: Music: seven days - azure ray
and the nights just blend into the morning
i am in love with the late afternoons of august.
they are warm and golden and lovely.
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rina
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2006 2 August :: 6.15am
:: Mood: productive
:: Music: life in mono - mono
drowning past regrets in tea and cigarettes
i'm so fucking exhausted.
i've been working on a revamp of my website all night. its lightyears better in quality than my last layout, considering i started it when i was a freshman or sophomore.
so, here's a sneak peak.
i'm just... fuck.
sometimes i freaking hate coding, but after all the work i put into photoshop, this thing is going to be a breeze.
there's school in a week, and i couldn't be any less prepared if i tried.
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cowboy67
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2006 30 July :: 2.19pm
i just need 30 minutes of your time
Read more..
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cowboy67
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2006 27 July :: 12.35pm
what would the US say/do if any other state or group bombed UN peace forces?
can you imagine the outcry if an arab or muslim group had done that? this government is a fucking joke.
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alastar
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2006 25 July :: 12.29pm
stalking quietly, shhh, through the jungle
I could hear the bones crepitating in Her throat as She worked Her mandible back and forth
grinding and cracking
and She unhinged Her jaw, opening wide with strings of saliva cascading from tooth to tooth.
swaying from side to side, hypnotizing with fierce and
glaring rapacious eyes that singed my skin
as the fangs unfolded.
- - | - -
I didn't even see Her move
or feel the fangs as they sank into my throat
all I felt was the pressure
the suffocation
the rich and saccharine venom being pumped into my esophagus
by the syringes of Her fanges
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the trails are darkly carved in, narrowly avoiding arteries
and my skin is
perforated by serrated teeth
bruised around the punture wounds
numbed from within
by ataractic poison
slightly infected; they remind me of You
1 day[s] remain |
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cowboy67
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2006 20 July :: 1.15pm
"Diplomats say Israel set to continue overflights over Lebanon"
Nicholas Blanford. The Washington Report on Middle East Affairs. Washington: Oct 2003. Vol.22, Iss. 8; pg. 35
Diplomatic efforts to end Hezbollah's anti-aircraft (AA) fire and Israeli overflights are foundering due mainly to Israel's apparent determination to continue breaching Lebanese air space, despite a lowering of tension on the Lebanese side of the border since the Aug. 9 and 10 weekend's escalation.
Diplomats in Beirut are voicing concern that if the "provocative" overflights continue, Hezbollah may retaliate with more cross-border anti-aircraft fire, spurring a fresh escalation along the border.
Israel's staging of mass overflights on Aug. 13 has dampened hopes of an imminent end to the AA fire/overflights. Furthermore, the intensity of the overflights-in which at least 13 jets flew over most of the country, breaking the sound barrier over Baalbek and other towns-is fueling suspicion among diplomats that Israel is deliberately attempting to goad Hezbollah into a reaction.
Some analysts believe that Israel hopes to provoke Hezbollah in order to launch a sweeping military campaign against the party. There are certainly senior ranking Israeli army officers who would like to exact revenge on the battlefield for Hezbollah's success in forcing the Israeli army out of southern Lebanon three years ago.
But the Israeli government and military appreciate that such an option is likely to be costly, not least because of Hezbollah's suspected deployment of long-range rockets in the south. Israeli officials have recently admitted that Hezbollah's arsenal has made them think twice about pursuing the military option.
On the other hand, any attacks by Hezbollah into northern Israel play neatly into the hands of the Israeli government and their allies in Washington who wish to see Syria dis-arm the party and remove them from Israel's northern border. "I think the Israelis are setting up Hezbollah and Syria," said one analyst. "They are trying to provoke a reaction by Hezbollah against Israel which can then be used to mobilize American support to pressure Syria to disarm Hezbollah."
The assassination of Hezbollah commander Ali Saleh earlier this month was part of the trap set by Israel, according to the analyst.
"The Israelis realize that after six months without attacks along the border, it becomes hard to keep claiming that Hezbollah is a threat. They had to heat up the border," he said.
In the dangerous game of brinkmanship waged by Hezbollah and the Israeli army, neither likes to be the first to back down. Two years ago, Israeli warplanes destroyed a Syrian radar position in the Bekaa in retaliation for a Hezbollah attack in the Shebaa Farms a day earlier.
Hezbollah responded within the hour, shelling several outposts in the Shebaa Farms. Israel backed down first, claiming it had no wish to escalate the situation.
This time, it was the other way around. Hezbollah refrained from firing AA rounds across the border in retaliation for Israel's muscle-flexing aerial display in the night sky above Beirut early Monday morning.
Yet although Israel had "the last word," it nonetheless staged two days later the most provocative series of overflights in weeks.
The U.N. issued a strong condemnation of the overflights which, in Lebanese eyes, went some way to counter-balance U.N. Secretary-General Kofi Annan's criticism of Hezbollah's fatal burst of AA fire on Sunday.
Hezbollah may grudgingly accept that discretion is the better part of valor and ensure its AA shells explode above Lebanese territory for the time being. There is much-needed diplomatic capital to be gained by Lebanon and Syria if it becomes clear that the persistent violator is the Israeli air force rather than Hezbollah's AA units.
But Hezbollah's oft-stated role as defender of Lebanese sovereignty will be undermined if Israel persists with its overflights and the resistance fails to resort to a few barrages of cross-border AA fire.
As for the diplomatic option, Wednesday's overflights appear to have quashed hopes that an agreement to end aerial violations of the U.N.-delineated Blue Line might be announced by the end of the week.
"There is a lot of diplomatic activity, but I don't think we can speak of a breakthrough at the moment," said one diplomat.
According to diplomatic sources, the United States recently began an attempt to persuade Israel to refrain from overflights for a month.
The idea was to put to the test the Israeli claim that Hezbollah's AA fire is unprovoked aggression unconnected to Israel's "necessary reconnaissance missions" above Lebanon. If there was no cross-border AA fire during the trial month, Israel's claim would have proved unfounded, making it difficult for Israel to justify resuming overflights. It may well be for that very reason that Israel would have no wish to accept the one-month "challenge."
Ironically, however, it looks as though the initiative may end up working in reverse with Hezbollah refraining from cross-border anti-aircraft fire while Israeli jets continue to penetrate Lebanese air space.
and that was 3 years ago.
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cowboy67
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2006 17 July :: 4.52pm
israel is so annoying.
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cowboy67
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2006 14 June :: 11.13pm
on the day that my biology catches up with my mentality...
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rina
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2006 13 June :: 11.06pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: why don't you do right? - rasputina
how could we know change was constant?
hesitations.
a fraction of how we used to be
is slipping into future conversations
slowly sabotaging our tongues into
forming half-meant words and
unknown emotions
and how are we fighting?
indifference and the smallest hint
of lacking any passion.
so this is how it will end,
in age-old arguments
and misinterpretations.
when we glimpsed our end
from the very very beginning,
who knew it would be so close?
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rina
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2006 12 June :: 1.49pm
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: hello resolven - beulah
kill of the king, kill off the queen. its over, its over, its over.
i love when your normal everyday friend becomes your must-tell-everything-to friend.
when you find some common, amazing interest that allows phone calls to end in bellows of laughter, and e-mails to be typed in all caps.
and you know without a doubt, that if you tell this person something,
they will not judge or ridicule you. they will keep what you say, and will cheer you up infinitely with the silliest words.
i'm so glad to have met you.
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cowboy67
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2006 11 June :: 6.38pm
i'm sick of commitments.
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