Yesterday at like 7:20 i went with Evan, Victoria, Todd, and Krissy to go see "Amityville Horror" and omg omg omg it was SOOOOOO SCARY i think i like cut off the circulation in Evans hand. Like be4 the movie, when it was all those commercials, Evan and i were like making out and Victoria was like "HEY HEY HEY HEY!!!!!" it was so funny and me and Evan just laughed. The movie was really good but like the whole idea that it was based in a true story is what really got me the most. I had a really fun time last night and i wish it didnt have to end :-( After the movie we all walked around the mall and like Evan saw a lot of ppl he knew...one in particular got on my nerves. It was Evan's ex girlfriend fron like 6th and 7th grade and they went out a year. Well...at the movie we were all sitting in the second to last row when all of a sudden all these losers came and sat right in front of us even though we had our feet on the seat. So Krissy was like "hey guys, do u want to move to the back row?" and we were like "yea" so we all hopped over the seats and sat there. Buuuuuuuuut.....this was like 4 seats down from Evan's ex, Nicole...and Krissy was like "Evan look there's Nicole!!!" and he sat up all straight and was like "hey" and he waved and said it all happy like he was glad see her. And like that pissed me off. And like when we all were out side waiting for Victoria, Nicole was mentioned and Krissy was like "Evan u remember Nicole right?" and he was like "duh, i went out with her for a year!!" and i just looked at him with total disgust [he didnt see me] and like i was kinda pissed off then too.....cuz like to me it sounded like he was bragging about it while i [his new gf] was right beside him. Like he could have said "duh i went out with her" but he didnt!!! and like i know he cant be perfect....but like if he really found out how long i knew my ex bf and how long we liked eachother and stuff.....it might make him jealous or pissed off too. When i was talking to him online last night i was like "who broke up with who?" and he was like "i broke up with her cuz i lost intrest in her" and in my head i was like "ohh...thats just perfect...i bet im next" in a sarcastic way. And i was like "well what if u lose intrest in me and he was like "i dont see myself ever doing that" and like i really really really want to believe him but i know that he could change his mind and wake up one day and like totally hate me. And like he says "i love u to me" and i really really really want to say it back but like i freeze up and i dont want to fully give my heart to him and then like have it shattered. Even though he like reassured me that nothing like that would happen...its in the back of my mind that it will...but i really hope it doesnt. Im out~~

Isnt it funny how ppl like dont tell u everything about things and they get all mad at u when u act deffensive?.....i think so

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