Who else would i talk about??
So Evan called me yesterday cuz i had gotten a phone call from someone and they told me that Evan was hanging out with kelsey and her slutty friend of all ppl....and the worst part was that i was told that they were all over eachother like a couple! So i immeditally texted Evan and i asked him if it was true and then he just called me for more detail.....anyway... that rumor wasnt true. So while i was talking to him he was like "when i get back im gonna be different" and i was like "what do u mean?" and he was like "well im so hyper here and im acting all weird and i dont care what ppl think about me and when i get back to school im gonna act the same way" and i was just like "oh" and to be honest i was really sad when i heard that. The reasons r that i didnt like fall in love with the hyper wild Evan--i fell in love with the regular Evan. Also, i dont really like it when he is hyper cuz its like he is totally different and like he treats me different and its really weird. And...like now im all affraid that the Evan i really like is gonna be left in flordia. Like i know that sounds really lame but its how i feel and i would hate for that to happen. And like i can already tell he has changed....like he was really different on the phone and i didnt really like it but what am i supossed to say?....like i dunno i all confused. Well now i have to think....im out~~~

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