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2005 14 April :: 10.05am
Seems like...
You know the feeling you get when Summer Break's sooo close, and you're so anxious for school to just be...over?
Then after a few blissful weeks, you start getting sullen. Remembering everything that happened during the school year, and what you wish you could change...The regret of not doing something you (now that you look back on it...) sorely wish you did.
It's almost a roller-coster all it's own - Anxious for the new year to start, ever so slowly trailing up the peak, hearing each click.
Right at the very tip of the hill, the climax is almost too much to bear. The time of the year when all the new people burst at you in a river of colors.
Then, the roll down from the climax - the emotions, drama, all the problems of life and school in a few months. Along with teachers and parents urging you, almost threatening for you to pass your state tests, and SAT's.
The ride is over at the beginning. You get off, almost exausted. Then you get pushed back in, only to ride the roller coaster again.
What a life, for us teenagers.
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