:: 2008 9 February :: 5.08 pm

Smashed up my sanity.

Fuck I am so over this whole situation! FACK FACK FACK

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:: 2008 8 February :: 1.48 am

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend, somewhere along in the bitterness.

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:: 2008 5 February :: 4.28 pm

& when I press the keys, it all gets reversed.


I broke up with Kevin. Which I feel really bad about. But I need to get over this shit first.

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:: 2008 4 February :: 10.16 pm

Well this hurts me more than I can stand to say.

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:: 2008 4 February :: 10.15 pm

Today me & Kevin came home and Jack Daniels was trapped in between the screen door and front door, and theres not much space in between so he was side ways meowing so loud and then once I opened the door he booked it and came around and came in the back door because he was afraid of the front.

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:: 2008 30 January :: 10.34 pm

Weak & Powerless;

So spreading my aunts ashes was really sad but it went well.
I got my N :D Its so awesome!
And Im looking into buying a new car soon, I'm going to look at one on saturday with my uncle.
Other than that next semester starts feb. 4th.
After I get my new car I think I might volunteer at the spca
And I might join kickboxing :)

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:: 2008 20 January :: 1.04 pm

Baby is this love for real.

Were spreading my aunts ashes on the 26th.
I go for my N on the 28th. =D
And I really hope I get it

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:: 2008 15 January :: 12.33 am

I have lost myself again.

Im pretty sick of life. And trying.

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:: 2008 13 January :: 11.11 pm

Just breath.

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:: 2008 2 January :: 9.44 pm

P.S. HAPPY NEW YEAR.
Resolutions:
- Exercise!
- Eat healthy!
- SAVE MONEY!
- Graduate :D

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:: 2008 2 January :: 9.43 pm

And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans.

I was going through pictures and I came across one of me and Kyle. And several others of just Kyle. It made me sad, and just completly reminded me of everything.

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:: 2007 30 December :: 8.22 pm

Fuck you. I hope you know your a really shitty best friend.

After all I've done for you. And Ive always fucking been there for you.
You don't even call me on my birthday. You ditch me on it because your "grounded" but you go out anyways.
I spent 50 bucks on your fuckin tattoo and bought you a new bong for your birthday and christmas.
And then you screw up the one time we actually make plans. If I hadnt gone to your house I would have been fucking waiting for you all morning. And I had to pay your dad fuckin 20 bucks just to go pick your lazy ass up.

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:: 2007 23 December :: 10.11 pm

Better off on my own.

I don't think I can do this.
I really really don't.
I'm not ready for it, and I think I need to fight my own battles first, before I can give him everything he deserves. It's only fair.

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:: 2007 19 December :: 10.20 pm

I la la love you

I got the sniffles :(
Last day of school tommorow, then its winter break :)
I've got ass loads of homework though :(

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:: 2007 16 December :: 8.03 pm

It's muh birthday!

It was alright, I didn't get to see Kevin as much as I wanted :(
Kisa slept over last night and we made up a whole dance to I like big butts. And it's so good! Then my family came over for lunch and that was nice and then I went to Kyles and smoked a joint with him then I went to Kevins for an hour and then back to Kyles. Then my dad and Teresa took me out for dinner.

I got lots of messages on facebook from people at work wishing me a happy birthday lol

Tianna didnt call me or anything. And we were supposed to go to a rave on friday night and she couldnt cause she was grounded. So I was like okay fine. And I was online talking to her brother tonight and I asked what she was doing and he said walking around moping and i was like why and he said cause she stayed out all night last night and I was so pissed because obviously if she could go out last night her dad would have let her go to the rave friday night. And plus he knows were best friends and its my birthday. So im hella pissed.
So much for being my best friend.

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