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2005 10 December :: 6.41 pm
smashed up my sanity
smashed up my integrity
smashed up what i believed in
smashed up what's left of me
smashed up my everything
smashed up all that was true
gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do
Horrible fucking day.
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2005 22 November :: 12.51 am
Hollie Panzer and Ashley Tinsle.
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2005 30 October :: 9.43 pm
If you know how I feel, because you've "been their before", then you ovbiously know how much it hurts. So why are you doing it to me?
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2005 29 August :: 6.37 pm
Bad boy don't you fuck my dolly.
Sometimes people suck so fucking much.
And sometimes stuff gets so fucked up.
And sometimes all I want to do is go scream.
Because everything and everyone sucks.
Ya.. thats how it is sometimes.
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2005 8 April :: 2.37 pm
Life is funny, skies are sunny, bees make honey, who needs money?
<3
Kay. Bored of writing.
I know I dont update much anymore, but im never on the computer much.
I will try and remeber when I can
<3
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2005 26 March :: 6.15 pm
Hollie: "I retended the grudge"
Tianna: "retended?"
Hollie: "rentened*"
Tianna: "rented...?"
Hollie: "Yes, fuck I feel retarded"
Well yikes. Not a lot to report. Ive been really happy lately. Were on spring break now and its pretty fun.
Im in woodwork and it is so much fun!
Im still failing socials.
Joel is sleeping over tonight, tommorow is Easter:)
He is coming to my Easter dinner and is meeting my family!!
Happy Easter Everyone<3
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2005 13 March :: 9.13 pm
Joel is so amazing, he totally rocks my world to the fucking max.<3
Life is messed up way lots right now.
But it was all good until like this morning.
I havent updated in forever. Mostly things have been good, a few bad things though.
Umm fdkljfkjfg;lfgkj;fjl;drtiroptuiwerjfd,z.
I dont know what else to write............I think I will go to bed now.
<3
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2005 2 March :: 7.51 pm
Why did it have to end like this?
I wish someone would just blow my fucking brains out
<3<3
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2005 1 March :: 6.16 pm
It's all just a phase.
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Horrible day yesterday
Lately things have been good but yesterday was just horrible.
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2005 25 February :: 7.25 am
:: Music: Deftones
I havent updated much in a long time.
I havent been on the computer much because Ive been busy with other stuff.
Life is wonderful right now, I think Im actually starting to be happy for once.
Joel is a wonderful boyfriend, he is amazing<3
Cara is here again. I will be so sad when she goes back. She has spent most of her time here with me. Joel and me set her up with Shawn, one of Joel's friends and they are so perfect for each other.
So Cara really doesnt want to go back, and Shawn, Joel and I really dont want her to go back either.
Im having so much fun with them<3
But all good things eventually come to an end...
School hasent been going to well. I skipped a lot of my afternoon classes so Im way behind but I will get caught up.
Blahhh
I have a psychiatrist appointment on Monday and a doctors appointment, cause I need to go on birth control and get some stuff checked out. Im so nervous.
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2005 18 February :: 9.40 pm
Their bleeding hearts never lie
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2005 16 February :: 7.48 am
You spin me right round baby right round like a record baby right round round round.
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2005 14 February :: 4.08 pm
Happy Valentines day.
I <3 Joel, Sarah and Tianna.
Today was wonderful.
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2005 12 February :: 7.45 am
Yay!
so classes are changed and everything, I have
French
Cooking
Sewing
Socials
this semester is soooo easy!
So it is confusing but oh well..
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2005 9 February :: 9.30 pm
:: Music: Poison the well
boom boom boom
Cara is here! She just showed up un-expectedly because her grandma is in the hospital.
I am so happy to see her!<3
Tianna is my Valentine because we have no one else and we hate valentines day.
Alan and me broke up
I wish I could be with Joel but I do not think it will ever happen.
Chelsea likes Joel and im pretty she he likes her to
Im here for you to use broken and bruised.
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